The UFO and Sleep Paralysis Connection is Being Exposed by Retired CIA

Not trying to derail, I think its all relative.


I had a dream of a woman around 10 years ago, under white sheets together, we said a lot of things that I cant remember bar one line she said " we cant do this again".

She came to my house literally a couple days later and we ended up together, looking back at it I was completely distracted from my spiritual journey I was on and then she destroyed the life we/I spent 10 years building for our family in a few days, did everything I thought was right and what she wanted, looked at other people like they were crazy or stupid, this is easy, got off my ass got a house a car a job, loyal till death loved this woman deeply, I felt blessed, my confidence and testosterone sky rocketed, I slowly went from a super calm collected person to a more and more stressed person due to her mood swings, the higher you climb the bigger the risk of the fall is.

She was in a bad place when I found her, I wanted to give her a good life and save her from the struggle, lol she gave me herpes, my first relationship, kiss, sex, cheated on me at least twice, lied about everything, burnt photos of me, pure evil.
She even told me later she was attracted to me because I seemed smart and like a leader to a lot of interesting people in her eyes, like a virus going for the core, then onto the next, she wanted to change me not support me.

Deception and brainwashing is everywhere, your dreams are not only yours. My house was headquarters for my brothers until she entered it. I supported everything she done and did what she asked of me, this was not mutual, I realize now I was baited, tested and tricked.

This dream of her happened after I attacked a shadowman in waking life who tried to penetrate my spine/brainstem, I lit up like a light bulb memories and knowledge I could only react, I knew exactly what was going on, failed to catch it, I knew I was dead the second it left my vision because I knew it knew it was fked if I caught it, days later I had that dream of her.
She has described and had experienced shadowmen multiple times in her life before me, what a coincidence..

You can imagine what I wanted to do when this women left my life and took my children from me, cheated on me and involved our children in her garbage, completely stone walled me no explanation, later tried to call me a pedo when i suggested the new guy must be suss and to be careful and that she should have some alone time before jumping on the carousel, I had to hear about the new whiteknight/victim from my own kids, whole time I was trying so hard to get her back or simply even have a conversation, I tried everything I tried to get deep with her like she used to pretend, complete break down and loss of purpose/belief, I went pretty dark, a lot of weird stuff happened but I managed to redirect my energy off people and transmute it into drive and purpose even if it made me an island to a lot of people.

Now it is very easy to understand people, those who are free and those who are bound, physically, mentally, spiritually.

Guess who came to visit me in my darkest hour at the gates, shadowmen literally gave me a dream intervention and spoke to me mockingly laughing at me for being weak in forms of my friends but I saw through them and called them out, they shifted to their regular forms, woke up laughing about it, its been cat and mouse, tempered like steel.
before she broke me I had a dream of joe biden in a black suit with gold coin eyes with black suit guys black shades behind him in a large dark tent held at gunpoint and forced to watch the start of a ritual, he said he wanted me to join him and that i would know when, yeah...

Later is was a dream of putin behind a glass wall with translators and soldiers who were killing each other in front of me, I kept getting angry at the soldiers "putin will be pissed that was our translator idiot" ... fking feel targeted/setup sometimes, easy to fall into it.

I could of made so many bad choices and be gone or locked up, I reached out to the universe and my brothers, magic mushrooms began growing literally all around my house meters from the front door, never got into anything bar weed before that, the first time i took them the floor turned into a pit/mat of slithering snakes and vishnu? appeared before me, blue white light in a fan of a hundred arms as a circle, nature literally saved my life so I started to walk my own path again with new vision and purpose, my grounding foundation is fluid like the ocean and no longer a pyramid or brittle/vulnerable foundation, I flow in and out of everything, support each other brothers and stop following dead people, when you hold your sword to the sky you are not alone, we are at the forefront of consciousness.

Never knew of or heard of shadowmen prior to my experiences.

always said I don't play games with people, what a waste of time and energy, never felt lesser than anyone or the need to compete, pissing contests included...
I see so many of my brothers worshipping, distracted and sacrificed for money and sex under the guise of family or purpose or simply fighting each other over women... where majority of the violence and mental health issues stems from. sex/money, it works until it doesn't and then your fked if you have nothing to fall back on.

Feel stupid writing on here because this isn't how real communication works, you don't know me or my voice, much more I want to share but its too far off the deep end for most and I know how it will be translated, we cant prove anything to each other and that's how it should be, only relatable personal experiences. I see parts of myself in everyone and everything.

a reply to: NorCal

Look at this guy. Claims he’s CIA then says he’s not an agent

Never said that but you wrote it and spun it. All of your questions are answered in this thread but for some reason your not able to compute. Probably a 2009 Hal rollout version 1.0 from 2001

I will pray for you and yes even Jesus loves you. Sad isn't it.

As far as ET and UFO's along with Sleep Paralysis I stand by the CIA agents statements and my actual experience. Were done here.

originally posted by: Yoamr
Not trying to derail, I think its all relative.


I had a dream of a woman around 10 years ago, under white sheets together, we said a lot of things that I cant remember bar one line she said " we cant do this again".

She came to my house literally a couple days later and we ended up together, looking back at it I was completely distracted from my spiritual journey I was on and then she destroyed the life we/I spent 10 years building for our family in a few days, did everything I thought was right and what she wanted, looked at other people like they were crazy or stupid, this is easy, got off my ass got a house a car a job, loyal till death loved this woman deeply, I felt blessed, my confidence and testosterone sky rocketed, I slowly went from a super calm collected person to a more and more stressed person due to her mood swings, the higher you climb the bigger the risk of the fall is.

She was in a bad place when I found her, I wanted to give her a good life and save her from the struggle, lol she gave me herpes, my first relationship, kiss, sex, cheated on me at least twice, lied about everything, burnt photos of me, pure evil.
She even told me later she was attracted to me because I seemed smart and like a leader to a lot of interesting people in her eyes, like a virus going for the core, then onto the next, she wanted to change me not support me.

Deception and brainwashing is everywhere, your dreams are not only yours. My house was headquarters for my brothers until she entered it. I supported everything she done and did what she asked of me, this was not mutual, I realize now I was baited, tested and tricked.

This dream of her happened after I attacked a shadowman in waking life who tried to penetrate my spine/brainstem, I lit up like a light bulb memories and knowledge I could only react, I knew exactly what was going on, failed to catch it, I knew I was dead the second it left my vision because I knew it knew it was fked if I caught it, days later I had that dream of her.
She has described and had experienced shadowmen multiple times in her life before me, what a coincidence..

You can imagine what I wanted to do when this women left my life and took my children from me, cheated on me and involved our children in her garbage, completely stone walled me no explanation, later tried to call me a pedo when i suggested the new guy must be suss and to be careful and that she should have some alone time before jumping on the carousel, I had to hear about the new whiteknight/victim from my own kids, whole time I was trying so hard to get her back or simply even have a conversation, I tried everything I tried to get deep with her like she used to pretend, complete break down and loss of purpose/belief, I went pretty dark, a lot of weird stuff happened but I managed to redirect my energy off people and transmute it into drive and purpose even if it made me an island to a lot of people.

Now it is very easy to understand people, those who are free and those who are bound, physically, mentally, spiritually.

Guess who came to visit me in my darkest hour at the gates, shadowmen literally gave me a dream intervention and spoke to me mockingly laughing at me for being weak in forms of my friends but I saw through them and called them out, they shifted to their regular forms, woke up laughing about it, its been cat and mouse, tempered like steel.
before she broke me I had a dream of joe biden in a black suit with gold coin eyes with black suit guys black shades behind him in a large dark tent held at gunpoint and forced to watch the start of a ritual, he said he wanted me to join him and that i would know when, yeah...

Later is was a dream of putin behind a glass wall with translators and soldiers who were killing each other in front of me, I kept getting angry at the soldiers "putin will be pissed that was our translator idiot" ... fking feel targeted/setup sometimes, easy to fall into it.

I could of made so many bad choices and be gone or locked up, I reached out to the universe and my brothers, magic mushrooms began growing literally all around my house meters from the front door, never got into anything bar weed before that, the first time i took them the floor turned into a pit/mat of slithering snakes and vishnu? appeared before me, blue white light in a fan of a hundred arms as a circle, nature literally saved my life so I started to walk my own path again with new vision and purpose, my grounding foundation is fluid like the ocean and no longer a pyramid or brittle/vulnerable foundation, I flow in and out of everything, support each other brothers and STOP FOLLOWING DEAD PEOPLE, when you hold your sword to the sky you are not alone, we are at the forefront of consciousness.

Never knew of or heard of shadowmen prior to my experiences.

always said I don't play games with people, what a waste of time and energy, never felt lesser than anyone or the need to compete, pissing contests included...
I see so many of my brothers worshipping, distracted and sacrificed for money and sex under the guise of family or purpose or simply fighting each other over women... where majority of the violence and mental health issues stems from. sex/money, it works until it doesn't and then your fked if you have nothing to fall back on.

Feel stupid writing on here because this isn't how real communication works, you don't know me or my voice, much more I want to share but its too far off the deep end for most and I know how it will be translated, we cant prove anything to each other and that's how it should be, only relatable personal experiences. I see parts of myself in everyone and everything.

It’s quite obvious to some. You already know those with an agenda will do their hardest to derail what they can’t comprehend. If the message isn’t for you, it wasn’t for you. Simple as that. Because we’re creatures and not creators of habits, we tend to listen to those that are dead cause most of us can’t distinguish those that are dead and those are actually living and walking step by step.

originally posted by: Waterglass
a reply to: NorCal

Look at this guy. Claims he’s CIA then says he’s not an agent

Never said that but you wrote it and spun it. All of your questions are answered in this thread but for some reason your not able to compute. Probably a 2009 Hal rollout version 1.0 from 2001

I will pray for you and yes even Jesus loves you. Sad isn't it.

As far as ET and UFO's along with Sleep Paralysis I stand by the CIA agents statements and my actual experience. Were done here.

Dude you’re irrelevant. You’re delusional if you believe people are following what you’re saying. I’m just simply saying the truth and it hurts you. Can I prod it some more since you couldn’t cite your source from the Catholic Church to back up your claims? I’m sure he won’t lie like you do. I’m just here to show everyone your true colors at this point cause you keep trying to spin the thread with your little brain knowledge. Just back out of this thread and let the men that it’s actually meant for talk.

If you’re so mighty and do as you Preach, you’ll step away with out any word.

God bless

a reply to: Yoamr

Wow that's quite the write.

For help Dr Sheila Pryce Brooks has an extensive collection of articles on her web site dealing with Sleep Paralysis. I think some deal with the shadowman. That material is free.

From what I have read the shadowman are seen with some sort of hat. I have never seen that type of entity. My experience was with The Guardian of the Threshold aka The Gatekeeper Hes a faceless 7' tall evil entity

As for me I was leery of the woman I met. Yes we could feel and or sense each others energy but I didn't open up or touch her as I don't trust many as I will first check it out. That's why I went to the church as simply asked each as to whether "is she evil"?

The woman I met also seemed to be quite religious and said that she prayed often. We discussed religion and she hoped that I would get close with God. I have since began to go to church weekly and I now pray to the rosary. All seems better. My last Sleep Paralysis episode was January 30, 2022.

Be good and stay safe

a reply to: NorCal

Can I prod it some more since you couldn’t cite your source from the Catholic Church to back up your claims?

It appears that when you were in...........vented either you unable to read the thread or comprehend what was written.

Your here to show true colors? True colors of deception possibly.

You claimed that you invented Avatar and used a false first name. You also said the CIA agent is lying without proof. Just an opinion. Well sir there is a God and ET are probably his. Why was it written that "man was created in his image".

Jesus loves you baby and I will pray for you

originally posted by: Waterglass
a reply to: Blueracer
I am totally paralyzed.

While you're busy doing the Jesus stuff in sleep paralysis. Can't you also throw it in the deal that you're also totally paralyzed and maybe fix that after he figures out how to wake you up?
Maybe its asking too much?

but I'd probably not find it a bother at all if I was totally paralyzed then hand a dream I was also paralyzed in. Once you learn how to astral project... you know... leave your body while in a dream state. See if your medical insurance has a medically induced coma clause in the fine print. And simply live in an astral projection. You can change your name to Peter Pan and fly around coercing little kids to "play" with you. Thatd be a Catholic priest's wet dream [no pun intended]!!!

originally posted by: Waterglass
a reply to: Compendium
Regardless of your position on Religion, I still recognize it as legitimate of great value as I have seen and experienced much more than you spiritually. Not a knock on you, just my experiences.

I really doubt the last part

Religious spirituality, is only veil spirituality

I'll explain ...

I can drive up the road to a secluded beach on any given night and physically interact with burning orbs of orange light. The Roman Catholic Cathedral in my city of Darwin is literally named after the phenomena, "St Mary's Star Of The Sea" Cathedral. They even have a stained glass window dedicated to the "burning bush" I see and speak with, showing Mary with baby Jesus standing over the same orb of fire on the sea

They call the female entity I speak with "Mary"

But she calls herself "Sophia" and the male entity from the orb of light, calls itself "El"

Though, I refuse to name them, or call them by any name that could empower them. Because I cannot know what they are. So to accept them to be Mary, Sophia, El, or any name which could empower them to a belief system, would be foolish

All I can say is, "They are what they are". The same way as "I am, what I am"

This is one of the first lessons within a true "spiritual"'awakening

"Who" or "What" God is, does not matter. It cannot be known, so why care, pretend to know, or name it?

It is one of the few teachings given in the Old Testament which is actually correct, that people completely misunderstand

When "God says, "I am, who I am"

It means, there is no point trying to explain what, or who they are, because you cannot know for certain in this world

You can believe you know
You can convince yourself by your experiences that you are right

But to claim you know definitely is a lie. Not only to others, but to yourself

It is the basis of delusion

Regardless of how much you believe it, you do not, and cannot know

You cannot even be certain that I, or others like me, exist in this world. Because you do not know our minds, the way you know yours

The only thing you can ever know for certain in this world, is that you exist
Everything else, including the existence of everyone else, is up for debate

This is the true meaning of "I am"

I am what I am
I will be what I will be
When I need be
As I need be

Your are who you are
You will be as you are

That is the essence of what YHWH is supposed to mean

Ridiculously, it has been turned around to mean the ineffable name of God. When this is completely the opposite of what it is supposed to mean

The reality is, that if you are look at things in terms of being subject to Angels, Demons, God, etc, you are actually as far disconnected spiritually as a person can be

There is no division between us and things, other that our perception of what and who they are, in relation to us

I was terrorised by what you might call "Demons" to try get me to submit, or break and choose a religion

I told them I would rather die than be forced to do either. Such things need be opposed at all cost

And the reality of the situation is the entities and forces behind the "Demons", in high probability are the exact same forces and entities offered in religion to save you ... From themselves

It is very much likely, that they play us as both the cancer and the cure

But regardless of whether or not they are the same beings playing both side, the point is, you cannot possibly know for sure

Therefore, it is your duty to oppose them at all costs. On the principle that they could be exploiting us

More so, it is actually the only way you can ever truly show respect and devotion to the true source of creation or "God"

By ensuring that you do not align yourself with what could just as likely be a false God, as it could be the real thing

The "Spiritual" entities I encountered, specifically look for people who understand these principles. They will not commune or share with those in religion, because they are considered children

When they start their teachings, you are offered an "escape" by choosing a religion

They then force you to prove you are really willing to die

If, such as in my case, you prove you are not afraid to die. These "Demons" attack the people you care about instead

If you won't submit to them, or choose a religion to free yourself, and you don't care if you die (or their threats to kill you), then you may care, when people you love are hurt because of you

When they did this to me, I killed myself

If I was gone, they would have no reason to hurt those around me

They also could not win, or force me to submit

If I was dead, they lose

But I did not die

I tried again, and again I woke up when I should have been dead

They wouldn't let me die

However, they did stop asking me to choose a religion

I had proved, I would rather die myself, than ever let someone "save me"

So, with all due respect ...

If you are one who chooses to align yourself with someone like Jesus Christ, in order to save yourself from pain or fear, you are still a spiritual child

I literally had to pass through layer, after layer, after layer of blackness, when I died, in order to break through back into light

It took over 7 years, before I even started to feel human again

My body was polarised to this world in a way that was agonizing. Physically, emotionally and mentally

The type of pain and torment I would never wish upon anyone

It is like having the electrical fields in your physical body slowly turned inside out, over the span of years

They told me I was being torn across dimensions, and it was one of the most painful experiences anyone can ever go through

Drs and hospitals cannot help you, because they cannot see what is causing the pain

Sometimes, even pain-killers can't help (sometimes they do)

At times, it was 7 years of pure hell

Like watching yourself being torn in half, between dimensions

During this time you are opened to every type of "spirit" in existence during this time

Entries and experiences far more horrific than sleep paralysis, that would have most people begging to leave

Every type of force and entity you could dream of or name, I've had to fight them

As far as I can tell, only a few people in every generation go through the processes I was forced into

"Not a knock on you" ... but you chose Jesus to save yourself from pain and fear ...

I chose to face and endure that pain and fear, for more than 7 years, to save myself. Rather than let another bare my cross, or pain that was mine to bare

Until you have willfully chosen to die to save someone else, rather than ask to be saved, you honestly have no idea, the extent of what "spiritual experience" means

a reply to: Compendium

I can drive up the road to a secluded beach on any given night and physically interact with burning orbs of orange light

I believe you on that one as its been documented by Dr. Steven Greer

The Roman Catholic Cathedral in my city of Darwin is literally named after the phenomena, "St Mary's Star Of The Sea" Cathedral.

I really tried to look that up but cant find anything on the internet even without the word "Darwin". Did you just make that up or can you provide a link?

You can believe you know You can convince yourself by your experiences that you are right But to claim you know definitely is a lie. Not only to others, but to yourself It is the basis of delusion

Well here's where we are worlds apart as in good versus evil. Seems to me that anyone who believes in God here is trashed. You also write as if your under the influence of Satan. Dr. Hufford interviewed over 5000 people globally who experience Sleep Paralysis from many religions and countries. Whenever they were in Sleep Paralysis and called out in their mind to whomever their God is the Sleep Paralysis stopped. Immediately. So a lie?

Seems to me that its quite strange that non believers of God take to the pen to insult by calling people liars and delusional. So you go on a personal attack? So why is that?

Why? cause its in Satan's playbook to sow discord, doubt and all else that is wrong along with his minions.

I also knew that I could go either way. I chose God based on what I physically experienced throughout my life way beyond my Sleep Paralysis.

a reply to: SmallWeinerBigTruck



So another satanist on standby? A fantasy pedophile? I live next door to one as hes addicted to sex and works high up in state government. He makes $285,000 not including drug dealing and child trafficking income. Even his kids are in on it as they are groomed even before they enter Junior high school. I referred him to the FBI last October 2021.

So needle dick. Let me tell you a story that I joke about the curse with some of my black male buds. You know the curse? Well don't let them fool you that only male peoples of color have biggie junk.

At the end f the day the CIA Special Agent is not lying and even the aliens and demons fear God.

Then the other filth.

originally posted by: Waterglass
a reply to: SmallWeinerBigTruck



So another satanist on standby? A fantasy pedophile? I live next door to one as hes addicted to sex and works high up in state government. He makes $285,000 not including drug dealing and child trafficking income. Even his kids are in on it as they are groomed even before they enter Junior high school. I referred him to the FBI last October 2021.

So needle dick. Let me tell you a story that I joke about the curse with some of my black male buds. You know the curse? Well don't let them fool you that only male peoples of color have biggie junk.

At the end f the day the CIA Special Agent is not lying and even the aliens and demons fear God.

Then the other filth.

how does one with no leg or arm movement so easily fall into Lucifer's trap of negativity?

Maybe if you focused more towards the light... you may eventually get the chance to wiggle your big toe again? Can you get an "Amen".... How does this work? Do we ask google or Alexa? To type amen?

a reply to: Waterglass

Also, I've been bayoneted too

Could you taste the metal in the back of your throat when it happened to you? Could you feel the air forced from your lungs? Like your breathing is stuck? The feeling of desperately needing to pull it out, but you can barely grab a hold of it, let alone pull it out?

Or how about when you wake up in your bed, and you can still feel it in your body, and you are still struggling to breathe? Do you lay there crying, while you struggle to breathe, feeling as though you are still dying? Even though you have woken up?

Have you felt the unimaginable loneliness and sorrow of being murdered?

Something you cannot explain in words to people who have not felt it

In one, I experienced the last thoughts and emotions of someone I knew in the real world being murdered. Electrocuted by someone using a severed toaster cable

But he/I did not die the first time. We woke up. So he had to zap us again

The feeling of waking up and helplessly begging someone "Please don't do it to me again" was one of the most awful things I've ever experienced

The sadness and hopelessness, thinking "This is not fair! You're taking my life away!"

A feeling impossible to put into words or explain to someone who hasn't felt it

Have you felt the rage of slipping out of the remote connection to the person murdered, to confront and attack their killer

I felt myself literally push through into the physical dimensions, so they could see me

As the killer walked off, I looked him in the eyes (vivid and real) and he jumped backwards in shock at seeing me, as I told him congratulations on his kill, and promised him he would be dead as well, within a few weeks

A couple weeks later, the person I saw was found dead in their apartment

The Police ruled it accidental death, saying his pacemaker stopped

I emailed them with details from my vision, telling them someone did it to him, but they ignored my emails

Or have you experienced the other side?

Felt what it is like brutally and horrifically killing people in visions, as someone else? I have

Not something you want to experience. I assure you

Far more brutal and graphic than anything Hollywood could dream up

Horrible emotions to process

How about people dying? Do you warn people of dangers, or that people are going to die, then it happens?

Happens to me regularly

As well as people who try to hurt me being maimed or killed in really "over the top" ways, not long after they try hurt me

Always horrifically and painfully

Like being wiped out by a 20 tonne crane at 60km an hour

Or having an 18 wheeler run over the top of their car and crush it, with them in it

Or seeing one of the Police Officers who harassed, arrested and assaulted you, dead on the front page of the paper, weeks later. When you had warned them people were going to die, for them hurting you

All pretty fitting when you consider I have the same name as the Angel of Death

I am told this is why the Churches are so terrified when I speak with them (my very specific birth name and choice of confirmation name, aligns me nominally with Samael Sabbaoth)

I have no fear of the things which terrify them. None

I have experienced all forms of death, from all sides of those deaths, and it does not frighten me. My Mum died twice when she as 4 years old, saw a lady in a white dress standing on a snake, who said she needed her to go back

So I shouldn't even be here

I am more afraid of life and this world, than dying, what is beyond, or what people in the world could threaten me with

Though, it seems I am protected by death itself, somehow

Or perhaps I don't just share the same name as the Jewish Archangel of Death

Perhaps religion is actually true and correct, and I actually am he

Either way seems just as likely as the other to be true

But either way ... It doesn't matter

I am who I am
I will be who I need be
As I need be
When I need be

As to, will God be, as God is

Regardless, or even in spite, of what any may believe

Let God be, as God is

Unto yourself, as your divinity

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And to answer your question about the woman you see?

They are all the same

All women are just versions of the same woman. One source

The same with men

I think she is a manifestation of your divine feminine balance

Meaning they are correct, she could represent your soul mate, or twin flame

But such things are deterministic

They are not determined for you. Unless you allow yourself to believe they are

Realistically, any woman could represent your twin flame or soul mate, depending on what you look for within them, and the nature of your interaction with them

The paralysis itself, is merely because your body and mind are out of sync momentarily

Which could also be why you see a version of your feminine counterpart at the same time

There is no such thing as a coffin, within the sense of your minds manifestation

If you are no longer connected to your body in death, then your are certainly not connected to your coffin

One thing I can assure you, is there is no finality in death, as many would like you to believe. Religion or otherwise

You, physically, are but one spectrum of phase

"You" may well cease, when you die and leave this world. But "what you are" continues within everything what made it possible for you to have existed here

There is no reason to be afraid of it ...

Because the part of you that worries about or fears such things, won't exist to know what things such as fear are

There will be new, where there is old
There will be life, where there has been death

Who you are or where you go isn't important

Only that you were

a reply to: SmallWeinerBigTruck

how does one with no leg or arm movement so easily fall into Lucifer's trap of negativity?

You need to ask yourself that question as I have all my limbs. I have survived one drive by assassination attempt on my life for this dear country of ours, survived a major stroke as I was blind and could not walk and was in 3 hospitals for 32 days.

I prayed to God

You?

a reply to: Waterglass

Its not an attack

"Believing" is not the same as "Knowing"

When you consider something to be true, without the burden of proof, you open yourself to deception and corruption

I'm not saying your beliefs are wrong

You could very well be right in everything you believe

The point is, you do not know for certain. Because it is impossible to know

The delusion part lays within saying "I know ... Because I believe"

Belief, by the very definition of the word, is incompatible with "Knowing"

One requires proof. One does not

I'm not saying you are delusional. I'm saying that any who would claim to be definitively right, when they cannot know, is delusional

I haven't seen you make such claims, so I'm assuming you have some semblance of understanding of this

I have no doubt you call to Jesus and it works

I also have no doubt another could call to Allah, and it would also work

I call to neither, and align myself, and it also works

Because it isn't about the "what" you believe in. It's about the belief itself

Two sides of a war, can both be willing to die for their beliefs. And be empowered to do things they would not normally be able to do

That is what belief is

So which one is right?

You can't know. Because you cannot know the struggles of your adversary

They could be right and justified. Exactly as you believe yourself to be

So neither should be considered definitively right

They should both be considered no more right, or wrong than the other

All belief, must also come with the humble concession that you could be wrong

This is the only way that all the different beliefs in this world can coexist

If you believe you know definitively, because you believe, you leave no room in this world for others to explore other possibilities or have other beliefs

That is what is wrong. That is delusion

And it is clinical

It has nothing to do with the application of belief. Which works just the same, for countless different (and sometimes opposing) beliefs

a reply to: Compendium

No taste, just felt it enter and wake up. Immediately. I dream in vivid living color.

Or have you experienced the other side?

Once about 30 years ago in Sleep Paralysis. I walked along side the Keeper of the Threshold and was allowed to walk over it, without it. All was silent and dark. I thought I had died. I waked and walked and saw a light. It was camp style fire in the desert with several entities. So horrific I cant recall what they said or what they looked like.

I think she is a manifestation of your divine feminine balance

I disagree. After 30 some years of visitations by the Keeper of the Threshold so she just starts to appear in 2018 just before Christmas. Actually he the "hoodie" has never returned. She appeared nightly across several days. I began to pray more. Then a brilliant white shield appears to my right floating @ 11:00. It was angled 75 degrees to the left. It also began to appear in Sleep Paralysis across several days. Then she returned. I was so frightened I broke from the paralysis and beat the sheet out of her face. To date she has never returned. Except I met her in life in 2021

I documented the 2018 visitations here on ATS on SLED735 Thread on Sleep Paralysis. It took me a year of research to determine as to what that shield was as I had never seen it before. I was also not that religious in 2018. I didn't go to church except for a funeral

One thing I can assure you, is there is no finality in death, as many would like you to believe. Religion or otherwise

I agree with you on that one 1 billion percent. Religion or otherwise

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Nah I am sticking with the Divine intervention. The SP went on for over 30 years. It only stopped or was greatly reduced by almost 98% when I prayed to God.

So many here don't want to give credit to God. I was always on the fence with same as my belief in on God was so so until 2018.

Now I am all in.

a reply to: Waterglass

I do not lie, or make things up

I live by a rule of abject honesty

St Mary's Star Of The Sea Cathedral Darwin

Click on the menu up top and choose "Art" and you will see the "Star of the sea" stained glass window

They also have a damaged statue they call "The wounded Angel", hit by debris during the bombing of Darwin in world war 2, which has a hole in its chest, exactly where I've had a pain torturing me for more than 7 years, since meeting their "burning bush" or "Star of the sea"

a reply to: Compendium

Sorry but I am not seeing what you see but we all can see certain objects that others cant. The only thing to me that could be a UFO is the triangle with the round dots. Also could be a piece of pizza.

originally posted by: Waterglass
David John Lanier

"Here’s John Ramirez, 25 year vet of the @CIA , stating that one of the “core secrets” surrounding the ufo phenomenon is that a % of close encounter cases result in an implant being left in the tissue of the individual w/ no scarring or known purpose"

It doesn't seem wise to accept any extraordinary claims at face value without accompanying extraordinary evidence, and as far as being CIA, if anything that lowers my expectation of credibility versus the average person. Yes, CIA knows some secrets, but they are also known for spreading propaganda, and the Snowden leaks showed some of the training materials used by the intelligence services on how to spread false information. There are even some UFO photos in the latter part of those training materials!

So the real question we should be asking to evaluate the claim made by Ramirez is, "where are these implants and what are their characteristics?" Until someone comes up with some credible evidence of interesting implants, the claim is worthless. There was a foot doctor-podiatrist who removed "foreign objects" from people and claimed some were implants, but the so-called implants he showed just seemed like random things that accidentally got under the skin. I've had two such foreign objects that eventually came out on their own, one from my hand and one from my foot, and I've had a few episodes of sleep paralysis, but they are unrelated. After digging through the fibrous casing the objects were simply a broken piece of glass and a wood splinter, both easily explained, as was every object Lier removed which he claimed were "implants".

So you can choose to believe some comment by some CIA agent if you want to, just don't expect others to believe it if there's no evidence to support the claims. This is a skeptoid article which examines some of the implant claims made by Roger Leir:

Implants?

When I first began researching alien implants, it was with great anticipation. I was eager to see neat, finely crafted tiny objects, perhaps even micro-mechanisms or circuits. I was excited to see metallurgical proof of extraterrestrial origin. But sadly, the more I looked, the further my spirits dropped. What I'd hoped would be a fascinating episode with some (hopefully) unanswered questions turned into a dreary slog through abysmal evidence, spectacular claims backed up by no evidence, and sad, obvious misunderstanding of basic scientific knowledge.

If Ramirez is hiding secret evidence of implants more impressive than those, then let's see them. It would be great to see something unexplainable. But at this point I don't know if he's just a victim of nonsense like Leir's and truly believes in implants, or if he's trying to mislead people as CIA agents have been known to do. I consider it unlikely he's hiding any interesting implants and I can't take stories like his on "faith" alone because too many people say things all the time that simply don't hold up to scrutiny. Look at Roger Leir, he should be an even more reliable source being a doctor, and he seems (or seemed) incompetent in some regards in not really understanding what he was looking at.

Sorry about your bad experiences with sleep paralysis, and I know sleep paralysis can be scary, so I'm glad you found some help to deal with yours! I'm glad I've only had to deal with it about 3 times that I can remember, it's not pleasant.

a reply to: Waterglass

Wrong stained glass window

The first one in the pictures, with the ball of fire on the sea, that they call "Star of the sea" with a statue of Mary in front of it

Regardless, my point is ...

You don't need to believe in Jesus Christ to stop this problem

You can believe in any God or religion, it does the exact same thing

Or, you can just believe in yourself, it does the exact same thing

All the best 👌