posted on Jul, 20 2022 @ 07:01 AM
Hello
I turned 40 in April and had the same WTF moment, it really does hit you when you put things into context IE time and how fast it does go, and then it
hits you, life really is too bloody short
It wasn’t that long ago I was having fun at my dads 40th as a teenager, then I realise oh hang on that place where he had that party has been burnt
down decades ago, yet the building and interior is still fresh in my mind
Another thing… THIS FORUM (ZOMG) I remember at around the same time late 90s I think? i used to come home from the pub as an underage drinker in my
local 16/17 ? And fire up the Paccard Bell PC and come visit this forum, I always had a strong interest in paranormal activity, Ghost UFOs including
black projects and stuff like that, down to some experiences through my childhood and late teens I guess… shared them over the years on here under a
couple of different long forgotten accounts
That seems crazy to me tbh where on earth has all that time gone ? I don’t want the next part of ny life to go that fast
Im now a farther of 5, and I’m absolutely falling apart, it seems to be something different going on me every week since, muscle pulls and tears,
had my ACL done in 12 years ago while in the army and it’s absolutely had it now, the surgery was bad and I’ve constantly got a compression sleeve
on to stop any more damage and pain or swelling, Constantly tired from working to support my kids ugh, it’s harder now than ever tbh I honestly wish
I did more saving and less partying from 20yrs - 30yrs I was super fit and strong then and rather wish I abused my body physically back then with more
working and saving that drink & drug abuse partying, and obviously spending every penny enjoying myself, holidays, festivals, utterly peeing it up the
wall on crap
Oh well
I have a wonderful family though, it’s a real uphill battle and struggle right now with the cost of living, and I’m definitely starting to feel my
age, perhaps I wouldn’t be if I had more free time and was a 40 year old with no kids which it’s pretty common round here at least, yeah those are
the people I feel sorry for, people who will hit 40 or 60 and think oh Dam my life is empty I’ve got nobody but a nice car still