a reply to:
MagesticEsoteric
I'll tell you something.
Me and the missus are very much on the same page, the only sheet of paper you could slide between us is about the long term future direction of
humanity (the total unknown). But, even though we agree on almost everything, even we are rubbing due to the stress.
Admittedly, we're in the UK, but we both know that what happens in the US has a direct consequence over here and everywhere worldwide. There is barely
a person alive who has had to face the situation that everyone is in right now.
Trump is the bump in the road. Prior to all this, the program was running smoothly, everyone was happy sailing along (in a programmed state), keeping
their head down, getting away with what they can, but essentially, everyone has been living in veiled slavery for all of our lives.
The rise of Brexit, and then Trump has caused a serious rupture in peoples reality. More so, because the opposition have been forced to show their
colours. Sadly, this isn't recognised because the MSM diverts all blame on Trump (or Covid... which is then weaponised into blame for the one who is
failing (according to the MSM)). Such is the power of mind control/programming (a lifetime of training/indoctrination/sleeping state) that when the TV
tells everyone all this pain everyone is going through is because of Trump, then he becomes the focus of all that rage.
I don't know if anything can be done about it. The only real hope, is that solid evidence emerges that Trump is fighting a true evil, that makes even
the most extreme never Trumper questions themselves. If that actually happens, then whatever you do, don't do the "I told you so" routine. There is
literally no way for anyone to know.
I don't blame anyone for the states of mind they have ended up in (even if it is frustrating and upsetting). I've literally spent my entire adult life
trying to be aware of social programming and mind control, and I'd be an idiot and a liar if I said that I haven't fallen into the trap and had my
thoughts warped more than once... it really is that pervasive. It is disgusting.
I don't talk about it much, but my studies, which led me to the deeper understanding of what was really going on in the world have affected me a great
deal. Studying film, music, TV, which is jam packed with subtle (and non subtle) mind control has literally changed me over the years. I feel very
lucky to have held on to my true self after all this... and for that, I thank the above and the care they have given me... and by above, I mean the
heavenly host.
So even when you are aware of the mind control and programming, and are even fighting against it and trying to open the eyes of others to it, it can
still affect you... so what of everyone else? The average Joe? The friction and noise from this bump in the road has seen the MK become so heavy, that
a state of intolerance and extreme stress has been installed in everyone on program. Unbearable stress.
The manipulation of people is, to me, almost the greatest crime of all. The division sewn between family, loved ones, friends, all for an evil power
hungry agenda. All that most people want is to be just left alone.
So, coming back to the original point, and the reply to MagesticEsoteric, without knowing the dynamic of you and your husband, it is hard to know if
any advice or thoughts might help. But, I would just say that if you love him, and the world affairs are the cause of the trouble, then I'd suggest
trying to make peace as best you can... Men tend to bottle things up, and it bursts out. If it doesn't come out, then it is disastrous. It is a
pressure valve. In a couple of weeks, the cause of the outburst might even be looked back on as out of character, and a thing to be a little ashamed
of or to reflect upon.
You might notice I've not been around much of late. The stress that all this brings to me is hard to gauge. My state of mind was literally causing me
to break. I'd then upset my missus, who I love very much. Taking a break away from it all has brought me back to my centre. I look back on my state of
mind at various points, and I almost don't recognise myself. Whether that has spilled into here or wherever, I don't know... but it does at home (and
I hate that the most). My frustration and venting upsets the missus... and it really isn't her fault... but she is the only one about... thanks to
lockdown. (p.s. I do make sure to apologise and make up for my emo moments...)
I'm lucky that we have been through enough of this weirdness for nearly 8-9 years now since we both really started to wake up that we recognise the
effects of outside interference. Not everyone is that lucky. I think Crankys excellent post makes the fine point that the ever decreasing scale of
time required for waking up makes it harder and harder).
But the enemy isn't next to you, it is out there... it is this black mirror that is trying its hardest to define your reality for you. (Nearly)
everyone is a victim.
When I bring up the notion of understanding and forgiveness as I have on many occasions... this is why.
It is also why you shouldn't write anyone off because of how they are right now. If you genuinely love someone, and you can recognise that it is
external forces disrupting that... just withdraw a little... wait until you find a way to get on the same page. Don't just abandon life long
friendships or family because of what others are forcing upon your relationship.
Things will change, and I feel a lot is going to happen over the next 2 -3 years, and it is going to get hard. The cause of trouble now might seem
like a distant memory.
So consider the following approach... the words "I love you very much, more than our differences... what can I do to bring us together again?"
If the one you love is the one who is stressed and making outbursts, then they are suffering. They need you to hold out the olive branch. Do anything
you can to inject some normality into their lives. Be the rock and the foundation to their reality, rather than the television which is feeding them
lies. The strength in a relationship comes from being strong for the other when they are feeling vulnerable. To be truly effective, then it is done
without requiring anything back...
Listen without judgement... suppress your own opinions, hold hands... find something light to focus on. Even pets can be an amazing healer. Find ways
to let others release, or to find a little light in what is a very dark world right now.
If nothing works, and you don't know what to do, then I also wouldn't be afraid to throw your feelings to the sky and ask for help. You might be
surprised sometimes to find personal miracles can happen too. From that point of view, I can promise you that you are not alone.
This is a rough time for literally everyone, and inside we are always alone with our thoughts. We will get through this time, as hard as it is, we
will get through. Don't let the outside ruin what is inside.
I don't know if any of this helps, but it can't hurt to share thought.
Much love to all.