The Shed 24

a reply to: Night Star

I wish i was there with you.

Not only because i like you very much. I have another interests in the game with here.

My wish is to challenge Kya. Bring it on Kya!. I will talk. Kya will talk, you have said that Kya does that.

Lets see who shuts up first. I will bet 2 euros that Kya cannot stand my talking after.... about 2 hours

a reply to: Nyiah

So you have seen it too You have seen the same thing which i have seen

Cats... absolute trolls.

That makes the flat earth theory invalid. If the earth was flat, cats would have dropped everything away from the surface already.

Those little creatures get away with everything due to their cuteness.

a reply to: DictionaryOfExcuses

Hey DOE! Happy Friday. Hoping if you didn't listen to the last song I posted - I pulled that very embarrassed.

I so rushed it - Gordi I am hoping you give this a listen with a new ear - you too Night Star. I should have been no where the internet last night

DOE and all - hoping to get your opinion on this one for the mix specifically. Thanks for any advice!

a reply to: ColoradoJens

Do you even know how fortunate you are

You have rocky mountains there. You have Denver city lights.

I am unable to feel envy, just like my big sister.

What i am trying to say, sometimes, some things, are so much into their face that they are unable to see it.

a reply to: Finspiracy

Hi Fin!

Thanks for the response and to your post I think I understand how lucky I am to be where I am and to be a white male but that can always be debated and for good reason. Also CO is great but like all USA we are hurting.

Regarding my romantic situation you do not envy me. I guarantee it. Perhaps that isn't what you are saying? I don't typically follow a logical path to reason so forgive me.

I am broke. This is what I do to alienate the pain. Hey NHL is starting back up!

originally posted by: Skid Mark
a reply to: Night Star
Smashes a pie into his own face. Yes, ma'am.

Oh no, I was going to eat that pie.

a reply to: Finspiracy

Ok, come on over. Kya would just love the company. He will want lots of love and cuddles too. Yes he loves talking! He is very content when you talk to him. I have no idea what he is saying half the time, but it's fun.

a reply to: ColoradoJens

Hiya C.J.! I have a Nephew who lives in Colorado.

a reply to: Night Star

Hiya Night Star! How are you? I have been thinking about you. I'm sorry for your pains and misfortunes with doctors and life. You are always an inspiration. There are many people you don't know thinking of you and praying for you.

You are a kind soul.

originally posted by: Night Star
a reply to: Finspiracy

Ok, come on over. Kya would just love the company. He will want lots of love and cuddles too. Yes he loves talking! He is very content when you talk to him. I have no idea what he is saying half the time, but it's fun.

You have no idea what he is saying That is your fault. And mine. Kya talks straight up honest stuff. But we are only simple humans and we have no idea. Does Kya like to head bang some cats avoid it, some are like... when i show my forehead, they smash into it so hard that it makes me almost worried, of a concussion or something.

I am emotional right now. I woke up after getting too drunk. Raindrops are smashing against my window. I love that sound.

a reply to: Finspiracy

Hey Fin...

I know you have since returned. I was a bit worried before you did if im honest.

I could not reply on my phone (old dumb phone - can only read ATS).

So anyways I thought id share something personal with you that might help, if not just discard...

I had this dream some time ago during a dark chapter of life so to speak...

I woke up and sprung out of my bed quite suddenly. The room was the same aside from something really strange about the wall, it was sort of fake and almost jelly like. I touched the wall and it wobbled then I eventually decided to attempt to walk through it...

Suddenly I had walked through the wall, I was on a stage! There was an audience too, they began booing and shouting abuse at something. I could not make out what they were saying but I saw a sign that displayed "Exit" near the back right of the stands...

I jumped down off the stage, looked back and saw this realistic set that appeared to be what I was living in, had my bedroom, the bed and each room just like my house but at this point the wall was sort of cut-off where I had walked through.

Headed for the exit but when I reached it, there was this huge person standing in front of it, they did not touch me but I could not get the door open. They kept implying or almost saying to go back without speaking, it felt horrible to go near it like I would die.
They had a mask over their face and they were overly large, tall and kinda scary, a bit, but never spoke, just nodded down at me and I knew I could not get out.

I turned back and sat in the audience. The audience started shouting and throwing stuff at the stage, some were screaming "FAKE!!", "CONSPIRACY!", "HORRIBLE PERFORMANCE", "THIS IS NOT REAL" whilst another bunch were screaming "WHO CARES!".

As I sat in the audience with nothing happening... this sort of blacked out person next to me leaned over and said... "Do you see it? They think this is real, it is all part of the performance"

I asked what performance? The person pushed me out of my seat and the audience started pushing me back down the stands till I was near the stage again.

I stepped up on the stage again and the person in the audience was still looking at me in the eye, nodded whilst pointing to the set. I walked back onto the set and got back into my bed during which the audience calmed down and seemed much more interested in what was going on...

I woke up back in my bed and from that day forward im quite convinced that we are all just really good actors. Some, so much so that we lose ourselves in the part of our lives!

So if you find yourself getting too caught up in your part or anyone else getting dramatic, try to step back and enjoy the play of your/our lives so to speak

(Im quite sure someone else can describe this far better than I can ever do!) Hope this comes across in a way that is helpful as im still learning/understanding or whatever it is, at the moment - life

Don't give up... ever... no matter how bad it seems!

originally posted by: ColoradoJens
a reply to: Night Star

You are a kind soul.

Yeah tell me about it. Night Star. The true queen elf of the internet. In the middle of all the hate speech, in the middle of all getting triggered. There... I mean there are not a lot of people left like that anymore.

She has been through a lot. And does that right now. But She is polite and friendly and i have true admiration for that. I am happy that you, Colorado Man, have seen that too. Can you feel it It feels really good. That is the Night Star Feeling. Take it. You will have no regrets

originally posted by: XXXN3O
a reply to: Finspiracy

Hey Fin...

Don't give up... ever... no matter how bad it seems!

Hey do not... I mean... Not right now. Your post have to chew mentally and i am unable to do it at the moment.

I loved your post. But i totally refuse to chew it mentally at this point.

I just made a mega fart.

And put the blame of the shoulders of Aapo. The tiny toy lamb.

Poor little thing. Drunk human is blaming him for his own shortcomings.

a reply to: ColoradoJens

Thank you so much my friend for your kind words. I am well enough for now. Thanks for asking! Hugs!

a reply to: Finspiracy

Haha! Yes, Kya is a head banger for sure, every single day.
Sometimes I actually do think I know what he is saying. It's weird, but you kind of sense things. The other times, no, I have no idea what we are talking about, but we talk anyway. He loves when I talk to him.

Awwww, the Night Star feeling. Thank you so much. You guys made me feel so appreciated and loved and I want to give that appreciation and love right back at you.
I just love my Gentlemen of the Shedlands. They have come from far and wide to take residence in this lovely realm and I am ever so honored and grateful. And our lovely ladies too!

originally posted by: Night Star
a reply to: ColoradoJens

Thank you so much my friend for your kind words. I am well enough for now. Thanks for asking! Hugs!

Great song!

I hereby declare a hug from you.

Virtually of course. They tell us to socially distance ourselves. F*** their S***

a reply to: XXXN3O

Good to see you XXX!

For all the lovely people of the Shedlands...

Very late and I can't sleep as I am haunted by emotions. Each of you needs to know that you matter and have value. You matter to me and make a difference in my life. I wish you all strength and courage. I offer a hand to hold and an open heart. I pray that your grief is lessened, that you get a reprieve from the madness that surrounds your precious lives. I watch the flame dance as the candle burns low. It flickers casting shadows against the wall and I am mesmerized by its silent beauty.
Random thoughts fill my head keeping me from dreaming and here I sit in the sacred place we call home.

Sometimes words are elusive, they come and go and I wish to capture the ones that will sparkle with magic and beautiful intent. We are strong, sometimes because we have no other choice, but we are never alone in our shadows and darkness. There is still light my dear friends and that light is you. You and I. It comes from deep within ourselves, refusing to surrender. Hold on to that light and let it guide your way.

Come alive and dance with me in imagined worlds of our own making. Will you take this journey with me, the journey forward? Will you lie back in the soft green grass and look up at the stars with me at night? Will you sit with me in the forest looking up at the tall trees as the sun streams through spreading branches in the day? Will you take this life journey with me as it unfolds?

a reply to: Finspiracy

Healing and loving Hug for you.