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originally posted by: Nyiah
originally posted by: Ridhya
Dude... i'm gonna do the same thing as last post and let your own words speak for themselves:
originally posted by: muzzleflash
Thankfully I don't want anything to do with her.
Followed by these three posts 1 2 3
I chose it because it represents the wild twists and turns in our eternal friendship, and to remind you of my undying devotion to you.
Do you wear a night gown these days?
By the way, you're more beautiful than ever.
It's clear you're obsessed with her and delusional about being over her... and your weird conversation with yourself isn't helping skepticism.
I already figured several pages back that he done cracked and called jilted obsession. With these gems, he's just nothelping himself any now. I'm pretty convinced we're watching a member go through a psychotic break on here.
originally posted by: Gumerk
Thanks for sharing. Very vivid and fascinating.
I can relate to this cloudy state you're speaking of in the event. It's like a dream but it's not a dream. I would call it restricted advanced consciousness. Like, you're in a hyper aware state but something/someone has put the training wheels on.
I've been beckoned to my window after vivid dreams by two semi translucent soft white glowing and hovering orbs. They wanted me to see them and then they or something disembodied gently put me back down.
The baby in the corner is of special interest to me because of an experience I had. Did they ask you what you thought about the baby or its appearance? Did they ask how you felt about it?
In one of my experiences a being/presence wanted me to look at a new baby in a crib/incubator thing? As I looked at it, it resembled the traditional grey alien but maybe slightly human? Mostly grey alien though. As I looked at it the being asked me if I felt love for this baby.
My eyes teared up with almost a euphoric like love and I said yes! Yes, I love this child! I loved him...well him/her like my own and felt empathy towards it. This seemed to satisfy the being and the dream was over.
originally posted by: muzzleflash
originally posted by: Specimen
originally posted by: muzzleflash
a reply to: Specimen
I didn't use the term foo fighters.
I haven't even said that term in months.
It was not fluid.
What do you mean "it came at me"? That sounds odd.
My bad, misread wrong.
It did slowly fly right over and just cloaked like it blinked out of existence. Well not trying to scare you here, or help you build a Golden idol, but it might of noticed you.
Did it zig zag, like a falling leave?
Well at first there were 3 of them.
After I lost sight of them around the building, on the second fly-by there was just one of them.
It slowly went dim as it went overhead, back to it's original position I saw it at once I awoke.
It didn't blink out or dart off, it just slowly dimmed out.
Once it got directly overhead of me it was probably half-dimmed out, then fully dimmed out about 2 seconds later.
Because it was moving slow that'd only be a difference in like 4 or 5 degrees in the sky at most.
It didn't zig zag a bunch or anything. I'm not sure about the other 2 because I only saw them momentarily and kept my focus on the brightest one that started right above me. The main one returned along that exact path on the return fly-by.
1. It's stuffy inside and with such nice nights after Irma and Harvey are over with I wanted to just enjoy being out in the open. I have been a stargazer since I was a teenager. I could have slept inside but it's uncomfortable.
2. Never been diagnosed with anything, have been through multiple extensive mental evaluations in the last few years. I guess I should go get my medical records, redact my ID info and just post them on ATS since it's such a big deal.
3. I don't remember tasting anything. I think I lit a cig pretty soon after waking.
originally posted by: muzzleflash
a reply to: yuppa
I love all lifeforms, especially children.
No one would have to fool me into doing something I do by nature.
I'd guess Gumerk might be similar. I'd hope we are all similar.
originally posted by: Specimen
originally posted by: muzzleflash
originally posted by: Specimen
originally posted by: muzzleflash
a reply to: Specimen
I didn't use the term foo fighters.
I haven't even said that term in months.
It was not fluid.
What do you mean "it came at me"? That sounds odd.
My bad, misread wrong.
It did slowly fly right over and just cloaked like it blinked out of existence. Well not trying to scare you here, or help you build a Golden idol, but it might of noticed you.
Did it zig zag, like a falling leave?
Well at first there were 3 of them.
After I lost sight of them around the building, on the second fly-by there was just one of them.
It slowly went dim as it went overhead, back to it's original position I saw it at once I awoke.
It didn't blink out or dart off, it just slowly dimmed out.
Once it got directly overhead of me it was probably half-dimmed out, then fully dimmed out about 2 seconds later.
Because it was moving slow that'd only be a difference in like 4 or 5 degrees in the sky at most.
It didn't zig zag a bunch or anything. I'm not sure about the other 2 because I only saw them momentarily and kept my focus on the brightest one that started right above me. The main one returned along that exact path on the return fly-by.
Well, all I could say is this could of happened out of curiosity, and the part of that slide, an other thread you had about the black holes ould speak loud enough. The nuts an bolts might as well have been your mind trying to configure something.
And yes, seeing something out of the ordinary like that could definitely raise alarms or bells in your head. I don't want to get into the esoteric your dream or abduction, but you should know this...
Jealousy a really ugly thing.
originally posted by: muzzleflash
originally posted by: introvert
originally posted by: Nyiah
originally posted by: Ridhya
Dude... i'm gonna do the same thing as last post and let your own words speak for themselves:
originally posted by: muzzleflash
Thankfully I don't want anything to do with her.
Followed by these three posts 1 2 3
I chose it because it represents the wild twists and turns in our eternal friendship, and to remind you of my undying devotion to you.
Do you wear a night gown these days?
By the way, you're more beautiful than ever.
It's clear you're obsessed with her and delusional about being over her... and your weird conversation with yourself isn't helping skepticism.
I already figured several pages back that he done cracked and called jilted obsession. With these gems, he's just nothelping himself any now. I'm pretty convinced we're watching a member go through a psychotic break on here.
That may be the case here. If so, we need to be very careful to be supportive, yet try to bring the member back down.
The reason I asked him those specific questions is because I know someone that had a similar experience and I learned quite a bit from them. Wish the OP would answer the questions and engage in the conversation, but I can understand why they would not if they are ultimately going to be met with pure negativity.
Thanks actually Introvert.
I know we have gone at it before and I've gone after you a few times pretty harshly.
So thank you for being cool today.
I definitely respect you.
a reply to: muzzleflash
But I can take all of you on at once and by the end of this you will know better.
I'm really sorry about whatever happened in your life that hurt you so much.
I love you and want you to know I care.
If you ever need a friend who will just listen I am always available.
originally posted by: Nyiah
originally posted by: muzzleflash
originally posted by: Nyiah
originally posted by: Ridhya
Dude... i'm gonna do the same thing as last post and let your own words speak for themselves:
originally posted by: muzzleflash
Thankfully I don't want anything to do with her.
Followed by these three posts 1 2 3
I chose it because it represents the wild twists and turns in our eternal friendship, and to remind you of my undying devotion to you.
Do you wear a night gown these days?
By the way, you're more beautiful than ever.
It's clear you're obsessed with her and delusional about being over her... and your weird conversation with yourself isn't helping skepticism.
I already figured several pages back that he done cracked and called jilted obsession. With these gems, he's just nothelping himself any now. I'm pretty convinced we're watching a member go through a psychotic break on here.
What?
I'm handing all of you your asses.
Of course none of you agree and you're ganging up on me.
But I can take all of you on at once and by the end of this you will know better.
You're not handing anybody anything, other than a shovel to yourself, because you keep digging yourself a bigger and bigger story credibility hole.
Look, sometimes people just can't get over losing The One, especially if The One didn't think you were theirs. It happens. Having a dream and going full bat guano thinking it holds some literal out-of-this-world key to getting back into each other's lives isn't remotely normal, and ignoring that flashing neon sign trimmed with red flags isn't acceptable. You said yourself that you've had multiple mental health evaluations. Gee, I wonder what possibly for.
originally posted by: Nyiah
originally posted by: muzzleflash
originally posted by: Nyiah
originally posted by: Ridhya
Dude... i'm gonna do the same thing as last post and let your own words speak for themselves:
originally posted by: muzzleflash
Thankfully I don't want anything to do with her.
Followed by these three posts 1 2 3
I chose it because it represents the wild twists and turns in our eternal friendship, and to remind you of my undying devotion to you.
Do you wear a night gown these days?
By the way, you're more beautiful than ever.
It's clear you're obsessed with her and delusional about being over her... and your weird conversation with yourself isn't helping skepticism.
I already figured several pages back that he done cracked and called jilted obsession. With these gems, he's just nothelping himself any now. I'm pretty convinced we're watching a member go through a psychotic break on here.
What?
I'm handing all of you your asses.
Of course none of you agree and you're ganging up on me.
But I can take all of you on at once and by the end of this you will know better.
You're not handing anybody anything, other than a shovel to yourself, because you keep digging yourself a bigger and bigger story credibility hole.
Look, sometimes people just can't get over losing The One, especially if The One didn't think you were theirs. It happens. Having a dream and going full bat guano thinking it holds some literal out-of-this-world key to getting back into each other's lives isn't remotely normal, and ignoring that flashing neon sign trimmed with red flags isn't acceptable. You said yourself that you've had multiple mental health evaluations. Gee, I wonder what possibly for.