Baddogma's Other Meta Cafe- Polite Discussions About Scientific Mysticism and General Weirdness

a reply to: Reverbs

Ur flow is undeniable but so random... but that's OK cause i like random.

I have a fetish for gothic street lamps..so much character and drama. I've been told I have an old soul which is ironic.

originally posted by: Mousygretchen
a reply to: Reverbs

Ur flow is undeniable but so random... but that's OK cause i like random.

It wasnt supposed to flow I was just.. not sober and those things were all happening around me.
There is a bike repair shop with trees in the back and they built a private skatepark.
My eyes start looking crazy green in the summer.
Little birdies were landing on me, even made eye contact..
Herbal tea was not tea per se.

Later that night 3 deer walked by my back door and just didn't even notice me, and I was 6 feet away. I was outside.

It's this thing I notice when I'm elevated or just meditated.. My energy is invisible to nature, or part of it, not separate, like those weird human things.

reminded me, how I can go back to some woo..

then I dreamed of demons and was explaining how they can come through movies, or websites, or video games as long as a human mind is interfaced the demon could become real in the mind of the human.. I was explaining this to the owners of the restaurant I work at while trying to cut through blue dinosaur bone. I don't know if you are aware, but blue dinosaur bone is near impenetrable haha.

to be clear and this is a bit random but someone was asking me what demons look like, since I talk about "demons".. Demons as I define it loosely do not have a look. it's more that an energy can animate other things.. I think all things are animate through energy, and sometimes that energy that animates is not part of nature in the same vein.

It's not so much the demon one would worry about but the philosophy of what is right or wrong, through social media humanity becomes one thing.. Me in my own head become part of nature, and when I am like that I am not human.
I don't know how to explain that, or what is right or wrong about any of it. The ad on the right side of ATS says "your world, your imagination."
haha..

I imagine people sometimes like the water in a straight canal with concrete embankments, headed in a straight line towards whatever.. Water treatment plant maybe.. creepy.. And then I imagine like a meandering stream on a mountain with waterfalls and boulders, and eventually at the end, is the great wide sea. Until that hurricane sucks you up and spits you back out into the life of baby rain falling on the mountain. .

a reply to: Mousygretchen

Oh things one wants to collect; my first was watches, then it was lamps, then it was hats, then it was shoes/clothes... trying to keep the motorcycle/scooter stuff to bare working minimum as I design them for me and no one else. Too many tailpipe sniffers and chasers... I also did at one time want one of every musical instrument; previously mentioned here once before, what I have though suits me fine. My damned sister was trying to sell of my Ampeg cabinet; I swear she must be a stupid crackhead or something... always has some hair brained scheme because it is money money money and just unload her "problems" on everyone.

If I got mad they would call the cops and commit or arrest me; she could physically beat on them scream and yell and break #... and they have done nothing with her; but baby and appease in any way they can money and free housing just to keep peace.

Not really whining; I got a free education in psychology and sociology being dragged through the stupid system the hard way... even though it is national wine day? Still no sour grapes from me. I just need to be left to my own devices without their ll their silliness disturbing what I need/want to accomplish; the tension is always so thick, it's like a bunch of energy sucking vampires trying to drain off all my good vibrations.

That of course just adds to more strength and humility; as time only requires patience. They say age before beauty and well wisdom knows how to flip the coin by just turning it over. Hence the old expression; I don't give a toss.

I hope things are going well in your part of the world... old soul means easy to get along with or agreeable; I am sure when some pull on you too much that stubborn you mentioned pops out. That can lead to what is known as passive/aggressive when really without the psycho babble; it is just the emotion of spite coming to the surface. Something seen in some primates as well among the female populations showing they are aware and also think beyond a moment as in retaining and calculating moods based on that memory. Sort of like how an old flea bitten dog once cleaned up? Will still out of habit sit and kick at nothing.

Hello cafe;

Here's a silly thought... since the global wars started on the cusp of the millennium; I guess you could say all of the Millenials are Bush babies. Strange that that used to be a pejorative for something else entirely... anyone else that was ever called a bush baby before then? Um I suppose; you're not one any longer(if you ever thought one self one to begin with/or at least if it made you mad.)



I suppose until they stop all that silliness around the world; Bush, Obama, and Trump; are responsible for all of you "Bush Babies."



Take care...

a reply to: BEBOG

Bush looked befuddled when what was told to him, came to be in real life.
It's hard for me to judge a man, over his head, and way more innocent in mind power and emotional power, than those around him.

How's it going?

People are used to it now.
People are used to anything really, if you do it enough, and don't make it a big deal.

It's ok to blow up brown babies in Yemen, or Syria, or Libya, as long as no one has a race in America.

I'm not lovin it.


Humans have our spot. We got the shot.
We can make this all work.

I don't know the odds at this point, but I bet all my money on us.

I sat in class in 2003.. My "social studies" (is that what you call it now?) teacher made us debate.. We got to move our chairs and form two sides. I was hooked into the CIA report that there were WMD in Iraq. I was on that side to invade to save lives.. 1/3 in to the debate I had heard many speakers (in my class) on both sides, and I got up and moved to the other side. Teacher said I couldn't do that, and I said I just did.

Lies even work on me.
It's hard to know what to do in this world.

As far as presidents go, I havn't liked any in my life time.
Maybe we don't need an alpha chimp who can't possibly know 20% of the things she or he would need to know to do good work?

Maybe humanity needs to talk more to itself, and maybe that takes the form of voting directly instead of voting for representatives who don't represent anyone.

MY woo is still on zero.
Maybe the other side got bored of me?
OR maybe I'm not giving them, that, it, any energy enough to be sustainable?

Love you guys.

a reply to: Reverbs

Wherever there is a plot? There is soil for planting... the crops however? Are just mind fields. Cultivating one's own mind is an enemy to all of those wishing to put their own manure of experience there, plant and try to harvest what they want out of it.

So of course; plowing, steam rolling and paving, over any and everything they don't want in whatever place that may be? Yes the usual business and nothing new to expect from such sorts as those.

a reply to: BEBOG

I love the way you said that.

My 10/10 moment is:

"Cultivating one's own mind is an enemy to all of those wishing to put their own manure of experience there."


Thank You.

a reply to: Reverbs

Self cultivating; is like gardening... you have to completely and wholly uproot any and everything. Of course just sitting there letting whatever it is just over grow and just canopy into shade is also a choice.

But then all the vines and entanglement... not knowing self from other. Can become such a poison; new growth has no room to even occur. Especially where relationships are thought as a possibility... then see step one FIRST.

So much family and idealistic poison why even bother with anything serious until all of that is burned out gone eliminated? Tradition is tradition the pain and suffering others have surrounded those traditions with; does not have to become infectious to any future from any present moment.

So hey live your dream as a reality; no matter who grits their teeth at you.

Happiness is happiness no matter how shortly lived.

A monk not watching his step fell down a cliffside; grasping at a root slowly giving way from the cliff face meant no way up; looking down he saw a Tiger looking up at him in wait for his crash and broken bones upon the rocks... no way down; he calmed his mind and noticed a small fruit hanging in the same manner as himself; plucking it with one hand and eating it as he fell? How sweet was the taste!

Dearest Caféteers, I got stories to tell!

(Disclaimed too soon went another direction.)

My Italy trip was I.N.S.A.N.E.!!! (Incredible Not Safe And Not Expected)
You got the parts of me arriving in Rome this time I was the bird landing. ( You 'member how I always say "magic is letting the bird fly without control where it lands"?)
It was obviously about religions. I mean Rome, right? They're all there maybe not as much as Manhattan, but more reachable for me poor Europeanette.
I felt like I had to decide which one "got it right" and I couldn't that's where I fell back on the love stuff.
Anyhoo, there's a 'Shroom-Story to come, the next few days I got to translate first and stuff.

One stuff is TEOT, baby say could you do maths for me? Baby, you know I'm hopeless in that, so if you got the time, baby:
the speed the universe is expanding is accelerating, right? At what exact point in time will it reach c?

I need that, baby, to make McKenna proud.

sorry for the short "falls into the door screams and disappears" love you all.
Stay tuned more to come, gotta fix some issues first.

a reply to: Peeple

I will have to look it up. And if it does reach C.... well, you heard it here first!

Word of warning, I think there is a horizon we cannot see or reach because Universe is expanding faster than we can reach it (except the tale Astr0 told about it being a membrane like thing where time shifted to a 2D spatial dimension, which is a strange and weird tale. I think he said it was blue!). But it is a fraction of C because we are already travelling at some ridiculous velocity around our little yellow (well, it was in my timeline) star. But I will check it out!

PS - Nice to see you back! INSANE-P!

a reply to: Peeple

So no caldera to toss your virgin into or revive from it? Oh lol silly ol me; I guess that's what all the pecking at crumbs, was all about... no whole loaf so to port a Bella on some marbled rye? What a catch for some old beef.

The universe isn't expanding like balloons people's minds are until they POP! and then what flows out? When the third eye is open some interesting business for sure. A red eyed red robed monk jumped out and ran away in fear last that old exploding head syndrome occurred with me. Easier to squeeze the sides together; before the old skull puzzle comes unglued to stop such from occurring over and over.

Galaxies both expand and contract collide and near miss; all that other stuff is getting in the way as rays shine on trying to speak to each other and do the bump; ima black hole baby can you fill me in? That's what the void is all about but then what; Horton you better not hear another who until I get back or it'll be the grinch that stole christmas!

A^2+B^2=C^2? Um yeah... eat another carrot. As that scheme has no real power, with skills to weave and plant. Oh but those rings sure do; perhaps it is better to toss them into those volcanoes; back where they came from... at least before humans got their stink all over it. To think Darth Vader was dumb enough to become one; and Luke dumb enough to reach for it... speaking of losing a hand. Some do not believe in death til we part; but those are just hungry little ghosts of who, might, and maybe... as not me runs away from the family circus and I dunno never saw it coming easier to just blame it on Jeffy cause honestly; he's a dick.

My eyes and ears are tuned to peanuts anyway...

P.S. As a god what a treat that would be to your surviving Rat baby.

a reply to: Peeple

To be honest there are parts of the universe that because of the expansion are moving away from us at greater than 300,000km/s (speed of light)..

Those would be the galaxies that are at least, 1,440,000,000,000 light years away.

As far as I'm aware the furthest galaxy we have seen is 13,300,000,000 light years away.

So the galaxies that are moving away faster than light are about 108 times further than the furthest galaxy we can see.

And if a galaxy is going over the speed of light, which is possible because it's not moving through space at that speed, just space is stretching (for some reason)... If it's "moving" that fast we would never see it. The light would never reach..

Trippy to imagine, we are spreading out so much we'll probably never make it out of the milky way.. Well, we could reach andromeda at some point in the distant future if we are alive.. It's headed right for us of course, so that makes it easier.. Lol..

a reply to: TEOTWAWKIAIFF

Nice. My thinking goes similar, tough I would have called it "static equilibrium", because it negates space-time (temporarily) entirely I'd say.

They say on the opposite side of it is a white hole but that just... can't be true.
It's definitely about touching membranes and my bet is once the v = c we will see grey holes and the stuck stuff starts spilling out in both directions depending on the stored kinetic energy it still has (since for stuff no time has passed and no space travelled)

Love you, baby

a reply to: BEBOG

You have a way to freak me out. In a meta way, yes it's true. To all of what you said. I met my first demon in Rome. Where else, huh?

a reply to: Reverbs

You forgot relativity BB. From their central point they aren't faster than c.

Sorry poopy.

And the invitation for you guys.

Gotta run!

originally posted by: Peeple
a reply to: Reverbs

You forgot relativity BB. From their central point they aren't faster than c.

Sorry poopy.

I'm so sorry I swear I wanted to write "Poppy". Can you ever forgive me flowerman?

originally posted by: Peeple
a reply to: TEOTWAWKIAIFF

Nice. My thinking goes similar, tough I would have called it "static equilibrium", because it negates space-time (temporarily) entirely I'd say.

They say on the opposite side of it is a white hole but that just... can't be true.

You sure? Your own statement plus theirs adds up.


So it becomes static for a moment or at a peak... and then boom motion again. Mass runs in all directions whether life occurs or not depends on how fertile the imagination. I prefer to stay in the unmade unborn state of vast emptiness however; that is just in dwelling in the body of the great dakini the inner refuge of void or stillness.

A lot to be learned but most of it is just idle gossip.

Huuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuum!

How many Yous? You'll never shed all of them; so hey those secret aliens or ant babies eating at you corpse while consciousness up close want to call them greys.

Of course sit in one egg clutch of a dakini too long and something invades, visions or thoughts of observers to her(all females are such a refuge for those on the path to Buddhahood)

Of course that is egg and womb realm moisture born is actually where the bliss sits... that be like water business of course that's how I got stuck in this life at the start... as a fly I did not know I was a fly got stuck in a venus fly trap as someone that sounded knowlible was explaining it; the mind calculated and venus and bam! Nine months later. Last life too as after those other three there is spontaneous... realized in all four?

No where to go as there is no here nor there; just being what that being is at any given moment? I cannot say... so many are out of their minds; chasing form before they even move. I may be a cup a trash can etc etc the void before it is filled who knows? I have been every speck of this environment and yet none of them.

Small matter never mind; as sand looks like ice cream close up as ones face hits the dirt as ignorant beings of the six realms continue do their rounds of stupid on matter(s) not self.

a reply to: BEBOG

That was my question: when will the "cracking point" be arrived? Now we are obviously out of balance