Those two sum up my thoughts tonight. I got it all wrong, I think.
I focused on the wrong things entirely! Somehow Kilgore saying "ontoloogical" triggered something. I ain't got that, I have no working big TOE.
Before anything can work I need to know where I stand, right? And being me that can't be the mental cloth of any tribe.
I just hope I can keep up that spirit. Until the bitter end. Well or at least tomorrow.
You fell into the well of youth
Obviously.
Sometimes I would love to somehow conserve my feelings, so I can put them back on in the morning.
More cloth
Reverse spinning? Strip naked? What's happening here?
I got big plans for today, I can only fail. Especially since I started with staring into the abyss, rationalising the unspeakable and wishing for the
impossible.
#StoryOfMyLife
"have you ever thought of reverberating backwards in time?" maybe youve aged a bit, maybe you have some wrinkles or grey hairs. We can reverberate
that back into living in the now!
17 easy payments.
but wait if you call now Reverbs will personally answer the phone and give you 100% off. Thats a no risk guarentee.
Our hotline is busy so if you get through, tell the operator that you want to reverberate and youll be patched right in.
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Everything else about that program is dreadful, I never missed an episode when I was a kid, but he hasn't dated a bit, just the most joy-giving human
being. My favourite ever dream involves Robin Williams. He came and picked me up from school and we skipped off down the corridor together hand in
hand.
Genetics, sure, and as the I Ching is always telling me, smile more it makes you attractive.
Haha!!
You'll never take my wrinkles or grey hairs, they're mine, I've earned them.
My creaky knees, you know, a structural reboot would be just the ticket.
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So AA says that monuments are built upon previous monuments.
What kind of spiritual Spirograph is Stonehenge??
I have just been reading the paper on this new find, it's kind of dry and challenging, however these pits are really big. There is an illustration
about a quarter of the way down this article that shows the estimated size of the pit/anomallies. They're impressive.
They are just pits, no suggestion of what or anything was in them, though they haven't been excavated, only core samples taken...anyway, reading the
paper, it reminded me of Gobekli Tepe and thought, TEOTS may just be on to something. Were you Sirius?
ETA: Link to the paper, free access, no pay wall here.
I didn't really accomplish any of what I wanted but a lot of other things.
Honestly sometimes I think that thing would need a reboot. So much clutter running in the background.
But it's fine baby steps also bring one closer to the finish line. At least I only played for an hour because that was getting out of hands. Suddenly
I had my guitar in my hands and then I played that. True story
I'm a terrible person and I keep nagging myself about it but... I just don't obey. "Has troubles following orders"
But it's fine my worst nightmare would be to become a functioning part of society and that just won't happen.
My latest thing is I'm trying to invent a new form of "spiritual work out". The thought came to me when I looked at muslim prayers, that's a half sun
salute with ritualistic... words, so I'm thinking instead of just breathing and focussing inwards what happens if you direct your focus during a sun
salute outwards?
Like reaching upwards and pulling the big spirit inside.
Tiny experiments. On the living soul.
There's this EVP guy who claims to have had a chat with Robin Williams and for some reason that freaked me out a lot. I wish I'd never have bothered
to listen.
Inward or outward...
Just get out of the way.
Your mind shows you the world after it interprets.
Thats the part you need to skip, however you do it.
The kitchen was so fun today. That should be illegal haha..
one of the kitchen guys gets to play the music. its kitchen etiquette or something. today we asked this crazy super nice gay mexican dude to do the
music. it was like half cumbia, salsa but the American rap music too. the servers couldnt stop dancing and singing along. oh my goodness.
Kitchen work is so demanding but at the same time you dont really have a boss. once you get gud its all your show.
I cant tell you how fun it is to dance pizzas into existence. Dancing pizzas into the oven over peoples heads.. And people look at you like how the
hell are you making pizzas that fast?? its an art. and we all groove together. soo soo fun.
And they paid me and made me eat 20 wings and drink beer. what?
I cant be in society proper but I pay taxes and I have money. so I guess Im functioning.
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I was out of work for two moths and found myself at the bar. Welp, became a DMO (dish machine operator) at one of the heaviest restaurants in the
city.
I did Souix chef, washed bathrooms, picked up vomit, mopped up at 4am, and saw the vertical nature of a restaurant (even if my terms R wrong!!),
DJ’ed (did that before), soundccheck boy, roadie, and other dumb sh#.
I have OG status here and the owner still makes people afeared of me!!