Baddogma's Other Meta Cafe- Polite Discussions About Scientific Mysticism and General Weirdness

a reply to: KilgoreTrout

ive felt that dissatisfaction. it goes hand in hand with the god flow turning off until you are in good graces again. when i met the jesus dude my fear is what ended the entire thing. it was my most heart opened time which is what brought it on. but then my fear closed it back again.

but yea magic girl was so out of this world i did have to rebirth myself to remain human for now. which is fine because honestly i wouldnt trade my past for the world. shes part of who i am. and i really like those parts.

I have a smile i do now thats totally her vibe lol.
ill keep that one.

smile and the universe smiles with you is great i loke that a lot. thats how i live my life after a killer whale taught me in a dream.

originally posted by: Peeple
a reply to: Reverbs

Thank you.
With my magic one I can't know how it was for him.
Is there a conspiracy?
To me it looks like it. To keep those between who the magic happens apart. There is clearly an anti-love, anti-magic bias in history and society. And I believe the fact we identify sex with love is another psyop hindering our jump to the next step of evolution. From quantity to quality.

Maybe two with a certain vibe create a field and that makes magic happen? But I know he was not the only presence on that communication channel. Who was what, to what extent? I don't know.

But I'm not scared of demons or anything. I feel well equipped to play a real life round of Arkham Horror.
How do you put a fish in a new aquarium? Gradually. The first round was just to let us have a sip.
The enemies of love want to prevent that. They can't. Better be prepared, always carry a magic and a regular weapon, spells if you know any and maybe an artifact with a cool power.

Thats exactly how I felt about it by the way.

I don't think it was just me and her either, but she was also claiming to channel beings so 2 and 2 haha.

that something or someone didnt like that we had so much magic there.

I remember saying to you some time ago that we had a similar experience that love was this connection that seems to be powering the magic.

love conquers all?

maybe.

I think its love vs the machine.



thats not joe rogan talking.
psy ops that i trained around..
winning hearts and minds.
blah blah..

for the record magic girl asked me once

"do you want to become electronic boy?"
it was when she was calling me what was that time... john titor.

she was like i know you want to save the world but by stopping this thing you allow humanity to progress too far in its control scheme. my phrasing not hers.

but yea you and kilgore and the universe are on point this morning damn. i feel that energy strong today.

and yea that same story is in starwars.. gotta kill all the ones connected to the force. or all the videogames like final fantasy with the death of mana (magic) and the rise of technology.. of course thats japanese culture so i can see why theyd have that going from shinto samari to rifles and western culture.. but i still like the meaning anyway.

its why when i met eternity forever in a moment in 1.5 hours.. that i just lost all interest in computers and engineering and all of that. i was a certified computer repair dude, i had a amateur radio license.. math science brained.. and then i was just spirit reverbs.. i transmuted into something more me ish.. i didnt know it was more me ish but it is.

I freaking love it.

a reply to: Reverbs

oh and this is fun..

universe age

the part about the bigbang.. its extradimensional from a 4d perspective. it came from outside space time. there is no point at which the big bang was because every point in space came from the point of creation. space stretching..

the point of a 5d needle with angels dancing on its head is everywhere all at once because everywhere 4d is just a point in 5d.. or maybe its 8d or 7d where that takes place but in any case that doesnt matter so much.

thats the big bang..

and something else is off which i keep saying is the case. my experiences tell me its off. if i was still good at math and science i probably wouldnt have these experiences.. damn.

a reply to: Reverbs

Do you know those graphics where a 3d object passes through 2d? What if in reality it's more like a ball and a piece of paper? Or a ball and the surface of water?
And where it pushes against our membrane we feel its gravity as dark matter.
I assume mankind will spend a few more 100 years before we know. But it's fun to think about.

I'm really more interested in my personal mystery. I believe I read once about Vallee once he noted that many turn spiritual after extraordinary experiences.
Sometimes I want to decide it is god just to be done with it. It doesn't work for me, that this means for everybody what they want it to be is just a sign nobody knows anything.
And before I lay my life trusting in the hands of a strange entity I'd at least would like to know why it's interested in little humans. What does it want?
Even if all that creator crap was true I have never heard a good explanation what for he made us.

My magic weekend was a flop. I currently don't have the faith for mind over matter stuff. And now it's monday and raining like crazy and I'm just...urgh
Everyday I want the other to show me more, I just can't know what it is as long as I don't know what it does. Are the people who go through similiar stuff picked on purpose or by chance? If it's just in it for the attention why is it not showing more?
Maybe I should take a break from the woo and ignore it until it's nice and behaves and says hello to everybody?
I so want it to happen! And I want it to be supercool, benevolent and vegan...

I know absolutely everybody channelling, or whitness, or whatever encounter with the other thinks at some point now is the time. I don't like that about me, but I can live with it.
I'm not good in diggesting failure. And I'm not sure it is one. Maybe it's just a dripping and not a woosh?
I still and always will want a big introduction show. I just want so much that there are also spaceships involved! And with the intensified field of consciousness we all have a real lovefest.
So I try to be convincing offer possible scenarios how it could be done. And I think maybe that's my mistake. I should listen and see if I can intensify the communication?
I'm not sure about praying if I should try that? Not so much because of god more because of his followers, I want to distance myself from them.
And worst of all I believe consciousness is the key and a fundamental building block of the universe, so I thought hey meditate on that, visualise and play with it, but it's blocked. A mental wall. Or doesn't exist.
I hit so many walls!
Will I give up? No never. I change a few small or big things and start again. I want to see more, know more and just look for a way to find out what it all means.
For fun I googled how to get abducted and on quora the answer was through a path that leads to the death of the ego. I'm no fan of that. And also why?

I need a new plan.
Adjusting the character to chaotic good? In everything but philosophy and only most of the behaviour. As magician?



That happens quite often to me lately "think like it's a game". But I don't know what I'm playing, what I can do, what the objective is, or if I'm a player, a token or just decoration?
Let's call it meta-pyramids. And we play for immortality. The objective is to leave something behind that will keep your name alive for as long as possible. Or to completely dissolve into your passion.
As chaotic good magician from the school of unreality I think my pyramid will be anarchy.

a reply to: Peeple

a name being left behind is a shallow ego meaning of life... after life is over. tupac has it. but he cant see it. who cares about your name. oh thats a statue of reverbs, but reverbs is truly dead... he cant see that.

you have to come up with rules. you dont have to. my meaning in life as we are now is to communicate some of me to other people. I have one smile from an amazing yet flawed woman. Ill keep it. and thats my meaning. I got more out of this than I came in with. That probably sounds shallow to you...

Ive found no higher meaning than that.

Im covered in dog fur. gawd doggies are the best. my meaning is like a kitty laying in sunshine. my purpose. my meaning. I need nothing more than that. my avatar fits me so well. she gave it to me. she said its me. lol. it is me. she knew me best.

what more do you want?

look if im making a deal 2 feet or half a meter away from you im not letting you in on the details. what makes you think the universe serves your curiosity? what even makes you think the woo even knows you exist at all?

like its playing games or showing off?
like its alive?
ok aliens..

but you are an alien to the alien if there is an alien, and they are like why is peeple playing with us? why wont she just reveal herself to us? why play these games?

and honestly no one is playing any games that ive seen, besides culture on earth. The woo to me is more like the magic behind the curtain. similar maybe to making a guy kiss you.. its worthless without the magic.

so your wish is egotistical and rapey....

let the universe come to you.

you have to learn to be together.

organically.

(thats just what i think)

a reply to: Reverbs

I'm in an orientation phase if I had figured out what I want I'd be unstoppable. The universe did come to me. It says it loves me. It only occasionally tries to kill me. I'm not saying it's perfect, our relationship issues are I have trust issues, it is not very physical and people say almighty. It's not very balanced.
My goal is to have it make me its oracle. But it doesn't tell the future and often refuses to say something at all.
But that might change. If I ever figure out how to really commit. I would also love to be the alien and have spaceships and superpowers, or be like a Jedi. Those are the best stories.
But let's face it born an raised human of Earth.
So I focus on something more likely. I assume it has a reason it happened and this is my path and if I understand it well enough there is something to achieve.
Biblical figures walked with god, abduction is pretty common since always, an invitation to dinner in the olymp so that would be cool.
And I would talk about it for the rest of my life. Right now all I communicate is questionmarks and confusion.
Mostly because I don't know what kind of commitment we're talking about.

a reply to: Peeple


(Jeez! I am really behind the thread! Anyhoo...)

Peeps, you know what I say about the MetaCafé and how universe has a sense of humor?

MIT News, May 17: Manipulating atoms one at a time with an electron beam.

They are kicking out individual atoms and placing others in their place. The envision doing this with multiple beams. And, since the rest of the world is being automated, why not atom manipulating machines?

Which is exactly what you pondered about the same time this story was posted!

a reply to: TEOTWAWKIAIFF

metacafe to the universe
univserse to metacafe.

chicken and egg?

@peeps the woo might only have a purpose or consciousness inside of you. we are highly organized arrangements that allow to be used to acomplish things rocks cannot.

im not really sure there is any more to it.

maybe and probably there are aliens and i imagine many physical devices and non physical devices with proper levels of complexity for consciousness.

I guess people forget the internet is not on their phone.

originally posted by: Reverbs
a reply to: TEOTWAWKIAIFF

metacafe to the universe
univserse to metacafe.

chicken and egg?

Panspermia!

a reply to: TEOTWAWKIAIFF

my dejavu is kicking in hard..
how do i keep remembering the futute?
did I dream this?
picked up a signal while outside 4 dimensions?

trippy man. this experience could only happen just now.

personal but yea.

a reply to: Reverbs

I've seen 3 beings between life and death, 2 lights in the sky above a mountain playing with eachother like puppies and to me they proved to exist beyond my consciousness.
It's not god it's not aliens but kind of similiar. It's definitely not human. They're not making their identity and presence known, because if they would people would either freak out and fight, or become super submissive and passive.
What bothers me is that it's obvious their priority is Earth not humans and the "club" knows but seems to have missed that it's not only a warning but a test with time limit. Or event limit, but there has been a line drawn. I don't believe we should cross it. I want contact, not a culling.
But it seems like I'm the only one who feels this way. If that secret club had a brain they'd see the only chance to stay deed holder of earth is to listen and cooperate. Instead the tactic seems to be ignore it and it might go away. That's bothering me so much. That's our power elite and they're dumb as #.
What should be done is use you me and all the other alien-zombie-oracles to figure out what's going on. There probably is only one who is the real deal, but that's easy to find out.
I can't even think about it because it's pissing me off so much. We're here and alive for a reason we could be assets.
But my priority is and always will be free people, free choices, free information. I don't care about politics, ideologies, money and all those social constructs. And they're really lucky it's not my decision because I would have disabled every power person years ago, temporarily chaos is better than the status quo.
But I accept my role as Cassandra and once Troy burns I'll get to say told you say and isn't that something too... personally I don't know the billions of people who'll die and I believe in the immortality of the soul, it won't be my responsibility soooooo whatever

And I can also say that because I know it's not what will happen. That's just my limited wounded human strategy. It annoys you kill it. And people annoy me because I have higher expectations than what's delivered. Much higher expectations. A huge mountain and on top a stacked pile of skyscrapers higher expectations.
These others helped me, they told me jokes, they comforted me when I had a moment of despair, it's exciting and beautiful to be in contact with them and it makes you feel loved. That's what I really want for everybody to happen.
Plus I still get to say told you so.
The only problem will be how people react. Some are so damaged they react hostile to joy. Others will be hit hard by the loss of control. A carneval of bias and they will all clash.
We alien-zombie-oracles could help preparing them, it will happen anyways so we should work on making it as soft as possible. But our hosts seem to have issues processing the message. Or are still in denial, or think they can stall it, or believe we're a group of crazies, I don't know what they think. It hasn't clicked yet that's for sure.
Why not we'll be here for you before, after, whenever you're ready to talk.
If somebody kills someone it will be humans killing humans maybe humans will be killing some aliens, but I'm sure all aliens I know would just never kill another being. Or maybe they would under certain circumstances but it would be a much bigger deal than to humans.
Somewhere in another timeline we are right now having a "Welcome to Earth" festival and are building a truly free, just and healthy society.

I have updated an old thread, with new info.

I have taken the first step of a larger journey that I didn't want to take. But, there is a time to loiter, and another to head out. This is the first step on the "heading out".

Let's just say that I am tired of working for other people. Especially if they have no vision. Or the balls to stick up for their employees. Eff it! I am gone! The whole thing is slowly sinking. We have lost about half of our people and others are starting to weigh their options. I get the feeling that my supervisor is getting ready to leave.

With no options, go for the home run and swing for the fences!

From my LaTex document, "title[Algebraic Sieve of Eratosthense and Elementary Proof of Twin Primes]"



... Keep on rockin' in the Free World...

a reply to: TEOTWAWKIAIFF

I don't even understand the title haha.
do primes come in twins?

a reply to: TEOTWAWKIAIFF

Your fanclub is rooting for you! Go TEOT!

a reply to: Reverbs

this was somewhat interesting and somewhat convoluted.

but its much closer to the way I think than most things are. You might consider it a sloppy analogy of a reverbs way of thinking.

quantum systems

Which one of youz sonsab1tches let me go out in public after drinking half a bottle of bourbon?!!!

We can argue about who made who drink the bourbon in the first place but that is not what I am asking about!

Who let me go out in public???

I know it was one of you!!! No use trying to hide! Or deflect!

But without Hank around it was a little to "hugging" for my liking (although the bartenders didn't seem to mind!!!) And there was a hamburger involved somewhere... and some potato salad... and a hockey game. But too many hugs from Dave! There could have been all that with less hugs but that damn bourbon... makes me too happy and the polite societal conventions go by the way side. And don't even start me talking about the dancing!!

Always with the dancing... jeez, you can't take me anywhere!!

a reply to: TEOTWAWKIAIFF

You had your pants on the entire time so stop complaining.
Sounds like you had a lovely night.

a reply to: Peeple

For a whirlwind day... it was fun!

But the weird happiness was too much! I haven’t been that happy in a couple years so it was “weird” to be gushing it out in public displays of affection (something I typically steer away from).

Hank tempers me down and does the hugging. He’s so cute that way... lol! The ladies love him more than me so it is all cool. Just need some loving every now and then. But miss my friend and drinking companion! And that made me more “touchy feel-y” than normal. And if anybody can take blame... because I love you all!

a reply to: Reverbs

They are spaced 2 apart; 5 and 7; 11 and 13; 101 and 103; they continue forever and I have proved it. Nobody can argue otherwise unless they are bassackwards!

For ten years I thought it was so easy that somebody could figure it out but nobody has. So I step up to bat and will hit a grand slam over left field where I am pointing.... nothing special but about average of what people think of me. And they can all bite it and go eff themselves which is my punk rock way of standing up for myself. One big middle finger to the rest!

I am here! And ya’ll is stoopid who underestimated me! And tried effin with me... your lame ass is forgotten...