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a reply to: Reverbs

I start today, in 4,5 hours. Thanks for asking. Not as Postbote, but help hotline for car insurances. Since I didn't care much what job, just that I'm away from the streets and busy so I don't take stuff...
But I'll try to always have fun.
Sounds like a party marathon, 70 hours working? That's insane?!!?
What game did you buy? Fallout 76? Red Dead Redemption 2?

I just woke up, now the nervousness starts. Deep breaths it's just a beginners job, I know I can do that!

a reply to: Peeple

Skyrim..

Im old I never played it.

Life, you've played the life game.
Its not always responsive but its a damn good game.
I refuse to lose. Im stubborn like a deer.
And crazy like a lion if evil is near.






You can do it.
And you will, until you find a better job once you have that furst one under your belt. Won't take long before you are off playing shows like courtney barnett or running a business.. maybe a horsey daycare.. haha.

Im excited for you.

For me Im about to have even more money i cant spend.. at some point in a few years ill just have to buy a house or something. Fir now though im too busy to even think.

But not to busy for a goodnight drink.

Drugs are like spices. You cant take the salt out of an otherwise perfect dish. But you can always add it later.

a reply to: Reverbs

Skyrim is fantastic! I've played that excessively! That's not a word but you know what I mean. I'm about to go now, my first day! Only to 14 o'clock so I'll have plenty of time afterwards to response properly and report how it all was. My first starter job. Lol, Level 1 newb.

a reply to: Reverbs

It was nice, they showed us around we set up our IT accounts company intern emails and such, then we got to Watch the old pros in action. All very nice and I'm sure now I can totally do it. I went to the tax thing to get my tax ID. Worked, check.

Now I want to play skyrim too! Damned. How is it, what will you do? You have the one with the extras where you can build your house and such?

a reply to: Peeple

Oh like I said I havnt played it.. and I know little about it.
I was going to be executed then a dragon messed that up and then I went to work. My gaming experience the last 10 years is basically hearthstone, elder scrolls legends, and that game you showed me. Oh wait that last ex had a ps4 so I played last of us.

I have a few hours now before work, but Im tired.
I may rather just sit here so time goes by slower hahaha.

a reply to: Reverbs

You have a few hours and skyrim. Play, a little. I would, I even checked what it costs to see if I'll get it too. But then I decided I focus on work for now. Tomorrow is the first schooling day from 9-18 that's long, right? I usually go to bed before I come home. To you that's nothing? I'm surprised you're up so early. What's wrong, deer-ey?
I'm still super excited. One month and I think I celebrate the first paycheck at IKEA. I love IKEA. I get a nice comfy armchair and things I don't really need, but will buy to spend what's left after taxes.
Have you ever thought about going on vacation in Germany? Munich is nice.

a reply to: Peeple

9 hours? . But yea that is a lot. Im just up I have to be at work earlier now and close every night since Im the only night cook now. I really should stop by the store for work but I honestly don't care enough haha.
Nothing wrong.

I have thought of vacation in Germany, being German and all. I watched this German movie one time with english subs. I cant recall the name but it was so so so German haha.. me and my brother felt so weird watching it.. you can feel it inside like its where you come from.. heavy.

Any vacation at this point seems like a fantasy.
I would settle for one day off..
If that was even possible.




Oh and you are really into buying furniture?
Lol how exciting! Maybe a table? Bookshelves? A CHAIR!!

a reply to: Reverbs

You have to go on vacations some time. Now is it in the states you don't have mandatory holidays? Just a week or so, in a half year when I can take my vacation, come and visit me in Munich we travel together to Amsterdam the other half of your vacation. It would be super funny. Two stray cats straying through Europe. Haha
I've decided my next game will be fallout 4, probably, it runs on the skyrim engine. For everything else I'd want to play I'd need a tv and Xbox one. Somehow I don't want that. Are you playing on pc?
Someone meowed at me the other day, I think I didn't tell you that yet? Crazy peiple doing crazy things. But it was funny reminded me of you purring at cats.

Yes furniture, all of that I have an IKEA catalogue as PDF on my tablet. Just in case. Bookshelves are exciting. I don't understand what's supposed to be funny about this?


I am a design victim

a reply to: Peeple

Hahaha ive been meowed at before too. People act so weird around me. Oh and yea I have a nintendo switch.. Thats it. I completely underestimated how awesome it is to not have to stay connected to a tv. Its magical.

Mandatory holidays? Maybe for corporate jobs. Restaurants follow no rules honestly. Its more just that I am the only one who knows the menu. Im the only night cook. The other three have other jobs at night. Its a race for me to train people starting today to get them to the point they can cook alone without me there and then I can have some time off..

Munich, Amsterdam sounds fun.

a reply to: Reverbs

Okay you see if you can get a visa and stuff we go on vacation together. In half a year or a year or so. You got plenty of time to make yourself replaceable.
A switch, isn't the screen super small? You play skyrim on such a display? Hm.
My plan for now is to get through this month with as little as possible distractions. Just work home sleep, no extras. Next month I'll go a little easier on myself, start swimming every second day or so. I'm scared of going outside, it's a little bit silly but just a little bit.
The guy came from behind me looked in my face and "meow". I just laughed. Today I left at 12 or so, now I'm scared I'll get immediately fired tomorrow. But they said we can leave whenever we want, so I did. Should be fine. I so hope I won't screw up. At least for a year. First November, then a year. And then I'll see, maybe a second level job.

But BB honey even in a restaurant you have to have some days a week or so off

a reply to: Peeple

Im almost scared of myself. I just wished we could close early today so i could rest and for the first time in forever we had to close early.. now im just training the new guy how to close which means im only doing half of it

Yay

a reply to: Reverbs

Im not used to this whole hiring people thing..
Feels weird telling people how many hours I can give them and what they can get paid.. but its so much fun. The kitchen is really becoming my turf.

a reply to: Reverbs

That's really great. Do what you love. And I guess you feel at home there. So don't let me and my vacation talks confuse you. It's just an if you ever happen to want to go on an abroad Simpsons adventure. Or Stewie and Brian abroad in Europe.

I slept too long! Usually I'm up with 3 hours before I have to get moving, now it's only 1,5h! I feel slightly stressed.

a reply to: Peeple

No worries peeps I hear ya.
This is so much fun.. I feel so lazy training two cooks haha. I havnt hardly lifted a finger.

a reply to: Reverbs

Hear hear. That's the funniest thing about British culture, their parliament.
I got stuffed yesterday with insurance facts. And today 8 hours of repeating those facts ahead. Oh joy!
My dreams are getting weird, now that I look forward it seems my brain starts to work out what happened in the long gone before time. I don't know what to think about that, but I guess it's okay, at some point I have to diggest it why not now?
But it's troubling me still what if this wasn't it and the intense woo time comes around for a second play date? Now that I work with so many people in the same setting would they all notice? And all start attacking me? I still have to get over that fear.
Or maybe not it keeps me vigilant. Never get too comfortable.
No loosy goosy. Like you do. But it seems to suit you very well. Hm. Huh?

a reply to: Peeple

Yes it suits me but it would destroy most people.
Its messy. Its random. It invites so much unpredictable interaction, but that's my style. Extra random options to pick from with no specific goal in mind. You have to always see silver linings in order to roll with the punches. Like losing access to your money (still tied up lol) means that you have money saved up haha..

I went through and processed my woo times all over ATS, all over real life and all through my dreams for like a year. I talked and thought and recounted until there was nothing left. So now its just psychologicaly mute. Nothing bottled up, no leftover emotion. Looking forward means moving on.. to move on one has to let go of dead weight.

If the woo were to come back youve always got me to talk to. This time we wouldn't be worfully underprepaired either.

a reply to: Reverbs

Aww thank you. I got you to talk to. Maybe that's what we're doing here, waiting for a rerun. ???
I got tested today and I have a feeling I rocked that sh1t! I was first who finished.
I'm looking forward to a lot of randomness too, just on a phone not in a kitchen.
Who knows how that will be. I'm happy you like it so much. I hope the same will be true for me.
But it doesn't matter as much. I'll be doing this for a year for sure and then everything is open again.
It just shows how different we are, I haven't processed everything yet. I had a gun to my head and it was my mothers fault, how should I work through that? But it's ancient past I'm good with that. For now.

a reply to: Peeple

I have scars, I got tazed, cops said I had a weapon... Death threats lol.. I thought I would be in prison for life or dead.
I went through a lot. Its not easy to work through.

But I did it once before working through my childhood so I knew what to do this time. I didnt think it would work again but I forgave everyone/thing involved. Im absolved from my past.

Well, guess I go to work again. Fun...
Oh my card came maybe i can access my money now, just in time for my other account to be loaded up as well.

a reply to: Reverbs

You should go to IKEA . It's a great place to get rid off money, you get stuff to build and afterwards the home is prettier. Three things in one! And Köttbullar might inspire you, afterwards you maybe want to cook everything in funny tiny ballls.
It's thursday already wtf? The last day of theory tomorrow praxis.

a reply to: Peeple

Heh.. I don't have the time. Im still working 7 days a week next two weeks maybe hopefully just next week. We'll see. People need to answer their phones for me to hire them.. lol..

I might build a bookshelf/entertainment center to match the table my grandpa built. My room will get even more like the old beach house. Makes me happy. But yea when am I going to do that?