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originally posted by: Bfletcher618
a reply to: TarzanBeta thanks for your advice I appreciate it and I fully agree with you, I won't stop looking until I feel content, but myhappydopgshiner may be onto something with the theory that maybe the search for something more is all there actually is, you spend your life being productive trying to answer the questions that can't be answered. is it best to spend life thinking or spend it doing nothing and not caring ?