MORE TO LIFE !!

does anyone else here ever find themselves with an over whelming feeling that there is more to this life we see before us, do you ever get the sensation that there is a hell of a lot more going on behind the big curtains of life of which we aren't being told.

I tend to find myself in very deep thoughts very overwhelming thoughts about the universe such as what was there before the Big Bang and and how many other civilisations are out there its a very mind boggling thought but I also find myself with this feeling that I'm meant for something bigger and better I'm searching and searching everywhere far and wide for what it is but I just don't know.

Do you ever find yourself in a thought and think oh S%^it maybe I've worked some stuff out here that the government are going to know about due to my online footprint and all my history etc then start to think what are the odds of them actually turning up to question you or break into your premises when you aren't around, maybe even send the MIB to have a "quiet" word with you.

I wish I could go back to being oblivious to the world I see before me its like once you see it you can't physically unsee it, but then the more crazier you look to people when you start talking about your views on things and trying to share your knowledge with them.

I don't know how to find my purpose or know what this sensation is but I've always had it within me. I have so many questions if anyone shares these views and has something similar they would like to share? please feel free, I find it rather interesting to see if this is a common or uncommon occurance.



maybe its all just a fantasy, an Edward Snowden type fantasy.... Maybe I'm just a normal nobody

a reply to: Bfletcher618
Yes, to answer your questions.

Have postulated the total recall theory, holographic universe or data base structure designed by more advanced CREATOR Creations to hold un aware CREATOR Creations, Prison planet theory, the religious hell under control of some CREATOR Creations malevolent based or if this universe is one of many within some types of tanks or energy containment devices within some advanced lab...
Who would be the scientists in those labs and what would the space between the tanks be considered as?

Considering quantum entanglement, is it possible to connect the strings with the Higher selves in other dimensions, and further cause changes in the dimension attracting them?
Mass effect-
Are we entering other dimensions during sleep? Are animals too?
I think advanced cloak tech may exist so they would be able to visit you without you noticing.
As far as your thoughts they should be already able to read them with advanced thought imaging technologies.
In a weird way if they do attract to you M.I.B types disclosure confirmation is made secretly somewhat @ that point you smile or frown.
If you got abducted and even have a briefing and then have your mind wiped, how would you know or prove it?
At times the Wizard of Oz comes to mind and I think who are the wizards behind the veil?
Interesting thread op
I guess you just got to go with it until memory regained or until the universe sends you a reminder that ITS TIME...

NAMASTE*******

Carrying a bunch of stuff that isn't you; but taken as you; because one feels it concerns them... due to that holding it. Each moment is an opportunity to see what one is holding, when the eye sees what does the mind hold as a reflection? Where did that reflection come from you or someone else? Is what is grasped of that pleasurable or unpleasurable if pleasurable how do you reinforce it, if unpleasurable how you you react to it... and does any of that change what it is in and of itself.

It is constantly reinforcing one's own chosen conditioning and programming limiting only one thing YOU... it does not limit what is seen in any way.

If taken to speech then what does that view do? The same, as well as recruit others to that view as if it originally came from you, like a sickness or virus it wasn't yours but carrying it now passing it along as a communicable disease; via mouth to ear. Of course other views are going to be like a natural resistance... I don't like that view try some of my illness instead, wait why don't you want my illness?

Has either of them served anyone anything good carrying it? No? Lay it down, if isn't of any practical worth; if doesn't build or create anything that helps anyone. Then it does the opposite.

Best to not hold anything at all then it is just empty to receive, grow, gain wisdom and understand... already full of views how can anyone see anything other than old stagnation not really them in judgement of what is seen. There it is and there is goes soon replaced by something else does one throw a view already held on it as well?

That's practice to see the more to life; after views have become so full; it has gotten confusing... in confusion one starts grasping around like none of what is held makes any sense; so let me run around trying to hold more, instead of lay it down... soon the entire puzzle is in one's hands instead of on the table then what are you looking for?

Don't worry by the time one keeps going on like that someone will come along and put your puzzled self into a box and shelf you right in the dirt. Will you be aware of when that happens? Or still sitting there laying in a box trying to figure it out not knowing one is in a box... being so full of impuzzlement? Best to sort out what really needs sorting, and leave the vast array one has little to no effect on alone.

a reply to: Bfletcher618

Souls migrate like birds. Our flock is caught here, bound by our own fear to be free. Unbind. Unattach all fear. Your soul is a gift that only you give away to a controller. Don't give it away, but simply seek joy, truth and love for others. By this, you receive the same in multiples. Most people do not understand this concept. Taking is all they know. Flip it and find purpose.

a reply to: DayAfterTomorrow

I love that and I respect that hugely I try and be as happy as I can and as kind towards others as I can

I do every day walking round and people are unaware of the real world..It hit me one day that everything is continuously moving and apart of everything else, like being the fabric of the universe in a way.

It's a strong/strange feeling almost a burden to walk around (even at home) and all i can think of is why i'm feeling this way and am i the only one, is the universe trying to tell me something?

a reply to: DarkvsLight29 I totally understand what your saying like you step back from reality and assess the fact that you as a race have built everything around you and we all take it for granted but you have this sense that there is more to life and the universe is trying to show you the way it must just be waiting for the right time that's how I look at it

originally posted by: Bfletcher618
a reply to: DarkvsLight29 I totally understand what your saying like you step back from reality and assess the fact that you as a race have built everything around you and we all take it for granted but you have this sense that there is more to life and the universe is trying to show you the way it must just be waiting for the right time that's how I look at it

It's pretty much like that sometimes.

a reply to: Bfletcher618

I suggest that you get into a meditation practice that is known to have a great depth and not one of the popular ones that is touted mainly for relaxation. Your "purpose" may not be the personality that you seem to think that it is. 'Course, months or years of meditation can make you such a grounded personality that you will care little of finding sought purpose. You simply, at some point, arrive at being in and with the indescribable. Along the way in learning to go deeper and deeper into your state you will be given illuminating insights into all manner of things ranging from yourself to the universe.

Even if you have had this revelation, how does it change your life? At a certain point these findings may be thought provoking and interesting but does it in anyway affect you other than voicing your opinion and get your mind working about said subjects? Reality is your own, you create it.

a reply to: Bfletcher618 I actually don't do so. But once, I get amazed how much private info the police got about me. I didn't expected anyone to care for a casual person at all...

Not only do I feel like there is more to life, I feel like I have a very good grasp on what that more is and how to get it- and yet despite this I yet find myself choosing ignorance. Comfort. Security. I am blind but I am not blind...I see but I don't see. I know but don't do.

In part it's because this more seems like such a complete shock; an abrupt and distant step away from my current reality that makes it seem impossible to attain. In part because remaining as I am requires no real effort. It sometimes seems as if I have two wills-one that years to 'awaken' and live in light and radiate live, to inspire the world. And the other that is actively and aggressively opposed, that wants nothing more than to be carried to victory and is set on being a dead weight.

a reply to: LucidWarrior

As soon as you see you are your own yin and yang in motion and yet not in motion then maybe the balance part will hit you where it either hurts or feels good.

originally posted by: LucidWarrior
Not only do I feel like there is more to life, I feel like I have a very good grasp on what that more is and how to get it- and yet despite this I yet find myself choosing ignorance. Comfort. Security. I am blind but I am not blind...I see but I don't see. I know but don't do.

Are you at all to elaborate when you say you have a grasp on what that more could be what do you think it could be and how do you get it.

a reply to: Bfletcher618

It is intensely personal, which I why I did not immediately offer it up. www.abovetopsecret.com...

a reply to: LucidWarrior

I wrote that, and hold it as true in my very core, and I esteem it... Yet I do not live it.

Nope. Occam's razor implies that practically the entirety of spiritualistic reports on this forum are likely motivated from a biological imperative to survive (including after death). I would love nothing more than for there to be something, but I suspect that the human experience is likely (apart from reproduction) intrinsically meaningless, and that despite wishful thinking, the simplest explanation is annihilation upon brain cell death. The amount of mental gymnastics required to reconcile any other assumption is absurd.

Yeah, I started search for the stuff that would make life more than what it seems to be many years ago.

I found lots of people and institutions and cults and stuff that claimed to know, but it was found to be more of the same...

Drugs, alcohol, money, religion...All temporary fixes to satiate the need to believe life is more than...?...

I patiently wait for the truth to be revealed to me in it's own time, and if something believable is presented, something I can believe, something that is a "self evident" truth that stands alone I'll believe it.

Maybe the quest to find the truth is all that there actually is, because it disproves itself with further study, no matter what it is.

If I die before I find it, I'll at least know that I wanted to know.

That thought process will be found to be not uncommon at ATS.

Coming to agreement on the different perceptions may be a different story.

It's called being a thinker. There are answers, but because of your predisposition to thinking, you will need to come to those answers on your own.

This might take a while.

I probably don't need to tell you, but just in case - don't let anyone hinder your search for truth. Whether people tell you yeah or nay, don't let it stop you until you are convinced. When you are convinced, don't stray unless some new piece of information causes you to rethink. As well, don't beat yourself up; realize there is a process and the steps you take are not always failing, but succeeding.

a reply to: TarzanBeta thanks for your advice I appreciate it and I fully agree with you, I won't stop looking until I feel content, but myhappydopgshiner may be onto something with the theory that maybe the search for something more is all there actually is, you spend your life being productive trying to answer the questions that can't be answered. is it best to spend life thinking or spend it doing nothing and not caring ?