An Arrogance So Profound And Costly... It Beseeches A Man Of Good Repute And Kindness To Deliever His Only Son And Heir.... His One Reward For A
Lifetime Of Service To A Severe And Ruthless Death. He Was, Without Doubt, Going To Murder Baby Isaac... Just To Please Arrogance! God Is Great....
But Not Without Folly. He Put Himself In Such A Huge Debt.... That The Miraculous Jesus Had To Go And Loose The Yoke...
Watching The Passion Of Christ Had Me Convinced That God's Debt Is Legendary. And That Jesus' Time Under The Sun... Was Brutal And Ruthless. I Hated
God After Watching Jesus.
I Watched... While Fighting Back Tears... While Holding My Yoke In The Form Of A Knot In My Throat. I Was Moments Away From Spilling Into A Tantrum Of
Tears And Guilt.
But... I Fought Them Back. Jesus Was No Fool. I, However, Am! I Would Lose My World If My Faith Was Tried To That Degree Of Pain And Death. I Am Not A
Rock. Never Will Be....
My Soul, I Imagine, Means That Much To God... Who Pays Tremendously For His Arrogance.
What Does A Man Gain If He Saves His Soul.... A Pathetic Story From God To Sit At His Right Hand And Be His Son.... The Majestic King! *curses God*
Humility is his fortune... in which he delights. He abhors flattery. So.... to my surprise.... I Find he dresses me in his pathetic little costume and
makes comedy of me.
What does a liar thus achieve in his life.... if.... does not know who the liar is???
God: "You Are King!"
Me: *humbly* "No, My Lord, I Am Only A Man!"
God: *insistent* "No! You Are King!"
Me: *patient* "No! My Lord, I Am Only A Man!"
It Ends.... becoming the perpetual madness called "liar!"
God did not lie.... neither did i.... so the eternity is spent thirsting and hungering for the righteousness to fill me whole. It is a battle of
humility versus pride. An Age old comedy.
God Is funny.... that alone I think of when I Wonder who is the liar.
Arrogance is costly....
What is my soul worth to me..... a pathetic nothing called emptiness.
I live and die under the rule of mortals. All my efforts are in vain.
The devil will smite me.... And God will bind me in a cabletow. Neither is me. But I am likewise neither.
Trouble all around.... as above... so below.
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