Another creepy couple days for me

I probably shouldn't talk about this kind of stuff anymore but it's so creepy I feel others might be interested in it. I've come to realise something presents an idea one way when it means something else that's usually cruel and evil. I don't know if we're allowed to talk about anything slightly sexual so sorry if I'm breaking a rule but this is DISTURBING EVIL STUFF than sexual!!!

The past 2 days has been a game of charades with a being that can manipulate reality... In the psychic game several times in the past couple day I would suddenly imagine a head being pulled back and blood spraying out of it's throat. Every once in a while I get such ideas and I know they're not my own so I usually ignore it after a few seconds and forget about it. This time was weird though. Yesterday I think I was outside again and looking over the balcony at the lawn like usual when I noticed the shadows this day were formed like a Dog head backwards. Dog backwards = God. So I grabbed my camera and took a pic. I thought it looked like snoopy but today I realise it wanted me to think of pluto from disney and the planet...



Then today I came online and saw the Pluto pictures and thought it looked like a butterfly shape which is weird because everday I see butterflies around here.


Then I rotated the picture and made the connections. Dog=Pluto=Planet=Throat Cut...



Just LOOK AT IT! It looks like a humanoid reptilian head with stuff spraying out of it's neck like it is being beheaded... I only say reptilian because the nostrils look like something you'd see on a snake face or something.


I've been making a few posts lately with pictures of the artistic shadows, clouds and even a face in the design of branches and leaves. It synchronizes what I see,think even with what I'm listening to.

Just now I was on the balcony having my usual smoke and listening to music when I pointed out some clouds to someone that looked like a spiral of DNA or something. I pulled the camera out of my pocket by the time it turned on and focused the spiral had vaporized. The left half was spiralled and the other half looked like a clogged up blob. I wondered if meant DNA was diseased or something and the song that just happened to be playing was GUNs and roses Welcome to the jungle where he sings "If you got no money honey we got your disease..." The end of the spiralled half also ended in a triangle point so in way it all looked like a demons tail you'd see in cartoon drawings.

Then I noticed something moving out of the corner of my eye so I looked over and there were fairly large weird looking bugs doing something I never seen before. They were above a tree flying straight up somehow then falling straight back down over and over again like a yoyo. I've never see a bug somehow fly straight up but these things were. They were about 30 feet away so I can't describe what exactly they looked like.

Then I started converting the word BUG in my mind which is 2,21,7 which can be changed in a way to 22 1 7 which is VAG for vagina... then I clued in and realised they were bouncing on a tree which I thought of as a phallic symbol. As I kind of giggled at it the song sang "You're my serpentine...I wanna hear you scream" then it goes on to say I'm going to watch you bleed and making sexual moaning sounds. Like the SERPENT type being in the pluto picture with a reptilian type nose...

I kid you not this actually happened. As if something wanted to say it was going to hurt me again but said it in sexual way so i'd laugh at it. As it was saying F-YOU to me in a creative artistic way.
I only think such things because I've been randomly harmed probably more than many people. Several times in my life I've been just walking and minding my own business when someone attacks me for no reason.

It's so disturbing... Anyone else have an evil creepy being of reality messing with them?

wanna hear you scream" then it goes on to say I'm going to watch you bleed and making sexual moaning sounds. Like the SERPENT type being in the pluto picture with a reptilian type nose

Just curious and I don't mean this facetiously but how much of this exists only in your head? Have you stopped and asked yourself that?

For instance, how do you know what sounds an alien reptile silhouette on Mars makes? I think if you can get to the bottom of that riddle you can address the root issues outlined in this thread.

Lol
I've typed out three lots of attempts trying to not sound like a complete butt hole. Each one ended up sounding worse than the last. I might just grab the popcorn for this one instead.

Butterfly popcorn!


Whoa, just read this bit... I just don't know what to say....

originally posted by: ChrisB76728

Then I started converting the word BUG in my mind which is 2,21,7 which can be changed in a way to 22 1 7 which is VAG for vagina... then I clued in and realised they were bouncing on a tree which I thought of as a phallic symbol.

a reply to: ChrisB76728

so i imagine no one can post here saying you are experiencing schizophrenia without you doubting them and refusing to believe that the connections your mind are making are without merit, so what id like to know is just what do you expect or hope for from people to post here in response to your thread?


my personal opinion, the mind can draw connections anywhere to anything its only limit is its imagination, you have to have some solid physical reasons to draw connections, not just random made up ones. without that mental restriction the mind can run wild with paranoia, which i think it sounds like is what your experiencing.

Nothing you have posted is creepy.
MAYBE synchronicity but really?

I have coincidences like this a lot. But that is all they are. It could be something more but it's not measureable.

Your connections are very reaching. Following it is like...

I like oranges
Oranges have micro dimples
Cats have dimples
Cats like mice
Mice hide
Hiding is suspicious
Suspicious has ten letters
Ten has three letters like cat
Therefore the moon is a hologram and VAG.

Your constructing false bridges in my opinion. But who knows.

a reply to: bluetrees
you said VAG..heheheheehee

a reply to: ChrisB76728

You know, you could be onto something here. Your third picture of Pluto looks like .....

We face imminent attack from multiple Futurama Zoidberg's from Zluto

I was thinking more like the Twitter bird on Pluto. Look!

Could contact be made to extraterrestrials using radio/light in 140 characters or less?

Dude, I'm not gonna be mean, but seriously, what was in that "smoke". I'm not being dismissive, at times in my life I have had such deep thoughts I couldn't put them into words without sounding a bit crazy, but usually these thoughts would fade back to reality after putting the J's down for a few days.

I would recommend a little break from the pipe for a few days til your mind settles down a bit, you want to ride the wave between the rational and irrational, MJ is good for pointing you in the irrational direction and much can be learnt from this, just learn the signs of when you're taking it too far and allow yourself to settle down a bit.

originally posted by: Dem0nc1eaner
Dude, I'm not gonna be mean, but seriously, what was in that "smoke". I'm not being dismissive, at times in my life I have had such deep thoughts I couldn't put them into words without sounding a bit crazy, but usually these thoughts would fade back to reality after putting the J's down for a few days.

I would recommend a little break from the pipe for a few days til your mind settles down a bit, you want to ride the wave between the rational and irrational, MJ is good for pointing you in the irrational direction and much can be learnt from this, just learn the signs of when you're taking it too far and allow yourself to settle down a bit.

It isn't about drugs....if you read his other threads, this is his 'normal' state. He is more than likely schizophrenic, and needs medication. This is a serious issue, and not one to take lightly. I hope the OP gets the help he needs

a reply to: ChrisB76728

I see what you are doing here...and it's not funny, clever, or very creative.

Yep trying to be funny but its not really working too well. I see some humour in it though because there are some silly posts.

Some being won't stop interacting with me in artistic ways.

This isn't that great of an experience but I'll post it anyways as I have no one else to tell and it was kind of amusing and disturbing because for something like this to happen, in my opinion, is impossible without some being making it happen.

I've been posting pics and brief descriptions of how something seems to be manipulating reality and often in synch with the lyrics of music. It just happened today at 4:19.. 419 is interesting because I've been noticing TONS of patterns around me with the number Pi which can be expressed as 3.142 and 3142 days after the 9/11/01 attacks was 4/19/10...
Like Exodus 3:14 (Pi) is when God says "I am who I am" or something like that.

Anyways at 4:19 I was making a cup of coffee and as I stirred it was spilling over. I was listening to my mp3 player and just as I was making it the song Groovy Dead by Rusty started playing... The opening lyrics go like this.

Hello...
I hit top speed
I smoke the dragon
Into the loft
I drag my a-hole
I stick my head under the pillow
It's so groovy when I'm dead

As soon as I lifted up the cup the song sang the line "I stick my head under the pillow" and I noticed the spilled coffee was in the shape of pillow covering half a head. The whole situation was as if some being showing me how much influence it has over reality and as if a way of confirming that it knows what I do because every day I lay on the bed and sandwich my head between the pillows.



Just thought I'd share because I like reading about such things and others might find it interesting. Starting to think maybe there really is a God...

a reply to: ChrisB76728

Chris...

I really wish you would print out some of the stuff you've posted here and share it with your doctor. I'm really starting to worry about you.

originally posted by: AdmireTheDistance
a reply to: ChrisB76728

Chris...

I really wish you would print out some of the stuff you've posted here and share it with your doctor. I'm really starting to worry about you.

I wouldn't worry to much...it's an undergrad art project in the vein of the neo absurdest funk movement popular in the American liberal arts Universities. Crossing the boundaries of performance, graphic arts, literature into a mishmash of "shock" homage to Camus. imo

or perhaps a crank inspired freeform style of mixed media. A sound track by Philip Glass would work with this style. Or Brian Eno...

originally posted by: ChrisB76728 Then I rotated the picture and made the connections. Dog=Pluto=Planet=Throat Cut...

But of course! Oh boy. That's really something.


Try not to hurt yourself or anyone else.

originally posted by: bluetrees
Nothing you have posted is creepy.

I could not possibly disagree more, it's creepy as hell.. just in a different sort of way.

You are reading WAY too much into all this, so please stop focusing on it. You are driving yourself nuts. The more you look for the more you will notice and it's all meaningless. I could take my camera outside right now and walk around and conjure up a bunch of meaningless images from nature. I won't because it's a waste of time if I am looking for some kind of 'message' as you appear to be. If it gets to the point you can't control it, it's obsessive behavior, and there are things that can help you, but if you can still control it without intervention ---- then DO.

After some of the interesting things I seen I asked the creator if it could make another realistic face for me Like I seen years ago that no one believed. I looked directly above me like last time and there was more whispy weird clouds so I grabbed my camera and got a picture of some of it before it faded away. It's kind of hard to make out but you should be able to make out what looks like Aviator style sunglasses and a faint nose and mouth if you stare at it for a minute.

a reply to: ChrisB76728

The images you are seeing say a lot more about you personally and your thoughts than anything else. Basically you are reading tea leaves and finding what you are looking for. Seek and ye shall find. A much better way to go about this would be to ask what other people see in these photos without biasing their minds with your ideas. If a whole bunch of people are not seeing what you see, then its a reflection of what you are thinking about.

This is absolutely not schizophrenia. This is you being overly sensitive to the point where you are converting noise into signal. Your mind is focused on sex and violence, so when it sees something like a cloud or shadows of trees, that is what it will notice first even when there are multitudes of images any given cloud or tree shadow could convey to you.