posted on Nov, 23 2014 @ 10:30 PM
a reply to:
Saylesie17
I wouldnt say so much that i 'forgot". I too remember almost everything out of the ordinary that has happened to me. Like i stated in the OP Up until
my mother and I were talking about it i had always assumed that it was one of my dreams. It has always stuck with me, but was nothing i dwelt on. I
always had what my doctors described, growing up, as an "over active imagination"... especially when it came to my dreams. I had horrible vivid night
terrors, and "waking dreams" throughout most if not all of my childhood. Though they always felt completely real to me, i have had to convince myself
that they really werent. it was often extremely hard for me to seperate what was "real" vs what was only in my head. and in some cases only through
intense therapy, as a child, that i was finally able to come to terms with the things that i would see.
This "memory" is very similar to all of those. I still remember very vividly some of my worst nightmares i had has a child, with strange and
ridiculous imagery, and absolutely no meaning. To me- up until it was discussed openly- i had just "cataloged", if you will, this particular memory
with all of those. My mother also says that up until her and I talked about it she had always thought it was just a dream that she had.
Yes it seemed real to me. Yes i remember it very vividly. But surely because of the outlandishness of it all it had to have been just another one of
those "dreams". However once it was brought up and spoken about we came to the conlcusion that we (my mother and I) either had the exact same dream in
which we did the exact same thing, saw the exact same things, and had each other in our dream....which seems even more illogical to me...... or it
was real and we both had the same experience.
I have no idea why after that point at the barn neither of us remember what happened. I have no reason as to why my mother, being an able minded and
clear headed adult, did not realize the high strangeness of the events and investigate it further in the moment. Logically it doesnt make sense. But
that is the reason i posted this thread to begin with.
To answer your question: I do not know. I know what was experienced- well i guess i really dont even know that- but i i know what i remember
and to the best of my abilities have tried to retell that in this thread... in hopes of understanding this all myself.
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