I might or may not be in a pickle lol

I've noticed heavy-set people seem to more often be anti-drug/alcohol.

I guess you already chose your vice

You guys are awesome. I do greatly appreciate the help and wisdom from each and every one of you! We recently just somehow quit talking with no hard feelings; not really sure what happened, but perhaps, maybe it's for the better. Too different of lifestyles and aspirations. Perhaps one day I will find someone else on the same page as myself, but until then lol time to hit the books!