Bull Shyte

I'm having a really bad day today, I can't see past the bull shyte. It's everywhere I turn, I can't find escape! I need to vent!

It started when I was born and continued from there.

I had my head filled with bull shyte by my family, usually with bull shyte that contradicted the previous days bull shyte.

Then I went to school and guess what? Bull shyte! Moses on one wall, terra-phucking-dactyl on the other. How do you know a question is insolent if it is only the first time you ask? When you are only seven years old? I was so upset that I stopped asking questions. Luckilly I snapped out of it before I was diagnosed as apathetic and medicated for it.

So I decided to go against the grain and be an individual. By dressing like and listening to the same music as all the other individuals. Yep, bull shyte.

Then I was a fiance in the throes of courlty love that would last forever and ever. Enough bull shyte to fertilise my entire countries farms.

Then I worked in healthcare. Did the system support me in taking the words 'health' and 'care' literally? Nope, just a conveyer belt of people with no where else to go. Just sign your house over to the nursing home owner and you will get a five star, all inclusive 24 hour a day nurses at your service, best food available... BULL SHYTE!

Then I was a human rights activist. 30 rights each for every country last I checked. Nothing but first world privileges, or on the other hand an opportunity to attack world leaders for the lack of privileges in their country. Even when we are the cause of their lack of privileges. bull shyte bull shyte bull shyte.

So along comes election time. Con, Lab, Lib, UKIP or Haven't-Got-A-Chance. Bull shyte.

I put the TV on to take my mind off it all and guess what I see on the screen? Yep, more bull shyte. I flick over to the 'non-fiction' news channels...deep breath in...............and release...........

I turn to alternative news and discover that a reptillian from Orions Belt is reading my mind as I read and my details will be sent to the CIA along with DNA samples from the vaccine needles that caused my current day 'ails', and apparently it's all down to some guy named Obama, (unless you are reading this in the future, in which case it will be the other guys fault).

If I sit out in the garden I hear my neighbours talking about bull shyte, if I stay in my house, they sit under my window and talk about bull shyte.

Sometimes I get so annoyed I will go and relax at the park. It goes like this. I sit down, light up a ciggy and wait for the token non smoker to ignore all five of the empty benches just to sit next to my and start coughing dramatically.

I would go to the pub and drink away my problems but apparently a woman walking into a pub is code for 'Please ask me for sex'.

If I don't dress up I am accused of giving up on life and if I do dress up I am called a sllutt. If I try to get around it by dressing nicely, but conservatively, I get accused of pretending to be something I am not.

A man broke into my flat and I woke up to see him sat on the end of my bed. He wanted to talk to me about my Dakini status apparently, at four AM. I knew him and pointed out both his foot and finger prints around the window to the pigs. They said there was nothing they could do. If they cannot do anything legally about him breaking and entering, and I am not allowed to do anything legally about him breaking and entering why even class it all against the law. Lets all just break into other peoples property and do as we please.

I turn up to the supermarket with no children, no car and clothes that I have had for years and am charged 5p per carrier bag because of the vast amounts of CO2 that I emit. Do they consider all the CO2 emited by people working late to earn those extra 5p's?

If I put on weight I am using up NHS resources that are meant for younger generations. If I lose weight I am a bad influence on younger generations.

Older women tell me that they wish they knew what they know at my age and that they wished they had the guts to be themselves. When I have the guts to go against the grain and be myself apparently I am anti-social. If it weren't for the fact that I respect my elders I would tell them that the correct term was asocial and that my asocialness is the effect and not the cause.

People I thought I could trust haven't been in the slightest trustworthy. This has happened so many times know there can be no doubt that it's my fault.

Every time I discover a new truth, it proves another 'truth' to be false.

I believe the only emotions that exist are variations of love and fear but my 'empathy' is used as a weapon against me if I do not feel love for someone that it is fashionable to love. Starving Africans and other people that wouldn't piss on me if I were on fire are frequently at the top of this list, just ask my new friend the Nigerian Prince, he agrees with me I'm sure. Also just why is it that I am always made to feel responsible and guilty for Mr and Mrs M's decision to bring nine children into the world? In a desert? During wartime? That happens to coincide with a permanent famine? What happened to the money I sent for condoms? Spent on bullets no doubt for the weapons so generously donated by my government.

My government.

Dust and dirt. Cleaning in general.

Parents in the queue. Some think adequet discipline is telling the child to phuck off, visciously and loudly. Others glare at you when their unruly kids run into you. Some don't even know where there kids are because they are too busy texting.

Why does everyone on ATS seem to get valium chemtrails but me?

Street lights come on when a car with two white, and two red headlights go past on a clearly marked road. I walk along the same street in darkness.

George Orwell and that Idiots guide to ruling with step by step instructions. 'Thanks' George. Nice one.

Some people go out every weekend drinking, screwing and fighting. They bottle and stab each other, throw bins into the road and set off alarms at all times. They are just lads being lads. I stay home and smoke and I'm labelled a dangerous criminal.

I could see from a very young age what Jimmy Saville was like on TV with those young girls. Why do so many say they didn't see it. Surely not everyone was out making tea at the same time?

Shills and misinformers of the people.

People being more concerned with having control over others than they are having personal power over themselves.

Electricals being made to break after 3 years by my governments pals, then having the government tell me the worlds dwindling resources and warming are my fault.

My governments pals.

People that are communists when you have cash and capitalist when you don't.

Fake people and bull shyters.

Grants from the EU being spent on pretty plant pots and benches when people are sleeping in hospital corridors.

Talented people that create selling out and forgetting the original message.

Insurance companies, solicitors, salespeople, Jehovas Witnesses and other con artists.

Manipulative, vindictive people that claim to be acting out of principal or honour that are constantly complaining about being taken the wrong way.

It's my lungs, my heart, my brain = My business. No, really.

So anyway, that's my day so far.

This exists from the first human being in the world
Sadly, probably will last until the last human :B
All we can do is to continue our lives.
I know that feel
Keep calm and try to not kill everyone

My very favorite election here in the US was in 1980 and my most prideful vote. Barry Commoner ran with the Citizens Party. The political platform for the Citizen's Party consisted of one word. Guess?

S&F for a well done rant. Seriously.

I read every word and have been where you are many times. The only thing I can say is just do you. Don't give a crap about how others perceive you or don't perceive you. They don't have to sleep at night... You do. You will get much better sleep by being you. I am an anti social, tattooed, anti government, stay at home mother. I don't like people. I don't like the fake ness that comes with having to interact with those people.

The bull shiite only counts when you don't know that it's bull shiite. You obviously have a pretty good grasp on what is what so you are far ahead of the game.

I live by a saying... Whatever I do today, I will have to sleep with tonight.

Keep doing you and let everyone else around you continue to exist in their WTF world. They'll either wake up to it or they won't. It's not your job or your responsibility.

Wow, that was terrific! The flow, oh the floe! While I marvel at the way my thoughts decelerate with time and seem less oppressive to me, yours seem so tied up still. Scr&w them all then roll over and light up the proverbial ciggy and slowly exhale.

Sounds like your full of shyte....

It also sounds like you need to find the inner happy and not worry about other peoples shyte..

Carry on with your rant now.

Such a beautiful and shared tragedy....if only I could reach across time and space to be there for you.

I sympathize deeply with your pain and sentiments.
If only I could offer you a pint, I'd love to share our collective and shared sorrows.

I dearly wish for this madness we must endure to pass as swiftly as possible, yet alas, I fear if it should....for what might replace it? I'll be dreaming a beautiful dream for you. Please know you are loved by many hearts out here in the Unknown.

a reply to: Fr33domPoet

Spot on rant.

Just remember...happiness is a choice.

Thank you so much for your kind words Kangaruex. You have no idea how relieved I am to hear you and others see where I'm coming from.

I was telling my mother last week how frustrated with the world I was and she decided that I was depressed, regardless of my protests. She told me she though I need to see a shrink to help me deal with these irrational thoughts. Today is just a bad day really, I'm usually pretty good at seeing the funny side and just being me.

I think it may have been the spider in the bath that set me off, I have limits to how much I can take!

Again, thank you!

Good rant!!







You are strong and victorious and unique in all the world.

a reply to: Fr33domPoet
I read it all, too. You need to be heard, (or read).

I was once exactly where you are now. That anthropology degree is collecting dust in a box somewhere in storage.

I was weighted down by being responsible for everyone on the planet, and they took no responsibility for themselves.
There's only so much a person can take before Snap! goes the dragon.
Sometimes I still get that way, but usually it's after thirty people have called me to do them a favor, most of the time, it's something they can do themselves.

a reply to: Fr33domPoet

Holy crap, that was one of the best things I've ever read.

a reply to: aboutface

Hehe, thank you.

I think it's my own fault. I've been trying out third eye opening exercises and that sort of thing lately. I wish I hadn't bothered now.

Does anyone have a spare blue pill? Oh sweet rose tinted glasses, why hast though forsaken me?

originally posted by: Fr33domPoet
Thank you so much for your kind words Kangaruex. You have no idea how relieved I am to hear you and others see where I'm coming from.

I was telling my mother last week how frustrated with the world I was and she decided that I was depressed, regardless of my protests. She told me she though I need to see a shrink to help me deal with these irrational thoughts. Today is just a bad day really, I'm usually pretty good at seeing the funny side and just being me.

I think it may have been the spider in the bath that set me off, I have limits to how much I can take!

Again, thank you!

You are more than welcome. There are many that live and die and never see "the truth" that is around them all the time. Sometimes you wonder if they aren't better off not knowing that so many things don't make sense/don't add up. Claiming depression makes it easier for those people to ignore what it is you are trying to point out. I've been there too. It's much easier to believe that it's you and not the world that is messed up.

But it can get you down if you let it. You can become so immersed in the insanity that you lose hope in anything. As long as you aren't doing that, you will be ok. It's easy to do and many of us here have done it before. Many take breaks from here on occasion to get away from it all for a while.

Anyway... I do hope your day is brighter tomorrow. The key is to be aware but don't let it dictate how you live your life!

originally posted by: Fr33domPoet
a reply to: aboutface

Hehe, thank you.

I think it's my own fault. I've been trying out third eye opening exercises and that sort of thing lately. I wish I hadn't bothered now.

Does anyone have a spare blue pill? Oh sweet rose tinted glasses, why hast though forsaken me?

You know that saying "ignorance is bliss", right? Well, it goes deeper than that.

That blue pill you want is very real. It's a switch that you find, buried deep in your mind, that changes your opinion of what you see around you. When I see all those things you speak of, I no longer get angry or feel helpless against it; I just love it instead. We are all here fighting our battles and learning our lessons. Some people have lessons to learn that make us jealous of them because they have it "easy" but maybe there's a lesson for the rest of us watching that person.

Heck, maybe your role right now is to be that embittered person, sewing awesome poetry about how much the world sucks but... maybe you aren't. Maybe your role is to rise above all that and start belting out monologues on how to fix it all. But no matter what, you are doing what you should be doing so take comfort in that. We need the embittered person as much as we need the person who looks for solutions.

And take comfort in the fact that you just mesmerized a few handfulls of people reading your thread.

originally posted by: Yuuma
This exists from the first human being in the world
Sadly, probably will last until the last human :B
All we can do is to continue our lives.
I know that feel

Keep calm and try to not kill everyone

I feel the same way. Welcome to life. Lots of shyte. The key? Learn about all the shyte life threw at you, and dont spread more shyte.

Smoke a dube and forget about the shyte every once in a while.

a reply to: Fr33domPoet

I must say, best rant on here in a long time.

I completely understand where you are coming from. I'm in the states but it's the same BS here too. I'm so far beyond over it. If it wasn't for my son I'd probably be in a hospital with one of those mice jackets where you hug yourself.

I use to be very empathic but lately I feel nothing. I don't know what it is but it's not me and I don't like it.


All I can say is I hope things get better and don't worry about what others think! They don't matter.

a reply to: Hoosierdaddy71

You think I'm full of shyte? Well of course I'm full of shyte, at least if theres any truth to the saying 'You are what you eat'. As stated above I've pretty much had a steady diet of the stuff.

I really am happy and even content most days but things just got on top of me a bit when my mother told me to see a shrink because I think odd thoughts like those in the OP. I mean, it's like telling someone to see a General Practitioner to cure grey hair.

Poor shrink would probably slit her wrists after an hour in my head.

Anyway, happy thoughts. Happy happy happy...

originally posted by: GENERAL EYES
Such a beautiful and shared tragedy....if only I could reach across time and space to be there for you.

I sympathize deeply with your pain and sentiments.
If only I could offer you a pint, I'd love to share our collective and shared sorrows.

I dearly wish for this madness we must endure to pass as swiftly as possible, yet alas, I fear if it should....for what might replace it? I'll be dreaming a beautiful dream for you. Please know you are loved by many hearts out here in the Unknown.

Hi General!

You HAVE reached across time and space to be there for me, here on ATS! Thank you!

Well said ... you summed up nicely ( and far more politely ) what I think of so-called "civilization" ..