The Shed 2

a reply to: ccbears

Sorry to hear your hurt CC. But I'm not the guy to ask about affairs of the heart as I can be pretty brutal when it comes to that subject. I'll leave it at that.

originally posted by: ccbears
hello all...i have a question..how do you trust some one when they stole that trust from you...i am so hurt right now..i dont know what i should do...

Hi CC! It depends on who hurt you, how they hurt you and how many times they hurt you. Trust has to be earned.

a reply to: TDawgRex

They call pork the other white meat. I have pork on occasion, lots of chicken as there are so many ways you can prepare it, some fish, some beef. My biggest problem is that I Love cheese and anything that tastes good and isn't good for me. Chocolate OMG! LOL I have to start watching my sugars and carbs. Love different kinds of pasta prepared different ways etc. Nuts are healthy but lots of calories. Portions are another thing I have to be careful about. My will power is next to nothing. LOL I really have to try now. And...I'm doing part time e-cigg, part time regular ciggs. Sigh... so many things I need to change. Shoot me now! LOL

I'm very happy as I have another day of energy. I never have energy! Doing laundry, cleaned out my back hall...Good Lord, who has that many plastic bags? Sorted through the big basket and straightened that out with fish food, rat food, filters for the tanks, rat's bedding. Re-potted a plant who should be a happy camper with leg room. LOL Swept the back hall and kitchen. I am sooooooooo sore right now. Don't take my pain pills every day but I took one today I'll tell ya! LOL

Oh Dawg, for a healthy meal, I make sloppy joes/manwhich with ground turkey, chopped up red peppers and the sauce. Mark and I both enjoy that.

I feel sooooooo relieved. I was so worried about when we might have to move and I asked Mark if we would move in somewhere together or not. We will be able to move in together. Big load off my shoulders. Now if my Doctor next week can at least give me some good news...LOL

a reply to: Night Star

Sounds like a busy but overall good day.

Changing a life style can be rough. I decided a bit back to do it all at once. Cut back my drinking, stopped smoking, actually made a monthly menu and shopped according to it and not my cravings and started working out again. The first month was hard, and of course there are the occasional slip ups which these days really piss me off as noted before.

The only candies I have these days are Haribo Gummi Bears and Dove Dark Chocolate cubes(?). They're easy to enjoy in moderation. And there are always a bag or two of unshelled mixed nuts in the pantry as well. Having to break them open limits the amount I eat.

Everything has had a slow, but positive effect on my health and finances. Which of course makes me paranoid. LOL

a reply to: TDawgRex

Who the hell can eat dove chocolate in moderation? OMG give me a big bar! LOL Actually my Mother eats little pieces of chocolate. It's like...Are you kidding me?? Hahahaha! It is dangerous to have chocolate or cakes or anything that good in the house because limits and I don't get along. LOL

Hi Guys. It was me that hurt CC, again. I took something of Hers that She knows She will get back tomorrow, but it was wrong for ME to do it. It is not the first time this has happened. I know I am a Fu_- Up in this regard, so I am trying to do things to rectify the situation. It has been a long drawn out ordeal for this, so it will take time to fix. I hope She will bear with me through this endeavor, but can't blame Her if She is finally fed up with it all. If so All I can do is wish Her well and hope Her next relationship will not be with a Guy like Me......


ETA: Embarrassed and Ashamed I log off and leave......

a reply to: pheonix358

I will make every attempt to be positive of thought, although I fear that trying to alter the flow of electrical energy through the meat of my brain, might have an adverse affect on its function, and may even render me as afflicted as my colleague!

@ Everyone in the thread:

I jest of course, and will try to remain positive throughout this unfolding scenario. Updates will come as and when possible, although I do hope that you will all understand that the situation as it stands may render me less able to comment with my normal frequency, than I would like, and than you are used to. I will be juggling quite a few more plates with my colleague indisposed as he is, not to mention pulling up the slack which will no doubt come of my mothers involvement with assisting the recovery process hands on.

I am very tired, and I have not eaten yet today, since news of this situation reached us by telephone shortly before the lunch period, which understandably disrupted the normal flow of events.

Bear with me. All prayers are welcome, all concern is appreciated.

a reply to: SyxPak

Well Syx, since you confessed, I will tell you what I used to tell my Soldiers when they screwed up and realized it.

It's time to uneff yourself and pull your head out of your ass and fix it.

I say that with all affection.

Good luck!

a reply to: SyxPak

Syx, I don't know what to say except we love you and will be here for you. I'm sure we have all effed up at one time or another. And CC, at least Syx admitted to his wrong doing and feels bad about it. If he has done it repeatedly, I understand your stress and disappointment. Probably too soon for a group hug?

a reply to: TrueBrit

True Darlin', you have to take care of yourself too. If you don't take care of yourself, you won't be good at taking care of anyone else. Eat and try to get the rest you need. My thoughts and prayers are with you.

a reply to: Night Star

AHHH!

I promised no more Spiders!

No more hugs!

a reply to: TDawgRex

It's time to uneff yourself and pull your head out of your ass and fix it.

I say that with all affection.

OMG that made me laugh!

For all of you.

a reply to: Night Star

I might not be in the military anymore, but I will admit I'm still a gruff SOB at times.

I guess, once it's in you, it's in you.

originally posted by: TDawgRex
a reply to: Night Star
.....I guess, once it's in you, it's in you.

D.D.I.G. !!!!!!!!!!!!!!

a reply to: Gordi The Drummer

What's D.D.I.G?????

Oh wait...I think I get it. LOL

Don't do it Gordi. Right? LOL

a reply to: Night Star

Had a meal at about twenty past eight this evening. Mother has returned from the hospital and updated me as to the situation with my colleague. He is very frail, but in a considerably better condition than he was during the intial episode, the ambulance ride subsequent to it, and the opening stages of his hospitalisation. I will not go into further detail at this point, but we will not know much until about three days from now. After that period, danger of a secondary event will be reduced to a managable factor.

Till then, we are all going to be on our tippy toes!

a reply to: TrueBrit

An Angel for your friend to watch over him.