posted on Aug, 9 2014 @ 11:39 PM
Uuhhh Eminem, I sent out your fan mail letter on Tues looked up tracking info today and it said it was undeliverable and will be returned. I spent 8
months writing it and if it gets lost in mail or my sister takes it. I am not writing another one. 90 pages two sided and 5 pages for drawings. I said
, I am not gay, met gay people in psych ward talked about one kid was laughing at him cause he tried to do.....not here. I don't know. I was writing
for awhile, Jonathan Davis of Korn and that guy from Red Hot Chili Peppers both hate me because of my anti-gay stance I took. Watching the videos on
MTV or whatever. Linkin Park last album were talking some crap and the new one Hunting Party, are they trying to look cool or be bad for those in the
know? I overreacted when listening to 4 songs. Cutting myself on stage like Iggy Pop. Well I guess since none of the 1% showed up or did anything,
they are all a bunch of pus****.
Hoping I get the letter back. Was almost 200 pages, I started writing Nov. 7th 2013 and kept journaling about my life, things I bought went to work,
movies I saw. Just 8 or so months of writing a letter to someone I have never met , but knows me? And was illuminati and worked on my government
project(the Beast). I wrote sorry I held it back so long wanted to sorta pretend I knew you and keep magic alive. Two rooms and listening devices, the
Truman Show. I was waiting on this girl I was flirting with and nothing happened. Yeah I know , got 99 problems and a girl ain't one she is all 99 .
I wanted to try to be saved and in a relationship so happy ending after so long cloak and dagger being a loner , keeping secrets to self.
I talked about writing Trent Reznor , looked at some of his recent music , haven't bought any NIN since high school. Says how to destroy angels, he
hates Christianity it shows in his music. I don't know him personally but he may have had a history of experimentation or something. I decided not to
write him like his music, he might lock me in Saw basement and molest me and torture me. Some people think I am Omega. He is evil I think and maybe
not write to people that don't ask me too.
Like that Limp Bizkit song "My Generation", for awhile when I had the golden ticket I worked with everyone on the music scene. Tool a Perfect
Circle, Maynard James Keenan. He wrote Aenima a song about the end of the world , he had a dream. Today thinking of my origin story if I was a real
life super hero, I used to read spawn comics till 13 , didnt know what sex was almost died , come back to sleepy get better over time. I mean that
would be prequel or childhood of life. Stay a little kid too long, all this beautiful art around. If my origin story is Spawn comics or a child's
dream of a crush on a girl then Aenima song and video would be the music video origin. It's from 1996 but I think it's illuminati. Aenima aren't
they the thinks you stick up your butt? Dream about the end of the world? I put these question marks here cause they are secrets.
Listening to Demi Lovato one hit wonder. How do some of these people get record deals anyway. Cher Lloyd who was in her song is a really good rapper.
Sounds pretty. Listening to the Maddock brothers or something 8 years later where is the rest of Good Charlotte. I predict there will not be another
record coming out.
Also a perfect circle. They got a cd called Emotive cover songs Imagine is on there. Got a song , when the leevee breaks, and counting sheep to the
rhythm of the war drum. 2004 before I went online asking me or trying to trick me , in hindsight, to stay quiet and don't go online. Soon after that
everything fell apart. People rebelled in there own ways, and so did I.
I am going to try hardest to get letter back and re send it, I wrote a lot.