By: ldyserenity [WRITER]
This Life of Mine [NOV2013]
I remember nothing of how I was brought into this world, my memory doesn't go back that far. The earliest memory I have was realizing how small I was
in a world with Giants, of the loud noises their materials made. Vroom Whoosh!! RING RING...Bang bang. Being cold and alone and so small, I'd hide in
trees and bushes, in holes and behind tall buildings of stone and wood sometimes. I'd eat out of trash cans sometimes and chase little lizards and
sometimes mice, but being too young, I could never catch them. I drank out of puddles when it had rained, but that's not very often. Oh and the rain,
I couldn't stand, I loathed the wetness, I despised the feel of it, the chill it gave me. I crouched and hid from the giant loud hind leg walkers. If
they tried to approach me I'd skitter off or sometimes I'd growl at them and scurry off behind whatever would block me from their sight. Most of them
were too frightful to imagine them getting a hold of me. I didn't know if they were predators but I knew they were not prey. So I feared them very
much. All I knew was fear. Most everything was bigger than me and I was not taught anything, I had been alone as far back as I could remember. Cold
and alone in this enormous world that I knew nothing about. I've seen others of my kind but they would chase me off or spit at me. They didn't like
outsiders. Then one day something happened.
I remember the smell, oh what a wonderful smell it was. I don't know exactly what kind of food this was, but I knew that it was FOOD! REAL FOOD!!! I
was so hungry I just couldn't resist. I followed the smell to the source. Unfortunately for me I was unaware that my ruin would be some yummy food. I
walked into a metal box. It had wide holes and I thought nothing of it, I could probably squeeze through the holes if anything happened they looked
big enough and I was so tiny. All I could think of was filling my belly with that wonderful smelling food. And then I heard the clatter of
metal...clink...I turned and saw that now the box was enclosed. There was now no way out and I started to try to squeeze out through one of the large
holes, but they were smaller than I had first thought and now my belly was full and sticking out making it harder. I started to cry and yowl. What
kind of torture device was this? What or whom had set this trap, I figured it was one of the Giants that walked on their hind legs. Good thing they
did, they're front legs looked too short to be any help for walking on. But what did they want from me? Were they going to hurt me? I was terrified. I
was still trying to find a way to get out of this box, alone I started to try and squeeze through the hole again I couldn't even put my head out of
it. The darkness was coming and I was so scared. I wanted out that's all I could think about. But now I was exhausted from the yowling and the trying
to get out and all I could do was curl up into a little ball and sleep. I didn't want to, but the feeling overpowered me until I gave in.
The light shined against my body as I awakened, and I felt the warmth caress the exposed side of my body. It felt so wonderful that I thought maybe it
had all been a horrible dream. Yes, I have dreams, but never had a nightmare, until, wait... no...it was no nightmare! I see the metal bars with the
door shut. I begin to panic again seeing this horrible insidious device which has caught me in its' awful snare. I sit growling and hissing at the
noises I hear and then someone comes, a hind leg walker getting out of the large wheeled motor machine the kind that makes the wooshing and vrooming
noises and the honk honk noises. It looks to be a male giant. He has big meaty paws, they're a horrible looking bunch they are. I am graceful and
beautiful and worthy of praise, they are ugly and horrid abominations. He approaches the box and his great gob opens up and he says "Aren't you a
beauty?" Well, yes I am I certainly AM!!! But I growl at this maniacally grinning man and spit and yowl...he says"Oh tough gal, eh?" I hiss loudly and
raise my back and swat towards his face. He says "Oh come now, settle down, it'll be ok" I growl again and add in another hiss. He picks up the box
with me stuck inside and puts me into the back of the motor machine. I am starting to feel panic set in again and I start throwing myself against the
sides of the box making clinking sounds as I hit the sides. Suddenly I feel a pinch in my side and I yowl loudly. I become sleepy and pass out. The
next thing I see is that I am in some kind of inside place on a flat metal surface and there is a female Giant inspecting me. She looks kinder, but I
still don't trust these Giants. She doesn't look quite as ugly as the male. She is holding me by the tuft behind my neck. Suddenly another sharp pain
hit me in the hind leg and it makes me yowl and screech. I hiss at her. Am I going to get sleepy and pass out again? Except this time I don't, I don't
feel any different. This was odd. Before I can figure out what's going on I feel another pinch in my hind leg and another. "There, all done, darling.
Now You will be okay." Then she puts me in a slightly larger box with a bunch of tiny holes and shuts a door it makes a clinking sound. It's a metal
barred door somewhat like the entire tiny cage they had me in.
The male Giant is back and he picks the carrier up with me inside and takes me to another part of the inside place. Down a long narrow corridor we go
and then into a place filled with larger metal boxes that line the walls and I see that there's no escape from these either as the holes are much too
small to fit through. I see others like me spitting, crying, yowling in each of these boxes. Finally we reach a spot that's empty, the male says "Here
you are, Beautiful, here's your apartment with a view, all set for you!" He opens the large cage's door, then faces me towards the cage and opens my
carrier's door. He then grabs me by the tuft behind my neck, but I won't go without a fight, I start wriggling and my hind leg finds one of his meaty
hands and I release my claws and dig in and squirm and push against his meaty paw. I growl and hiss and he throws me in the large cage and slams the
door shut with a loud clink. In the cage there is a bowl of that wonderful smelling food and a bowl of the wet stuff that comes down from the sky,
only it's clean and clear and I taste it, it tastes wonderful. I drink then I eat the wonderful smelling food and then I am sleepy again. I go to
sleep.
I awaken and all is silent and dark, but I can see everything, no problem, and I see that my cage is set between other cages and that I can actually
see one like me on either side of me. One is much bigger, I smell that he is a male, on the other side is another female, she seems about the same age
as me. She is also awake and yowling. I walk up to the side of my cage near her and I say "Excuse me,"
The female keeps crying "Excuse me," I say, "Could you stop crying for a minute and answer me?" But she continues to cry. So I walk to the other side
of my cage to the older male who is sleeping and I say "Wakey wakey," He still sleeps, I say again a bit louder "Wakey, wakey"...he yawns and
stretches and remarks "Why do you wake me up?" As he strolls to my cage and I say "What is this place?" The male says "I'm not sure exactly, but
couldn't this have waited until my nap was over?" Then he yawns and stretches, in a kind of bow
edit on 10-11-2013 by ldyserenity because:
trying to fix spacing