posted on Oct, 24 2013 @ 09:59 AM
Even our bodies are hand picked, worked out according to Higher Self/Source and whatever we're meant to do. It includes our dna, our health levels,
though some activities can create health situations, others seem related to our basic body and its interaction with environment, ie radiation and
toxins, that we have no control over growing up. Our personalities. There is a part of me that would rather not seek the healings and just focus on
encouraging others to use their energy in the community. But I also know that HS is very outgoing, yes she has the deep thinker/counseling element
for when I had contact with HS, within and without me, but as a person, she was beautiful, and Mother/Counselor/Priest or Spiritual/Scientist/Artist,
and had great sense of humor, but I was never gifted with humor and come backs, too busy absorbing every nuance in the environment, retrieving all
like information and connecting dots. That is what "innies" do. I don't think if I'd been working as an extrovert, doing some counselign or
other related things, writing, I would have woken up.
And because of that, the people who say, don't expect help from above, humanity is expected to do it all themselves. They don't understand the
system they're in. Earth is very interactive to your tasks and state of consciousness. People are in bodies assigned for their works and roles.
Only a few can actually take the time to wake up. So if thats the case, its not about waking up. So what is it about then. Because as an "innie"
who spends alot of time comparing information and connecting dots, all my life, instead of focusing on the outer workings like my ex, and his friends
and parties and to me the outer is just a bad dream. So...to solve the dilemna of earth, all my life, I've known you have to get deeply in, try to
solve why its even allowed to operate like this, why its like this, and what its about, and try to free everyone from the bad dream.
Yet, now, its becoming apparent to me if its not about waking up and only some can wake up more, and for the rest who are very busy in their lives, it
really takes huge events over and over to dislodge them from normal asusmptions of life. But they have to be doing those roles and maintaining their
families, world systems, and this was chosen for them and even by them, for their lessons.
Then deep thinking on the issue tells you, something else is going on here. And that means, when they're trying to tell you its all your fault and
you have to sacrifice your children and lives solving it, that the corporations and PTB and their workers and writers, are just bullies. Raping earth
and enslaving people, racking up huge profits and blaming humanity for what THEY ARE DOING, and telling them they need to solve their mess, but
solving their mess means getting rid of them, and thats they can't just do using wrong methods, or they become the dark side. So the ones saying
this without deep thought on the subject are needing to go past that. And the other ones saying this ARE BULLIES.
In reality it doesnt appear to be about everyone waking up and doing something, it appears to be, that we indeed get wake ups from family because the
system we enter and roles we play, (on average) for most, prohibit deep thinking and doing this, most stay on the surface of life, but if they didn't
all the fast moving energetic flows of activities and even intercessions with family woudln't even get done. They have to stay somewhat on the
surface of life.
It's built in the way it is for things to function. So that means, we need all the intercessions and nudges we can get. And also that it doesnt
require a revolution to change the world, but a change of heart.
And if it doesnt work that raising frequency and a change of heart and changing our minds works at changing the world, then nothing will in the end.
So just roll up the rug and get everyone out, because there's no point in being recycled over and over learning the same things over and over.
And that is why our Family is with us every step of the way, but also why the other side is here trying to hold us back, and they're the ones
entrenchd into our police state and police state technology, the ones the leaders and PTB here work with.
Most of the ones here who were meant to deep think and wake up and hold frequency, are not in public positions, some are doing some work with videos
and waking people up INDI style, but they don't sell out and work for the establishments, and they're kind of hidden. "Watchful ones amongst the
slaves" was a line from a Joni Mitchell song that stuck with me for years. And "wisdom looks up from the bottom of the well".