posted on Oct, 15 2013 @ 05:33 AM
I just don't give a f@k about anything anymore.
Let it all be.
All my life i was haunted by frustration.
Its not that i cant take it.
I can.
But that game is old and shabby now.
Its just not making sense anymore.
All that´s left is people. I just love all beings.
I love you, i love my neighbor, my boss, my wife, my dog, i just love all the beings.
That´s what´s real now.
The rest is just a memory, i am letting go all the conquests, all the carousel, all the toys, all the up and downs...
People are real, souls are eternal, they are permanent, they are reality, the rest is just a dying mist.
My wishes, my wanting, my mr nice guy social role, my sports, my car, my face, my smile, my body, my intelligent speech, my dreams, my hope, my fear,
my drama...
I don't care about all that anymore.
I am unleashing myself from it all.
There is only people now.
I love people.
I love me too but i am not hungry anymore, i don't need to be fed.
I work, i have my routine, but its just to survive on the flesh, i am not ambitious in society anymore, i just want to treat people right, make them
happy, empathize, be caring, be lovable.
There is nothing left but me and other people now.
All souls are eternal, they are the real life.
And i just love them.
The rest is just fading away...