posted on Oct, 3 2013 @ 11:03 AM
reply to post by BigBrotherDarkness
I understand that completely, that mind state only lasted for a few days, and I could of attempted to go back into the state again, months later.
However, I never did end going back to it. I was more interested in what caused such a mind state though. Was it just the inspiration I had in my head
at the time, or was it my first time using a binural beat(which may have helped, or have been the cause), I was to the point where my job did even
phase me anymore for that period. I didn't hold onto it though, even though it was a cherished experience for me.
I knew I could of done it again without the binurals sometime later, but I chose not too. I don't know if it was fear holding me back. Plus i had a
very bad experience with my spirituality many months before hand.
So in a way, I learned not become to attached to my spirit or inspirations if you will due to that foolish error in my meditations. Third Eye
meditations were a complete upset, and made me to attached.
I think my previous dumb-assrie had prepared me in its own weird way. I guess the way has way to many paths for every journey to sound the same. It
not so much getting to the destination, but the story of journey.
I think inspiration/or aspirations is an important part of meditation, it just it could only go so far really, to where it just becomes an attachment.
As to not let our passions burn out of control, and to become gentle like a stream, instead of rushing waters. I will only understand so
much.
edit on 3-10-2013 by Specimen because: (no reason given)