ive hit rock bottom

I feel so low.

Time goes by way too fast.

It is impossible for me to make a correct decision because the information I have to go off of is from somebody lying to me.

ugghhhh

OP, just read this: stevegunn.net...

Completely opened my mind COMPLETELY. I'm not sure if your going through the same thing I'm going through, but I honestly think this is a part of the loss of ego and spiritual transformation.

when i hit rock bottom i start digging hope everything turns out ok

Here is what I tell others that tell me that they hit rock bottom....

My cell phone is off.

Well there are people in this world that dont have 2 cups and a string to make a fake phone.

I wish I could eat out more.

Well there are people that eat out all the time.. usually from the trash.

I wish I had a girlfriend/boyfriend.

There are people out there that can be killed for holding hands, yet they love each other even though they cant be together.

Why did so and so leave me.

They couldnt see the gem they had in front of their eyes, and frankly its their lose.
And mind you this is even for those that dont know how to act right, there is someone out there that can love you for you. Feeling down will only make you miss an opportunity.

ALWAYS know that there is someone else out there that is having a worse day then you, there is someone out there at their wives or husbands funeral. Love what YOU do have, and believe me the right person will see that love, and hold on to you the way that you should be.


Peace, NRE.

Im homeless, now jobless, I haven't eaten for 4 days when I blew up.

I feel so bad. I decided to go south. Im in Galveston now.

We had plans to leave together. Now I cry myself to sleep every night.

I travel the coast praying I see her again.

Im still searching Ali