Okay. I need help here. I am desperate.

Thanks for the reply, I've never seen that before. I'll look into it.

My mom and dad broke up.

The crappy thing is, they decided to work on their relationship and take things slow, both trying to get closer to God, and both trying to dull down their pride. That was a great decision on their part.

Then, a lingering suspicion regarding my father was recently confirmed, screwing the whole thing up.

Like my cousin and I suspected, its been confirmed that he's been talking to my stepmother again.

After my mamaw and I found my papaw dead in the living room, I called 911 and they took him to the hospital. They were able to revive him, thank God, but he's in a coma... and when my mom and dad went to visit him in the hospital a few days ago, my dad was on the phone with my stepmother the whole time. It really hurt my mom.

When my mom decided to go home, without talking to my dad, my dad whispered to my cousin "I don't know why she's acting like a stuck up bitch right now."

That pissed me off.

So, because my dad is an asshole, their relationship didn't work out.

Not to mention, my dad is willing to stay on good terms with a woman who physically abused me and the other kids all my life, tried to have me arrested twice, and even once threatened to kill me.

That, along with the recent revelation that most of my friends are selfish, unreliable trash, makes me all the more motivated to move back to home sweet Texas next year.

Sorry to vent so much, guys. I know I'm venting to ATS way too much... but this stuff is really hitting me hard, and the fact that I almost never get to see my fiance anymore makes it nearly unbearable.

It scared me beyond measure to find Papaw in the living room after he had a massive heart attack. I dreamed about it last night... the dream was really drawn out and weird, but the parts involving Papaw were distinct.

One part involved me finding his body, mangled and partially decomposed, and then later in the dream, he came home from the hospital, good as new, and I gave him a hug and cried like crazy.

Papaw's not super close to me or anything, but I love him like I love the rest of my family... it scares me to think of any of my loved ones dying. I hope he comes out of this.

Thanks, if you took the time to read my venting, ATSers. God bless

Feel free to vent at me too, guys.

Sorry to vent so much, guys. I know I'm venting to ATS way too much... but this stuff is really hitting me hard, and the fact that I almost never get to see my fiance anymore makes it nearly unbearable.

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Vent away, hon. Better out than in, I've done my fair share of venting here on ATS. Which is kind of weird when you think about it...venting on a conspiracy website? But ATS is also like family, so in at way it does make sense.

Wishing you well,

smylee

Originally posted by smyleegrl

Sorry to vent so much, guys. I know I'm venting to ATS way too much... but this stuff is really hitting me hard, and the fact that I almost never get to see my fiance anymore makes it nearly unbearable.

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Vent away, hon. Better out than in, I've done my fair share of venting here on ATS. Which is kind of weird when you think about it...venting on a conspiracy website? But ATS is also like family, so in at way it does make sense.

Wishing you well,

smylee

Thanks sis, you rock.

Most of my friends are guys, because I hate girls. All the girls I know are whiny, loose, immoral, and backstabbers. I wish I knew some of the ATS girls in real life. They give me hope for my gender, and my species altogether. People like you give me hope.