Apology of darkness

Oh darkness, i have been so unfair!
You are the queen of life, as light is the king.
But i denied you, i feared you, i ran away from you.
I was weak, so forgive me.
But not anymore.
My beloved darkness, now i love you.
I love you just as i love light, because you are equal.
How many times have i felt bad and rejected this feeling with all my being?
Dark emotions you are the challenge, you are the conquest, i now know that.
Without you, i wouldn't know all the light emotions.
There is no love without hate.
No joy without sadness.
No confidence without doubt.
There was a time i couldn't handle you, but i want you now.
I want to feel all my dark emotions,
I want all my fear, my desperation, my hate, my aggressiveness, my loneliness, my low self esteem.
I love you now, i no longer fear you
What a relief, life is not feared anymore.
Life produces hard feelings, i used to fear life for that.
Sometimes i would even hate it.
But now i enjoy my dark feelings, they make me feel alive...
Now i enjoy all parts of life, i enjoy all that i am, all that i feel, i enjoy all of existence now.
I now understand that there is no hero without a villain
I love the villain now as i always loved the hero.
I love yin and yang.
Darkness, now that i finally love you
I love all that is.

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good morning to you...

S&F just for the title alone. It really fires the imagination ! Nice work.

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Good morning to you too.

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Thanks!

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What if you were in hell being tortured by burning in fire for eternity? Would you love that? Would you still love God if you were sentenced to eternal torture no matter how good or bad you were?

" The truly Enlightened, may seek refuge in the shadows. "

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Oh i felt hell and torture a lot and i hated it, now i am done with that, i love it now.

Originally posted by arpgme
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What if you were in hell being tortured by burning in fire for eternity? Would you love that? Would you still love God if you were sentenced to eternal torture no matter how good or bad you were?

"Love me, or suffer."

What an obsessed girlfriend this god is.

I'd rather be in hell.

Originally posted by arpgme
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What if you were in hell being tortured by burning in fire for eternity? Would you love that? Would you still love God if you were sentenced to eternal torture no matter how good or bad you were?

We react to events, i can choose to react well, i can choose love or hate.
If i cant stop being tortured, if i cant stop to feel bad about it, above all this, i can choose to love al this events (the torture and feeling bad about it).

There is always a choice.

Observe, recognize and then choose: love or hate?

Whatever love touches, it is turned into light...
If you love fear, where is fear?
Can you feel love and fear at the same time?
If you can put all your love, in loving fear, what happens to fear?

(EDIT: OP made another thread.) Lol.

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Originally posted by Manula
Whatever love touches, it is turned into light...
If you love fear, where is fear?
Can you feel love and fear at the same time?
If you can put all your love, in loving fear, what happens to fear?

Don't get it.

Originally posted by arpgme
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What if you were in hell being tortured by burning in fire for eternity? Would you love that? Would you still love God if you were sentenced to eternal torture no matter how good or bad you were?

Why are you stuck on the dualistic principle?

Or are you?

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There is always a choice.

I am happy you have come to this conclusion, and wish more would to as choice is ours alone no matter what the experience brings us.

Originally posted by Manula
Whatever love touches, it is turned into light...
If you love fear, where is fear?
Can you feel love and fear at the same time?
If you can put all your love, in loving fear, what happens to fear?

Where are we? can answer that question of yours.


Fear becomes love as love becomes fear. Unless the source wishes to unite consciousness from the dualistic purpose of our being into being a whole or one, our reality will experience transformations or evolutions of concepts and experiences we face over time.

Hey this is just my view/perception and interpretation of the madness and love surrounding us and like the way you have created this thread

S/F

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Observe, recognize and then choose: love or hate?

Simple to write, hard path to walk.

Embracing the darkness has given me the ability to somewhat choose if I am to experience anger. Many times it feels as though as time stops and can discuss what I am experiencing and then actually choose whether to be angry or to just let go. It seems when I choose anger over letting go I do not experience that moment where time stops or slows to allow to think about how I will react. Its funny when I choose to overcome that which controls, I have the experience of something what could be only described as magical.

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Originally posted by winofiend

Originally posted by arpgme
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What if you were in hell being tortured by burning in fire for eternity? Would you love that? Would you still love God if you were sentenced to eternal torture no matter how good or bad you were?

"Love me, or suffer."

What an obsessed girlfriend this god is.

I'd rather be in hell.

edit on 13-5-2013 by winofiend because: edit - your to this, as I see I am wrong on that!

This has nothing to do with God, and the reason I asked is to see if that "unconditional love" Manuela claimed to have was actually real, because if "I" were burning in hell for eternity I do not know if I'd be able to "love" that experience.

My point is: for most people, "pain" and "suffering" can only be loved to a limit and it'll be hard to love such extreme and continuous pain.

MANUELA, if you can do this then that means you can even turn "hell" into "heaven". Good for you. I am still working on this. I doubt something like this will actually happen, but I just wanted to know if it were possible to even love the most possible situation (extreme and endless torture)...

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My point is: for most people, "pain" and "suffering" can only be loved to a limit and it'll be hard to love such extreme and continuous pain.

Strange...

I would say the opposite yet I cannot speak for most people, or even another one, only for myself.
Experiencing pain and suffering and having that transform into love or harmony is moving to the next level so to speak or moving beyond the normal reactions one would expect from such experiences.

There is pain and suffering, the illusion of levels of extremities are........ illusions. Pain is pain and suffering is suffering no matter at what extreme.

When the soul faces these challenges it does so without a materialistic concept or worse or better.

None alive have overcome fear and been able to express how to in a way for all to understand,

The closest understanding I have to overcome fear is to accept and experience it without judgement.

Just like many things in this material world, the more one practices their trade the better they will be at their trade. The more one lives by just experiencing and accepting without judgments the easier it becomes to experience pain and suffering. its the judgements we have on those experiences that make us who we are in the eyes of others