Can anybody help me with this???

For the last few months I have been seeing this black wolf in my dreams. It's not just I see blacvk wolves when I see, it's all the same wolf!!!

What is going on??? Now, I've started to feel a presence around me wherever I go. When I try to open my third eye, and use auric vision, I see a fuzzy shape with a hazy center in the shape of w wolf.

And now, I've started having this voice talk to me in my head, even when I meditate and clear my head completely. The voice is not my own. It is different than mine. And as I speak to it, it tells me things I don't even know (older things, not lottery ticket numbers. sorry, guys.) Only stuff like how to conjure up a Watcher in the Sumerian religion (looked it up afterward. It was completely accurate.)

WHAT IS GOING ON?!!? AM I JUST GOING CRAZY?!!?

P.S: I know the wolf spirit is following me, because I know a girl who is bery skilled in Pagan magic, and she did a test with her pendant, where hot means that I am not being followed by a spirit, and cold means I am. The pendant felt like ice...

Originally posted by AbandonedKid
For the last few months I have been seeing this black wolf in my dreams. It's not just I see blacvk wolves when I see, it's all the same wolf!!!

What is going on??? Now, I've started to feel a presence around me wherever I go. When I try to open my third eye, and use auric vision, I see a fuzzy shape with a hazy center in the shape of w wolf.

And now, I've started having this voice talk to me in my head, even when I meditate and clear my head completely. The voice is not my own. It is different than mine. And as I speak to it, it tells me things I don't even know (older things, not lottery ticket numbers. sorry, guys.) Only stuff like how to conjure up a Watcher in the Sumerian religion (looked it up afterward. It was completely accurate.)

WHAT IS GOING ON?!!? AM I JUST GOING CRAZY?!!?

P.S: I know the wolf spirit is following me, because I know a girl who is bery skilled in Pagan magic, and she did a test with her pendant, where hot means that I am not being followed by a spirit, and cold means I am. The pendant felt like ice...

According to some random website:

Wolf
To see a wolf in your dream symbolizes survival, beauty, solitude, mystery, self-confidence and pride. You are able to keep your composure in a variety of social circumstances and blend into any situation with ease and grace. You are also a loner by choice. Negatively, the wolf represents hostility, aggression, or sneakiness.�It may reflect an uncontrollable situation or an all-consuming force in your life.�This could point to an obsession, an addiction or something that is beyond your control.

To see a black wolf in your dream represents your shadow. There are characteristics of the wolf that you are refusing to acknowledge or incorporate into your Self.

Feeling a funny presence? Just a guess, probably a physiological change going on with in your body, and/or you have convinced yourself into always feeling this presence even if it's not there.

auric visions, funny shapes, shape of a wolf....
1. How do you induce auric visions?
2. I suggest that auric visions are more of a synesthesia/empathy/visual hallucination thing.
3. You're seeing what you want to see "shape of a wolf"...

Voices in your head?
This again goes back to the whole physiological change, possibly a switch in brain chemistry. Is it possible that you have a history of mental illness in your family? Just throwing it out there... I'd go seek professional help.

And as I speak to it, it tells me things I don't even know (older things, not lottery ticket numbers. sorry, guys.) Only stuff like how to conjure up a Watcher in the Sumerian religion (looked it up afterward. It was completely accurate.

You've probably read these things before, or the information may have even been present with out you consciously picking it up... your subconscious did. The voice is probably just your brain looping back information it picked up. I wouldn't put too much significance behind what this voice says, other than to marvel at the amazingness that is our brains.

It's possible that you're going crazy, I wouldn't get too worked up over it though... Be proactive, seek some help professionally and restrain from over attaching any significance in the realm of the 'spirit world' or 'divine intervention'.

Best of luck

ah. ok. well, I can't say that I totally agree with you, but I guess your explanation makes sense.

As for your question, I just collect energy, and then will my third eye to open. simple. - kinda.
mostly.
a little...

Maybe seek out a Native American shaman or medicine man. He will tell you why you are repeatedly seeing the Wolf.

reply to post by AbandonedKid


Hey there ... to me it sounds like Black Wolf is your Totem Animal ... totem medicine/energy usually comes into your life at the time you need it most.

Wolf is compassionate and intelligent ... Wolf is the pathfinder ... so it sounds like he is here to guide you into the next new chapter of your life.

Woody

reply to post by AbandonedKid


Maybe you have started to awaken, it happens in stages.

Why not meditate on who you are to find the rest of the answers, they don't all come at once. although at some stage they do, sounds strange but that's how it is.

Have you ever thought that the wolf could be a spirit protector

Seeing visions is one thing, hearing is quite another. Sounds like you are awakening. Time to make notes of your experiences for future reference. Keep listening and writing down what is being said.

I would also suggest that you don't take to heart what everyone says. Time to make your own thoughts and trust yourself. If this is happening it is rare and count yourself lucky

reply to post by AbandonedKid


I don't think you have to worry. many strange things happen when meditating.
It will become clearer, if you relax and see where the wolf takes you.

Blessings.
.

reply to post by AbandonedKid


Magic and spirits. You are off your head mate. Dreams are weird but invisible wolfs following you around and possessing you from time to time to impart useless knowledge is just lame. Stop touching stones, put down the blunt and give yourself a shake.

reply to post by EA006


That's your ignorant opinion. Like someone that gives advice on fixing a car but hasn't really ever even looked at the engine.

reply to post by AbandonedKid


Had a wolf experience myself in this town, it was pretty cool. Have no idea where it came from.

Start writing down the things you dream and speak about (with this other voice), and for goodness sake don't listen to those who just go straight for the questioning of your sanity. I'm sure that's actually not helping you to solve or nut out what's going on.

Hope that helps.

Curious to know what the voice said too.... just so you know

Originally posted by STARTRUTH49
reply to post by EA006

 

That's your ignorant opinion. Like someone that gives advice on fixing a car but hasn't really ever even looked at the engine.

Doesn't make me ignorant for suggesting some substances may have been ingested in this hard to believe story. Hearing voices is usually a sign of insanity or mental instability. Encouraging this nonsense is why we have so many misguided people wandering around. I think it's sad you promote this without evidence. Solid factual evidence.

reply to post by woodwytch


hello woody ,thanks for jumping in here . to the abandonedkid listen to her find out not only about the totem animals but also about the power animals ,they go hand in hand with one another .they are guides ,gaurds ,protectors and teachers ,watch listen learn and pay attention to the wolf ask it anything and it will respond do not fear it sit with it and talk accept it the same as you do to your best friend in the world as that is what it will become for you over time .

sounds like totem animal to me too.. but there is some fear going on with it, for you..

i do spiritual healing work, so later on today/tonight i will tune in and have a look for you.. if its negative i will break it and release it.. i do that a lot..

if you are just awakening though and starting to notice the spirit world around you, it can be frightening, when it really shouldnt be.. i used to say if some spirit was bothering me (or i thought it was) "I am more powerful than anyone or anything around me, nothing can hurt me, nothing can get to me, nothing can latch onto me".. say that a few times and its surprising how powerful that is.. a good shield everyday is important too..

i will know when i tune into you what the deal is with the wolf..

peace and love..

This maybe of no help what so ever, but here is my wolf dream when I was younger. Perhaps there is a correlation of some nature.

I was very young. So young in fact that it around that time I had to get shot after shot it seemed to be immunized for school entrance.

In my toddler dreams, a wolf was chasing me around with a hypodermic needle. Guess that's how I viewed the nurses that gave me the shots. They were wolves in sheep's clothing.

Maybe there is some distrust with some of your relationships. Just a thought. Don't kill the messenger.

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ok so i had a look at you today, as i had some free time at one point.. what i do when i do a distant healing on someone or just tune into them, is put them into a crystal light cave first and give them all the support and protection they need and get permission from them and their guides, thats before i do anything..

im new here, so no one knows me or what i do, so its just an opinion on what the issue was.. you can take it or leave it, if it doesn't resonate just push it to the side.. I will give you the short version..

what i could see was a rip in the dimensional fields and the vibrations and frequencies were blasting you.. so all we did was close it.. it took a while, but as we closed it, all the wolves went back through it.. there were multiple wolves.. you are very strong energy wise, and sensitive obviously. this had nothing to do with you as an energy being or person.. it was totally random, and just one of those things.. so let me know if that feeling/sensations etc have stopped.. it should take a day to integrate through.. you should notice a difference..

i think you really need to start protecting each day.. if you google Lisa Renee 12dimensional shield, you will find a great shielding process.. i use it.. it connects you down through your earth chakra and then up into the heart of the true light world.. when i was just starting out, i would ask my guardian angel to support and protect me while im asleep and in dreamstate, and would imagine her hand coming down and touching me and sealing a grid around and under my bed.. hope it helps.. peace..

Originally posted by EA006

Originally posted by STARTRUTH49
reply to post by EA006

 

That's your ignorant opinion. Like someone that gives advice on fixing a car but hasn't really ever even looked at the engine.

Doesn't make me ignorant for suggesting some substances may have been ingested in this hard to believe story. Hearing voices is usually a sign of insanity or mental instability. Encouraging this nonsense is why we have so many misguided people wandering around. I think it's sad you promote this without evidence. Solid factual evidence.

Your ignorance seems to be your only shining achievement. People train for this and they have the evidence. The same things happen to everybody although all experiences are unique. You really don't seem to know much do you. You are one of those people that have never experienced a thing or even done some research on it but you seem to have so much to say. So I will repeat. If you don't know what a car is, never mind not even knowing about the engine, what give you the right to express your ignorant opinion.

Originally posted by SinMaker
This maybe of no help what so ever, but here is my wolf dream when I was younger. Perhaps there is a correlation of some nature.

I was very young. So young in fact that it around that time I had to get shot after shot it seemed to be immunized for school entrance.

In my toddler dreams, a wolf was chasing me around with a hypodermic needle. Guess that's how I viewed the nurses that gave me the shots. They were wolves in sheep's clothing.

Maybe there is some distrust with some of your relationships. Just a thought. Don't kill the messenger.

His not dreaming about this, he is experiencing it in meditation. So what are you going on about

reply to post by AbandonedKid


Hey there,

The Watcher is not actually an element of Sumerian Paganism.

Simon's Necronomicon has a lot of really interesting information in it, but he is not always accurate. A slew of new information regarding Sumer, the Anunnaki, and Sumerian cultic belief has come to light since the publication of Simon's work. Much of his associations have been shown to be inaccurate.

Not that the basic bones of his system aren't workable. Just that you'd have to find the real culture which treats its fire-god as a source of protection, but also as a force which should not be toyed with. The Ugaritic Sandan, based on Melqart (occasionally called Ba'al) might be a good place to start. Phoenician, and Canaanite religions have a fondness for Fire and the Sun.

Concerning the pendant-test... I'll hold my tongue. I, personally, do not think that type of divination works. In all my time as a Pagan, I have never seen evidence of a pendant, or a pendulum, or any type of object like that working. If you recognize, and acknowledge the Black Wolf though, then that is all the assurance you need of its manifested existence in your life.

As others, like Woodwytch have suggested, a Black Wolf may be your totem animal, or a spirit guide, or a manifestation of your subconscious which is attempting to guide you toward a more mystical/magickal state of being.

~ Wandering Scribe

Originally posted by EA006
reply to post by AbandonedKid

 

Magic and spirits. You are off your head mate. Dreams are weird but invisible wolfs following you around and possessing you from time to time to impart useless knowledge is just lame. Stop touching stones, put down the blunt and give yourself a shake.

Maybe, bu I believe these experiences are real, so I will continue to pursue them. Mate. Also, I do not do drugs, nor anything similar. So it's a no on that count.

As for your curiosity, Aussie, it's mostly about useless crap. Alot of normal everyday talk in there, too, but every so often, if i ask the right question, I will get an answer, like for example, I asked if the Watchers were assigned to specific people in the future and present, or if it was just luck of the draw. He told me it was pretty much just whatever was closest, whether it be good Watcher or bad Watcher.

To Picratus - Already looking that up. Can't seem to find anything on the wolf in the limited amount of books in my library, but I will keep searching. Also, I will search online whenever possible. Thank you, both you and Woody.

To starttruth and EA006 - I really did not mean to start a fight. If this is gonna turn into an all out brawl, I would really rather not. So please, let's be gentleman here. Thank you.

To White Ribbon - I thank you, WR. Thanks alot for your help. Most of it seems to have gone away, though th wolf is still there (And to tell the truth, I would really rather he stay there, if that's all right with you) but I didn't know there were more than one! I only knew that the one was there, and he had been there for awile. Through experience I learned that he was good, and was here to protect me.

To Wandering Scribe - Thanks for your help, my friend. Also, please do say what you wanted to say about the pendant test. I'm beginning to get curious. =)

Originally posted by STARTRUTH49

Originally posted by EA006

Originally posted by STARTRUTH49
reply to post by EA006

 

That's your ignorant opinion. Like someone that gives advice on fixing a car but hasn't really ever even looked at the engine.

Doesn't make me ignorant for suggesting some substances may have been ingested in this hard to believe story. Hearing voices is usually a sign of insanity or mental instability. Encouraging this nonsense is why we have so many misguided people wandering around. I think it's sad you promote this without evidence. Solid factual evidence.

Your ignorance seems to be your only shining achievement. People train for this and they have the evidence. The same things happen to everybody although all experiences are unique. You really don't seem to know much do you. You are one of those people that have never experienced a thing or even done some research on it but you seem to have so much to say. So I will repeat. If you don't know what a car is, never mind not even knowing about the engine, what give you the right to express your ignorant opinion.

My shining achievement is my daughter (Thanks). People 'say' they have evidence but like you they are deluded.
If you can't site proof then questioning my opinion would suggest you are ignorant to the realities of life and have too much time to burn. I read the 'stories' and other threads pertaining to this subject but again it's all trash. BTW the car and combustion engine are based in facts, patents, physical evidence and PROOF.
If you could show me proof i would maybe change my mind. But you can't. BOOM!!!