A few stories involving possible encounters!

Hello all Renwoxing here, I am glad to be a part of ATS after being a long time lurker. Let me start by saying I am a firm believer in the existence of aliens, though I take even my own personal stories with a grain of salt. Like alot of other people I have seen UFO'S and other unidentifiable arial phenomena but that is neither here nor there for this post. I have a few stories to tell, and hope for any input or opinions of both skeptics, and believers. I will start with those that are I guess less fantastic, and more easily debunkable even by myself.

Here goes and I hope I do not offend anyone. I have read alot of stories where people who believe they have been abducted, and/or have a certain connection to aliens and the unexplained, relate to others about having feelings of being alive for a reason, and I guess Chosen for some higher purpose. Let me be straight up, and say I have no idea what to make of these assertions, and have never personally felt such a purpose or connection to, for lack of a better word, the supernatural. What I have felt since youth though is the feeling, and a yearning for something BIG to happen within my lifetime, and though I never conciously realised it, I figure that BIG something was aliens. What that means, if anything at all I honestly have no idea. Take it as you will!

Now for the first story which I guess is so easily debunked it is laughable. When I was younger in my early teens I had spent the night at a friends house. Everything was normal and it was just a regular evening, we all ended up going to sleep. In the middle of the night I suddenly woke up with a shock, and asked my friend WTF you punch me for. It felt like I got a quick gut punch, or was suddenly dropped on the bed, needless to say my friend was asleep, the room pitch black. After this I figured w/e my mistake , and crashed again. I have no idea if this was something normal, alien related, or related to something my friend later told me. Some time after this experience, my friend told me a story about how when nobody was at his house, and he was trying to crawl into his window through the kitchen he had seen indistinct , but solid little people or beings running through his house. I have no idea what to make of this story, but all I know is I never told him about what happened to me that night, because I had dismissed it out of hand.

Now this next story occurred around the time I was about 16y/o @ this time I was sleeping in my basement, and suddenly woke up with classic sleep paralysis , couldn't move , felt like something squatting on my chest, no real fear just curiosity. Now as this was the basement, and it was around heavy duty spring cleaning time ALOT of old clothes were packed, and placed in garbage bags[for charity] around the edge of the walls. Still without feelings of fear or anything at all really, I started to hear what sounded either like something or things short/small was running their hand over the garbage bags, or brushing by them back and forth back and forth. The thing is the bags were piled in a few choke point like corridors so anything running by would brush them. Now at this time I was absolutely #ing petrified, and let me tell you this was one of the two times in my life where I prayed with extreme fervor, and supplication to god. After praying strong , and hard [completing the supplication] I could suddenly move once again, and needless to say I turned on a light, and booked it upstairs.

Now there may be others if I thought hard enough, but this is probably the strongest one I felt, and at this time the only other alien type event I can remember. So I was about 17 ,and you know, researching aliens and stuff of interest [damn black-hole of the internet sucked me in] and I had come across a few interesting articles about people who claimed to be able to summon ufos and aliens. Now this peaked my interest, and truth be told so it is out there : I was on Tylenol with codeine for pain at the time but nothing super [some will know what its like in terms of strength/feelings, and others will cry foul].

So I decided to give this a try, and started playing with my brain [if that makes sense to anyone] Trying to stimulate and massage it in various ways, while at the same time sending out feelings, ideals, and generally pleasant feelings, along with a message that if aliens really do exist, and they really can hear me then please appear. [bat crap crazy I know] So then SOMETHING AMAZING HAPPENED........ nothing at all LOL, so I surfed for awhile longer, watched an episode of something and decided to crash out.

Now with the computer off, and the room black, I had just decided to lay down and cover up, without even falling asleep I closed my eyes for maybe 10 seconds until I noticed a light pulsation behind my eyelids. So, curious I open my eyes and look in the direction of my door [closed]. I saw something very short like computer desk short [it was right beside my computer desk so. .. yea LOL] 3-4 feet maybe pulsating with an internal glow like the light was inside its body, I think it might have been gray idk the light was what caught my attention. Now let me tell you I instantly felt the most intense, animalistic, primal fear I have ever felt in my life[though during the pulsation when my eyes were closed, I felt no fear until I saw it]. Like the second story I prayed so hard, and strong it was almost scary. By the time I opened my eyes after the prayer there was nothing there. i am not ashamed to admit @ the age of 17 I went and lay in my parents room all night until the sun rose, and I talked myself out of what I think I saw.

Now let me finish by saying I do believe in a god, but if anything I think what I saw was extra/ultra-terrestrial.
I know people are gonna chime in, and throw their bibles around, and rant demons, but I gotta tell you I will dismiss it out of hand. So in regards to the prayer, and fervent wishes to god idk how to explain it other then supposedly these beings are psychic , and as such would rather just leave if someone was emanating that kind of fear. I mean someone could go mad if they were able to pick up the amount of fear i was experiencing. Furthermore, you need to remember I didn't feel any fear until I

A. heard the noise , and my mind had time to conjure wild ideas


B. I actually saw the being creature.

In both cases before having the time to think/react I felt no fear at all or anything even vaguely threatening. Please make of it what you will in regards to these stories, and any and all feedback is appreciated! Yep even debunking my admittedly debunkable stories.

reply to post by R3nw0x1ng


Great stories! I was very entertained reading them.

What gets me are the people who see these things with their own eyes, then deny what they saw.

My sister did that when I took her to prove I had a ghost that followed me around all the time. She got the proof... scared the poor girl out of her mind! Then a couple of weeks later she tried to say she didn't know if it was a ghost, or not. Then a couple of years later she didn't even admit to remembering the incident.

What's up with people?! Is everyone so scared to admit the truth of what's right there in front of them?

You did ask them to visit you... so they did.

I think you saw the real thing. Thing is, you weren't as prepared as you thought you were.
Get better prepared!

I tell people all the time, "Be careful what you ask for... you might just get it!"

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Thanks for the feedback! Yes as soon as the encounters were over the first thing to occur is the mind works furiously to deny, disprove, and debunk anything that is unexplainable or even scares you by altering your own worldview and sense of reality.

To this day Istill don't know what to think !

Hey there Renwoxing,welcome to ATS,i hope you will be very happy here
Your post made me remember something that happened to me around the age of 21,btw.I was sleeping over at the house of my best friend at the time,and she told me this room was haunted.She had an outside room attached to their garage.I half woke up in the night,from someone tugging at my arm,trying to turn me over,or pull at me.I was rather groggy,and of course assumed it was my friend,so i grumbled something like "Nooo,bugger off Al,i'm trying to sleep" and forcefully yanked my arm out of the grasp,went back to sleep.
Next morning i asked her why she disturbed me-and she looked at me like i was daft-said she slept like a baby,and did'nt wake up once herself.Then she smiled and said maybe it was the ghost.

I've lately been thinking back to all the paranormal activity i've experienced in my life since childhood-and i'm wondering these days if All of those instances were mere paranormal/demonic activity,or if there was another aspect to it.With what i've been discovering since a certain thing happened last year and i suddenly felt compelled to start reading up on the abduction theory-its certainly thought-provoking.

I too have seen beings as well and you describe 3-4ft tall? That would be how tall that creature i saw was when it was crouching down in its man form. They can radiate a rainbow shimmer with dark tones around them its really quite startling. They appear as solid pure black, but the second time i saw it it was shimmering a sort of grey black rainbow and see thru.... all at the same time It was walking on a feild directly in front of me 10 feet away but at that time it did not have a solid shape. It was this... Mass. That was 3-4 feet tall and elongated so it appeared like an anima; but was not one if you catch my drift.

Anyways, If you saw the same thing. They are sirians. Yahweh, Elohim. So when you prayed for it to go away... God. lolololol man.

DUDE Don't do what i did at first and my friends did okay. How old are you now? Im 21 born was born on the east coast of canada. I find my birthday number just weird to me. I don't know why. But i see certain numbers repeating everywhere expecially 21. 1991 04 21. What's ur birthday? Are your numbers kind of weird too?

Get over the fear dude, If you have to. Read some of my posts for reassurance to help you in communicating with them. They are very powerful... Well you kind of already whitnessed that presuming it was the same being. And the whole fear bombing. Yeah you described it perfectly. And Maybe the alien punched you because your being dumb and not waking up lol jokes. But read my posts they will help you. Trust me.


PS welcome to ATS.

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Yeah I don't really know what to make of it, or even if I believe myself . Though what you said about the see through is I guess how it appeared to me with the internal glow, it was just like an orangish/reddish color for me. Personally I don't really feel comfortable spreading any information over the net concerning exact dates, names, or even credit card #'s lol. My birthday is actually pretty normal, and I live in the prairies. Regarding those names you mentioned I have never really heard of them before, besides the Elohim of which I know very little. Thanks for the input man, I may just try research the stuff. Though personally I am still pretty dismissive of my own experiences even if they did happen. Which is weird , and makes no sense I know. LOL

reply to post by R3nw0x1ng


Great Story!Let me tell you my story that I never told anyone. I Used to live in central America. In the place I lived is really mountainous One evening I saw A light flicker in the mountain No one lived in the mountain, but it was a really bright light. It could be anything but What could it be?

reply to post by IWanToBelieve51


Very interesting, I would be quite intrigued. Though me being as
, and who I am. I may have just decided someone was logging illegally or hunting illegal prey & you happened to catch them. Then again who know's it could have been anything really! Then again you may be good naturedly ribbing me, and I appreciate it!

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Cool! Very glad I could help jog your memory on that story, as when your younger & with friends sleeping that is very easy to dismiss from personal experience.

Also I would be very interested in hearing about this experience that has helped change your mind in regards to the abduction theories, because I like you were? have no idea what to make of abductions and am actually quite skeptical... .. . maybe lol. If you could link me to a thread where you explain it that would be cool if you already have it on ATS.

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Hey Ren,i certainly will,if you don't mind,bit later in the day-feeling a bit sick this morn,well not sick wth an illness,bt tired and bleegh,so i'm still in bed.I think i did mention it on here,in fact i'm sure i did,bt i honestly can't recall on which thread-i don't mind writing it again though,and some things that tie in with that.I never thought much about abduction,though,for some reason-always wrote it off as "an American problem" if it was even real-but things started happening that makes me wonder.Like waking up with a birthmark-like bruise under my bottom lip,and at the same time finding myself in awful pain from a back-muscle injury-like i'd been in a brawl in my sleep.And i have my own room,my hubby could'nt have done it.But i'll be on pc in a few hours,then i'll write more,can't paragraph from my cell.

Hey again,had to ooze out of bed anyway,my youngest needed brekky(school holidays) so i decided to stay up.
Ok,so this one night in September last year,it was thunderstorming all night long,high winds,raining and very cold outside-so i went around the house,and made sure all the windows were locked up tight,including of course my youngest daughter's windows.

Next morning at just after 5,i hear her ranting "No wonder its so bloody freezing in here-why the Hell is my window wide open?!" It was still raining+windy and icy cold,btw.I was still in bed,having just been woken up from her complaining about the open window,and i told her that is very odd,because i went to bed after she was already asleep-and i made sure all the windows were latched,on account of the storm+wind.

I woke up with a splitting headache,like someone left an axe embedded in my skull,and i was extremely nauseous,in fact i barfed my guts up all day long.My husband had the same splitting headache,and although he did'nt have to vomit,he felt really sick for 2 straight days after,luckily the kids were fine.I had a very strong sense that something happened in the night i could'nt put my finger on,and after that episode,i all of a sudden had a compulsion to start reading up on alien abduction,of all things,which was unusual in itself,unusual for Me anyway.Because i have seen ufo's around here,so has my husband and children.If you look at the thread "Fire in the sky-the orange ufo" you will find replies from me there.This orange ufo appeared to me,and has been returning,the last time the hubby and i saw it was in January this year.I have seen some really strange things out here in the bush,if you looked at some of my earlier threads from right after i joined this site,you will see.

Also i was watching the stars out in my yard one night,and as i was looking to the SW direction,i noticed a light that seemed to move,right by the Southern Cross-as i sat watching it,it got more obvious as it was coming towards this way.This was a white light,and i watched as it came closer and closer,not taking my eyes off it.Eventually it went over close to my yard,flying at a fairly low altitude,this white light.No sound at all,moving quite fast but not at ridiculous speed,and as it went overhead and a bit off to the left of where i was,i saw in this white/light lemon-yellow light,what may have been a triangle shape,though to be honest i cannot swear on that-the light was bright and made it difficult to be sure,but it did look like a triangle shape within the light.It carried on and passed from the SW whence it came,in an E/NE direction.

But i never associated the strange things i've seen here,the ufo we all have seen(recurring Orange one) and all the strange inexplicable+paranormal-seeming and sometimes downright surreal experiences i've had since early childhood-with alien abduction-till that morning.Honestly,it was like a switch was flipped.

Now,here is an episode from my childhood,very early childhood,i may have been only 4, not older than 5-my memory goes very far back.I have a memory from when i was a few months old,but that's btw.I'd better carry on in a next post,this is quite long.What is strange about this memory is,i completely forgot about it,till it resurfaced when i was in my late 20's or early 30's-and then it was like: "How the HELL could i have forgotten about something so mega-strange and surreal?!?!" I cannot remember what triggered the recall of that memory-but i was baffled that something on that level of weirdness could have been forgotten for even one day,never mind many years.

Here's what happened at age 4/5.
I was on the floor in the hallway leading to the kitchen on my left,crouching over a coloring book,busy coloring the tailfeathers of a rooster.I don't tecall who gave me the book and new crayons,when i try to think back,i was already on the floor,and a hand passed the book+crayons to me-like cow and chicken's parents i just can recall the hand,and the feeling it was a man's hand-it certainly was'nt my mother's-but that part remains blocked.

Suddenly as i'm busy coloring,its like 3 things happen at the same time:
1)I'm being lifted up and away from the book,from behind.
2)I'm looking up and i can see the sky through the roof
3)I'm in the air outside the kitchen door,our back door,and i'm floating at an altitude of about 6 feet,if i have to estimate,maybe 7ft would be more accurate.BUT the sky is not blue,it's brown-different shades of brown,all the way from cappucino to chocolate brown-and there's a ketchup-red sun/moon in that sky.Idk why,but that Salvador Dali painting of the clocks draped over the tree branches makes me think of this.

There's another vague memory of me being held in the arms of a person i don't look at-but feeling very-well,DEPRESSED,very upset,because this person is holding the book in front of me,but the page with the rooster is torn,and somewhat crumpled,completely spoiled imo,and i just have this horrible feeling,anger and just a miserable depressed feeling.

Then tying into this,another memory,and i got the impression that this memory is from 2 or 3 days after the brown sky incident,its is inextricably part of the 1st though.I am alone with my adoptive mother in our kitchen-but there is a strange blue-green light filling the house.I ask her:"Ma,where is the coloring book? I wanna finish coloring the rooster picture" and she gives me a look of absolute cold hatred and says in this hateful way:"Well it would have disappeared off the planet,would'nt it now?"
I positively wilted under that look and tone of voice,and the memories connected to that incident ends there.I don't recall never mentioning the coloring book to her again.

Another chicken-related incident,btw,just as baffling:My mother kept poultry,and one day i went into the poultry run.I must've been around 3 or 4,really small.i remember getting this horrible,miserable,angry feeling-so strange for a child to feel this way,i always think,in hindsight.Just a feeling of hopelessness and anger,like all is for nothing,no matter what i do-the feeling just fell upon me out of point blank nowhere,very difficult to explain,no impossible.Next thing,i blacked out-i literally stood there and i saw everything go black in front of me,and idk what happened after that.When i came to-a chicken lay dead at my feet,and to this day,i recall just one single drop of blood running from one of its eyes.She blamed me for that,and beat the crap outa me-but rally,i don't think i could even have caught a chicken,i was practically a toddler-and i loved animals,always i have,and i would never kill or hurt an animal,well except for the fact that i eat red meat once a week,and chicken once a week,but you get my drift.

Then there was another twilightzone type of thing,this i remember being at an older age,maybe from the age of 8/9 this started happening,or at least my recall of this is from that age:
I would get this feeling to lay down and stare up at the sky-nothing unusual about that-but afterwards,it got surreal.i would lay for idk how long,and when i felt like getting up +going in the house,i would feel extemely weird and sickly.Intense dizziness/vertigo,my legs would be so weak and shaky i could hardly walk on them,my whole body would feel drained+weak+shivery-shaky.It actually felt at the time like i was not IN my body properly-i used to think:"I feel like a ghost-like i'm not even really here"

Then i would always do the exact same thing-go into the house-and go into the kitchen and sit down on a chair right next to the exit from the kitchen into the hallway(where the coloring-book incident occurred) Cont.in next reply.

Here is where it would be so inexplicably weird-see,before i went outside to play-this would normally be after 5pm in the late afternoon when this type of thing happened-my mother was home always,she was a housewife,and busy getting dinner ready.Her adult sons would usually be home from work too,and one would slumped on his bed listening to the radio or recordsthis was the early 70's.the other one would be with him,drinking and they'd be talking+making the normal noise,or he would be aimlessly wandering through the house,drink in hand,ranting/pontificating on his drunken insights.The house would be it's normal semi-messy self a house normally is at such a time.

But at such times,when i would get up from my sky-gazing feeling sick+shaking+disconnected from my body,and went to sit down on that chair-the house would be neat and tidily cleaned,like it was spring-cleaned before going away for the weekend.And it would be quiet and deserted-all of them gone,no sound,just a deep silence.The first time it happened,i think i called for my mother,but she never came-and for some reason,i never,never would go further than that chair,or investigate-always i would sit there till i recovered, usually that felt like +- half an hour,though i guess it could have been less.Then i would feel well enough,and in-my-body enough to go outside again.And a while after that-my mother would call me for dinner and everything would be back to normal-everybody back,house a bit messy,like it never happened.Just as weird-i never asked her about it,i never told anybody about this.I just accepted it as how things were.

Another time,i woke up to my adoptive parents in my room(my father was very seldom home,he worked far away,as a farm manager) and they were both staring at me in a strange,very concerned way.My mom said to my dad:"He is angry with us-that's why he did'nt warn us!" To this day,i don't have the foggiest idea what she was on about,but they looked ill at ease and worried-and i certainly knew there would be no point asking,so i just accepted it as one of those things.
She told me at a very early age,that i had a very rare blood type,and she mentioned it often through my childhood.I once was scratching through her stationery drawer,and came upon a sort of diary/log in which she seemed to be documenting things like my eating habits,interaction with other children,general health and habits,and mention of heart problems-but i was never taken to a doctor re such cardiac problems.and this line:"I am very afraid for her-she must never,never know".Again,i accepted it-by this time,i figured i was a freak,anyway,so such things were to be accepted.I would'nt have dreamt of asking her about it anyway-she would have beaten me for looking through her stuff anyway.When i asked her in later years,she flat out denied that such a book ever existed-but i still can see that book in front of me.

Her brothers and sisters were weird too-when they came to visit-and i walked in-all conversation stopped.And i mean,as i approached,i could hear very well they were not even discussing me-just general adult talk about politics,and normal stuff.Then they would look at me like a hungry tiger just walked in,I SWEAR-that "nice doggy,yeahh,gooood,nice doggy' when you're walking down the street and a vicious rottweiler sudden appeared out of a yard with a gate left open? Really uncomfortable.I'd just think:"Oh ffs,lemme just piss off" well in a children's version of that, and leave.I had a very strange childhood.These were people who grew veggies in the graveyard,which was our yard,our house+yard was built up against an old deconsecrated church +graveyard.And kept right on growing(and eating )said veg-even after my dad dug up a human skull while gardening one day.

I was playing,bouncing a ball off the wall of this old church one afternoon/early evening,and sometimes it would bouce against a window-then suddenly from behind the glass-this loooong stick thin arm and huge hand appeared,and touched the inner window-and sent me running off in fright.That deconsecrated church scared the blue bejeezus out of the guys that worked for the company that employed my dad.The company used it as a storage place(we lived on their grounds,it was quite isolated,just our house,the church,and one other house on the other side) in a semi-industrial part of town.They flat out refused to go in there eventually,in broad daylight,they would see "faces in the walls" and i must say,it had a very evil type of athmosphere.

The house we lived in was hardly tenable in that way-always i felt an extremely menacing,hostile presence(s) it was a bad,bad place.My mother would hear knocking coming from inside her wardrobe,that would gradually fade,she felt an invisible cat walking on her-and when i was very small,she told me i would call out to her some nights,and insist she went into the connecting bedroom,because i heard my dad in there-when he was +- 100 miles away.Good times!

So as you can imagine,i tried to forget my childhood,and my past,when i left the house around the age of 19.Now,i wish i could have a tape of it,to remember all i had forgotten.
Since that episode last September-which seriously felt like a wake-up call-i have woken up on a few occasions with bruises like birthmarks under my skin-sometimes when they fade(usually by that evening) i see what looks like a puncture/needle mark,scratches,just plain punctures in my skin,often nausea until vomiting when waking up.Once a back muscle(along with a birthmark-like type of bruise under my skin,that i mentioned in a previous reply)was injured,so painful that i was bedridden the entire day,i could hardly move,even after applications of horse liniment.Sometimes hideous headaches,once my nose was so sore i could hardly stand it,and the distinct feeling that something was lodged up my nostril to almost between my eyes.

I don't recall ever having dreams of aliens or greys,but i have very poor dream recall for a long time now.One that stands out though,is a dream of giving birth,well my youngest daughter and i both giving birth,me to a girl,her to a boy(she's 15).Then i was in a medical facility or hospital,and a doctor and nurse(humanlooking both) used very futuristic looking medical equipment to inject me with something in my right upper arm,where in real life i have a tattoo) The dream ends with me back in our kitchen,and 2 young adults,a young woman and man standing in my kitchen,with the faces of a real life couple that lives in the town,and the woman saying to me:"We are the babies that grew up" I hugged her,but i felt great fear,really an instinctive 'primal terror" and revulsion-so after i disengaged from the hug,i ran out of the house,and clinbed over a barbed wire fence,then the dream ended.

But i woke up feeling very sickly,i had a bad headache,my right arm was in pain all day,with heavy,nunb feelings in it,also a tingling feeling like needles,and sorry to have be gross,but i was bleeding,and it only stopped completely nine days later.The arm started feeling better the next day.So..yeah,idk.Now i tend to be accepting of weird stuff,i learnt that very early in life-but i am concerned for my children,because since September i have learnt that it's supposed to be generational.My 15yo daughter had to be taken to see a specialist in the capital,on the 21st of December-our doc thought she may have to have an emergency appendectomy,from abdominal pain-it turned out to be a bleeding cyst.Just before she left on holiday with her bestie+family though,as she was packing,she told me about a dream she had,that she was in a chair from where she was not allowed to move from-and that there were long needles stuck into that area of her body-the inner reproductive organs,and that she could,nt move,it was extremely painful.There was'nt much time to talk,and i did'nt want to go into it just as she was leaving for her holiday-but i did'nt like the sound of that.Its propably best to just leave it,unless she brings it up,if she does.I remember one other dream of me and her together in a medical facility,but no procedures being done,that was quite a while ago,but i do remember a nurse/doctor with us.She and i share the same blood type,btw,B Neg.

Wow thanks for sharing your story I appreciate it! A few things immediately leap out to me. First of all when i was a teen I actually had a job involving catching chickens in a big ass industrial style chicken farm I mean thousands of them. S o from experience I really know how hard it is to catch a chicken who doesn't want to be caught, Furthermore, I am still a pretty young guy, and it is interesting you mentioned something about heart conditions, because I have been having problems with my heart lately. Finally I too have a memory of floating, as if being picked up , but with no one there at all. I am talking my earliest memory from the crib, it has stuck with me since I was a teen, and its one of those memories that occasionally resurfaces, but since I was so young I just tie it into my sense of perception as a child.

Regarding the conversations stopping when you enter the room, I can definately relate, but in a totally different way. I know now that when that happened it is because I went into the basement when my parents were smoking the reefer LOL .Wow regarding the menacing feeling, I can tell you my childhood house from birth till like 16-17 in the basement..... The place had these stairs that you went down about 6 ft untill you hit a 90 degree angle and went down another 5ft or so. The thing about these stairs was they had steel bars around them [My god I have a lot of fond memories of grabbing the last bar and swinging around as it turned every time I went down their] . Furthermore there was a crawl space beneath the stairs for who knows what.

Anyway regarding that basement a lot of people from teenage year friends to my parents friends and families, always said weird things happened down their , and that sometimes they could feel a presence in the basement. [ I always attributed these feelings to ghosts when I was younger, as did my family[ it's even possible the feelings started after hearing the stories and was thus in my head idk]] I mean as you walked down the stairs you could kinda feel something but not menacing , but when you were heading up stairs it always felt like a #ing demon was gonna shove his hands through those bars and drag you away. Every-time me and my friends were heading on up from the basement after doing dumb # we would run up those stairs like bats outta hell. Furthermore, only once mind you, in my living room as I was heading upstairs after partying all night , and just arriving home, I felt a presence watching me as I went to the top floor where my room was. Kinda like no feelings emanating from it or anything just you know...... like someone was watching you, and you could pinpoint exactly where those eyes? were coming from , but nothing was there. These I chalked up to ghosts @ the time, but now I chalk it up to youth.

Anyways thanks again for sharing your story, and taking the time to read my little stories as well. I still don't know what to make of abduction, and I am positive I have never been abducted [I think lol] .

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the creature i saw was faceless. Do you live out in the bush? The being i saw can teleport and is a dark matter being. So it can appear in all sorts of weird but is distinctly it. As when you come face to face with it only then do you feel the dread. But you do have an overwhelming feeling of being watched when you don't notice them. They come from saucers tho, so its not like they hop in and out *dimensions* as i fine that term is abused and does not exist in that context. To go to another level of existance of energy and to transport across celetrial bodies? AND retain a craft? Thats breaking to many sane boundaries and pushing it more of a *miracle* lol which is what things the bible pretty much labeled anything like that because the semantics of explaining such things.. lol.

People often just look at you with a blank face, trying to grasp even the slightest of what your talking about. Happens to me so often, But then i have to educate them for 20 minutes, then there like. OOhhhhhhh well that makes sense, Yeah i didnt know that! * yeah (facepalm) it only took you 20 minutes to realize im not BSing you* lol

my point is, Once theres paranormal claims. keeping it as realistic as possible is what should be done. Spirituality is applied in logical truths of existance, traces of things that exist not concepts that are fabricated.

As far fetched as i may seem, i am an extremely down to earth person who views the world rationally. I feel that all paranormal experiences have an explaination for it, it just takes knowledge and proper outlets to pull the veil of mystism, because mystism can create a type of Wizard of Oz effect, where people think the Oz is this big head, when hes actually this little dude in a booth, giving you visuals of the head. A little man behind a curtain. That metaphor is probably one of the most signifigant or one of the more signifigant messages any movie could give...




If you saw a being of Orion like me watch this
wanna pay for my plane ticket to the sphinx? lol jokes. Il be heading there at some point this year tho, Its gunna be exciting! Cant wait to see it with my own eyes and feel the records below my feet. Its amazing that people don't realize the purpose of it being there and how its SOOO important it stays in tact until the chambers are ready to be opened, could end up screwing us over if someone tried going in there whos not meant to >.> The whole thing would collapse, the only thing left standing would be the head lol the body is pretty much made of limestone and if you wanted to make something that would crumble under a trap, you would use that lol.





Yes god is a badass shapeshifter, we can all let out the breath were holding.
Osiris is so badass. ANUBIS ANNUUUBIISS lol those dogs are cool mang.

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I remember when i was a small kiddy in that house,young,around 4,my mother would ask me to fetch her something from say,the lounge.Which meant going down hallway(it was one of those dark,well,dimly-lit houses,not much natural light coming in,even on a bright summer day) so i always talked to myself,just any silly thing that came into my head,to try+show the menacing presence i felt that i was unaware of it.It seemed from even that age-to ignore it like a stop sign
SA expression-it just felt like the right thing to always pretend i was'nt aware of it.To not outwardly show my fear.

Sometimes when it felt really close,i would get this weird feeling in my throat,i can only describe it as a "hysterical feeling" like all my fear or discomfort would gather in a spot in my throat,around the place where a man's adam's apple would be.Not a scratchy feeling,not an itch- one would have to feel it for themself to know-and to this day,when ever i feel a spirit/entity or anything of that sort close by,i get that feeling(plus of course the feeling that something is close to me,or looking right at me)
So when you said it felt like a demon could erupt and grab you in the stairwell,i knew exactly what you meant.My policy has always been-ignore,and ignore some more.

Last time i felt that was right here in my house,but not recently.That was when i still used to watch a few hours of tv a week.I was sitting alone in the lounge,everyone else was asleep,and i got this feeling in my throat very strong.I sensed where the thing watching me was-this time i looked right in that direction-sat back,lit a smoke,and finished watching the doccie that was on.It felt Really uncomfortable,because i felt it watching me the whole time,and my throat radar is going off the wall-but i just thought "Really,this Is my house,and i have every right to sit here" so i stubbornly sat there till my show was finished.Had to walk past it on my way out,but i mean,what could it really do? Around that time i would often catch a flash of something in my peripheral vision.And one morning in bed,this was winter time,i had some tea,and decided to get some more snoozy,the kids were at school,so i could go back to bed for a while if i felt like it.I started turning around in bed and as i adjusted my duvet,i glanced behind me-and saw this brown thing that was rushing towards me,so fast,it was just a glimpse.I sat bold upright+turned around in a secondbut then it was gone.I mentioned this to my neighbour lady(our 2 houses are aways from the houses of the other mining employees) and she looked taken aback-said she also has seen this "brown thing" from the corner of her eye on occasion.

Another thing,she asked me if i ever seen bright lights coming through my windows at night,which i did'nt-when i'm not outright insomniac,i sleep almost the moment my head touches the pillow,and i don't as a rule wake up till morning.So she said she woke up once in the night,and it was like daylight in her room-a bright light from the outside-but she was too freaked to leave the bed to check,and her husband was'nt home at the time.

About abduction-i have to say,even with all the stuff i've had going on, childhood to now,and scoring high on the "abduction test" (which i find to contain many too generalised questions really,to be an accurate indicator) i'm a bit skeptical myself.I mean,i believe it happened to Some people-but for myself,i often think "Naaah..it Can't be-there Has to be another explanation-it just Can't be" I think being South African has a lot to do with it-i have this (illogical) but deeply ingrained attitude of "But i'm South African!!! This type of unwholesome sheet just does'nt Happen here!!!" Of course if it did-no one would ever know-people here,for the most part,would actually die rather than speaking out,if it did happen to them.I would never,not publicly,not identifying myself,even if i had stone cold proof-Anyway,i'm glad i could contribute to your thread,Have a good week and Easter weekend.

you are passing the tests with flying colors. The people of the shadow wolf clan will always be spiritual leaders in the forms of fear and discovery.

What your post has said is exactly the lessons i teach here. And as those words come out of your mouth ( odly enough you have the shadow wolf for your avatar as well) I see the deep wisdom in what you speak.

Yes truly there is no good or evil. Simply intention which is attributed to if the being has justice in its heart or not. If the being does not than it feels it has the right to its injustice what ever its intention be.

No i am not a dark being, but when i eventually evolve in the great cycles of time eventually i will be one of them, But the darkness is not evil. Not all of it. As well as the light. To distinguish something based on Appeal is completely speciest and raceist, we can only judge a being based on what its achivements are. And how it treats others, If it is violating many peoples justice creating injustice. Than it is an evil being. But if it works peacefully, then it is a good being. But do not assume good beings will be nice all the time. For evil has no colors, and so justice must smite evil because of the damage and injustice is creates.

If something is bothering you, you need to analyze if its what message it is trying to say if there is even one. Or quicky assess if it is creating injustice, If so. Claim loudly of its injustice. Make it feel the guilt for the pain and suffering with full understanding. If the being does not comply, Ignore it or destroy it. If the being is evil enrelentlessly, Show it the frigid cold of winter. Let it see the unbreakable ice, as it tries to defy your will. Even upon inflinctions of minor pain You must scoof at these beings and willfully destroy them with thoughts of the being being overwhelmed. It will confuse them greatly. But as said, only for the most evil.

Ignore anything negative in any of those retrospects, unless you sense true *evil* a being of injustice and action.

It is then you must raise your voice and use justice, apply it to fear and weild it as a weapon.




the song says shapeshift lol funny.



demons pfft. lol. We all know what spirits and aliens are. So who want's a 100$ membership to the city of Osiris?

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I called them the passionfruit people when I was young (the eyes and head shape I guess?) I have a memory of them stepping backwards when my father came into the room. It is strange the things you remember. I have only ever spoken about this once before, with the missus. Maybe other people have a similar memory.
This happened over 37 years ago.