too broke to continue, [UPDATED]

at this point i have given everything i can and more,
i can not afford to eat and survive, i owe money that i cannot pay to people,
and the stress of being in debt is making my life difficult
i love my ATS friends and wish them well,
i thank the owners and the mods for putting up with my temper tantrums,
and for the laughs we have had together over the years.
i guess this is a sad time for me as i will have to say goodbye to my friends,
my survival in these hard times must be what drives me at this point.

i hope people can learn to love each other,
and that i can succed one day and return to ATS to again be with my friends.

but in the mean time i must find a way to survive these harsh times,
and renew my life so that i may come back stronger than ever

goodbye my friends
my you all live in peace and light

your friend
xploder


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Stay strong and always keep the fire alive in your heart. Jah is always with you to guide. Things is gonna get worse for everybody before it gets better but it will get better sooner or later. Peace friend

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Bummer man...

Good luck, I hope you can return at some point.

ill miss you guys,
if i can find work i will be back,

thanks for the support



xploder

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We'll keep a light in the window for you.....

Bright Blessings in your continued Journey...may you come back home soon....

Des

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Stay strong. I will send as many positive thoughts as possible your way.

Peace, NRE.

You'll certainly be missed.

I enjoyed reading some of your notes where we happened to be on the same threads. Take care and I'm with everyone else in saying I hope to see you back when your times have improved.

Sorry to hear your having so much stress Xpl. Maybe give your location and a few kind ATSers can give you a heads up for jobs and etc. Seen it happen here before!

In any case, good luck to you and youll be in my thoughts. Return soon!

Take care and hope you survive this economy.
Life is sucking for many people,my time will come soon.

Peace,
K

Fair winds and following seas brother. I'll be in the same boat soon enough

Best of luck pal... really hope life gives you and me a break soon

come back if you can.

Vaya Con Dios Hombre....................................................
been there, still there, and much of the time grateful to be here.....
where theres a will, theres a way.....i know well be seein ya again,
Good Luck 'Sploder..............................s

Life does have its ups and downs, about time you got your butt off the computer and got a real job. You have a good head on your shoulders and there are people all over the place that could use it, not just in cyber space. Having a break from all the messed up problems in the world will only do you good as some time away from it does help put things in perspective.

Take care mate, I am sure you will be back one day.

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Damn man, sorry to hear this, I hope you can make it happen, times are tough all over. I am not doing that well myself, but I keep my head up, dont let this setback get ya down, it cant rain every day.

It sucks to see an atser go, godspeed xploder, hope to see you again soon.

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Oh, I am so sorry to hear of someone so bad off. I know this won't help financially, but I know that my local library has internet access for the public. If you have a library close by maybe you can still drop in here from time to time.

My very best wishes for you!

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At the rate things are going, I'll probably be with you. See you later and save me a chair. Good Luck to you.

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sorry to hear this Xploder. My best wishes to you and yours. And as has been said, We'll leave the light on for ya. May you return soon. As Jigger said, Hit the library, and let them pay for the bandwidth for a while.

Check in occasionally if you get internet access. It's goodbye for now, not goodbye.

get a disc of ebay that hacks passwords for wifi and happy thoughts bro