posted on Feb, 15 2013 @ 08:10 PM
reply to post by AriesJedi
Thanks. I watch Matrix, the whole trilogy, couple of times. I don't remember about the 4 fingers gestures. Fight? I have been practicing the
white skeleton meditation and it is supposed to cleanse my chi and getting into the first stage of samahdi. It works. The first night I tried it I
have my chi unleashed. Then, my dreams started to change. I began to see myself fighting in the dreams. Fighting against figures that I don't know
of. In fact, in some of these dreams, I even heard voices giving me instructions how to defeat certain enemies. The experience was good because for
a while my dreams were somewhat passive and I didn't have much says in how the dream events should come out. In one of my dreams, I was scolded by a
female figure for not following her instructions.
I felt like I am breaking free.
The door? Yeah, few months ago, I dream of seeing double doors. One on my left and the other on my right. Both were in front of me. I was in an
empty gas station. At first, I chose the door on my left because it was partially opened. Just when I was about to enter it, something beyond it
deterred me from entering. I then chose the door on my right. Then, I found myself inside car barefooted. The more I tried to go forward with the
car, the more the car was going backward. It took me a while before I managed to drive the car forward. Just when I was about to enter through the
door on my right, my car "cut" something on the ground. When I got out to see what I cut with my car, it was a burial ground. Somehow, my act of
driving the car over the spot desecrated the area. I became so nervous after that...that I woke up. The strange thing was that I didn't know why I
was nervous. That was nothing in my real life I can relate to it. I figured that that dream was telling me that I may have to switch path. And the
switch won't be easy and it may set me backward. And before I can exit through the door on the right, I may have to upset certain spirits or beings,
which I have no ideas what.
At the moment, I am feeling like I am making progress to get out of this transitional state I am in. For a while, maybe more than 10 years, my mind
has been stuck or clinging onto certain ideas and emotions which were the result of my past life karma. I think I am getting a handle of them by
using the white skeleton meditation technique.
Cleansing my chakras? Sure. Chakras cleansing seems to be a constant process. I don't know about the "high position" or "position of power.'