just a quick question

so I had posted a thread a long time ago about some weird things that has happened to me, I'm pretty sure none of you even saw it.

Point is I am 19 and my mom admitted to me that I had something "in me" when I was around 1-2
She said around 2-3 a.m. i used to wake up screaming and cursing. Also speaking in tongues.
She said that she was tired of what was happening and prayed one day while it was happening and somehow it went away.
It never happened again and I am not saying i remember the times it happened cause I do not.
I was just wondering could it come back or no?
I have always felt something is watching me no matter where I go

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Not say say it didn't happen, but a lot of what 1-2 year olds say sounds like "speaking in tongues" to me.

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lol very true

Many may say that it would depend on your steadfastness of attitude and positive personality.

Others might say that it depends on your personal spirituality. Which then perhaps seeking out the guidance of someone from that Spiritual field may be useful.

Prayer and meditation may also be of some benefit.

In the end, you'll have to decide which route to take. But you might be able to increase your chances by keeping a small 'log' or diary of your personal success's and failures. From that you might be able to gauge when it would appear to be that positive and negative occurrences happen. And from that data, be able to better equate a pathway to walk..

Just offering up 2 cents
Johnny

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If you are really concerned that this "thing" is still inside you, go to a priest and ask for an exorcism.

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i'm going to share with you my personal experience and I hope it helps you....

My mother is a religious nut. When I was about 4 years old I started having really bad migraines and hallucinations.. ( i remember seeing things, walking into walls etc.. because I wasn't seeing what was there in reality) this went on for a couple of years. My parents took me to several specialist who put me on everything from anti-epileptic medication to you name it... finally the migraines quit when I was about 6. When i was young , I had a huge resentment of being forced to go to church.. would hide in closets at the church while my mother thought I was in sunday school etc.. I can't possibly explain in one post how all these things relate to my mother being a religious nut but trust me.. it all circles back to that.

Now, I am not possessed or a child of satan.. etc etc etc.. however my mother did treat as though I was and from a very young age I cannot remember doing anything "right" in her way of thinking. So once someone starts treating you a certain way esp as a young young child... the child will act that way because it is what is expected and what will get you the attention even if its the negative sort. It really wasn't until I was a teen ager that I started to understand the cycle of behavior but I really never got out of it with my mother.. Now at 30 something.. I'm still the black sheep of the family.. but I have a good life ( a good spiritual life) my own family and my own identity other than that of my mothers label.

reply to post by mellowdrew
Sounds like you had the night terrors to me. Perfectly normal.

If you were speaking or yelling clear, articulate curse words, then I'd say this is indeed interesting. "Speaking in tongues" is a bit hard to imagine, since most 2 year olds still speak some amount of gibberish.

- Did either of your parents curse around you at that age? Anyone else in the family curse around you?

- How old was the place you lived in at the time?

sorry that i haven't replied back, but here is some information about the times it occurred
talked to my mom about it last night while watching sinister and she explained that i was very anti-religious when I was younger.
I used to attend a catholic school in Kissimmee, florida and was kicked out for ripping up bibles , cursing at the teachers whenever we had to pray, just very weird things I suppose since that is what I was told
yes I used to have night terrors and I remember them very clearly but that was when I was 7 and moved to my new home in orlando.
Before I used to live in an apartment, just a normal apartment nothing creepy or old.
Also i tried burning the apartment down and put my mom to sleep while the kitchen was on fire but she woke up from the smoke that entered the room.
I have no memory from 1-6 which is probably just normal but just letting you guys know
I am 19 years old, birthday in 1 month about to be 20 years old. I am a normal person i would say. I have a girlfriend, a bunch of close friends, about to have my own company. I am not some anti-social person who lives
in their room so I am not going crazy lol.
Point is, i just want to know was my childhood actually haunted or some sort of metal breakdown when i was a child.

let met just say this, my girlfriend and I went out the night on christmas to get food for everybody and we saw a black dog on the street and just drove really fast by it.
Also that night before i left her house we were hugging and just messing with her like try tickling her you know all that cute stuff lol. When i looked behind her i saw a man pointing at me and she got in the way right after and i checked again and he wasn't there. I told her and she said to stop so she doesn't freak out.

Ever since my mom told me about my childhood all these weird events keep popping up and is actually freaking me out.

i just want some sort of answer

Originally posted by mellowdrew
i just want some sort of answer

I was told to tell you that you really don't want that answer. "Not at all," they said. Oh, and then they told me to say lol. I have no idea what this is about but I said I'd pass this on to you.

Don't U2U me about this.

Thanks.

nothing suspicious or weird has happened lately, might as well let this thread die

MellowDrew,

I'd love for you to check out a book called Remarkable Healings by Dr. Shakuntala Modi; it's all about her work as a psychiatrist using spirit release therapy techniques she developed; she found that various types of energetic attachments and entity attachments are a primary cause of physical illness, night time terrors, moments of freaky "psychic possession" in youngsters, abductions, and also emotional illness.

Those of us in the shamanic traditions who work with shamanic extractions can confirm that all of us pick up LOADS of "Klingons" -- i.e, outside, non-organic energies, influences, and entities, some very minor, some rather intense and powerful -- especially during times of physical illness or physical wounds, during childhood and infancy (especially if a sensitive child who is far too "open" moves to a home that has negative energy) and also during times of emotional trauma. This stuff can be expelled through your own willpower, but it can also be helpful to follow a certain "protocol" or series of visualizations/invocations if you're trying to do this for yourself; Modi does a great job talking about her career working with people on this stuff and includes simple affirmations/prayers you can do (whether you're religious or not) to work at expelling this stuff yourself.

In severe cases like schizophrenia, both she (and I ) have found that there can be a LOT of things going on, including soul fragmentation from trauma, entity attachments (they really act as low level parasites draining people's energies) and more. I worked with two schizophrenics using a combo of spirit release therapy and shamanic extraction and these LIFELONG SCHIZOPHRENICS no longer heard voices, needed medications, or were troubled by weird "stuff" going on. So this is REAL stuff.

Mothers "know" what's going on with their children; and children, especially before the age of three, are so psychically wide open, they can pick up a LOAD of crap from people, places and things in their environment. It's always good to have some system in place for periodic self-cleansing; it doesn't just build up psychic/spiritual "immunity" (strengthening your natural resistance to negative stuff) but it also greatly helps with PHYSICAL health and physical immunity. They're all related.

Hope this helps!