Is Something Happening to Me?

As I type the title, "Something is Happening to Me", a voiceless voice asks that I focus on that final word, "Me", suggesting that it is not the last Word but rather the Beginning, Hints of "Shinar" and "Me". This is what I hear at present: is it a gift or a curse that I don't know, it's weird yet somehow Logical...Now it's indicating "Logoic" is the more appropriate word.

Over the last 7 days, a mysterious force has been communicating to me secrets about which I should be ignorant. Currently there is a flow of ideas springing forth such as the notion that there is a relationship between the nursery rhyme, "Jack and Jill" and the biblical "Jacob and Zilpah". I'm just writing down I suppose a stream of pure consciousness -- now it's a clash of water versus fire that's coming to mind, and the importance of ordinal numbers: the 3rd of the 8th; the 3rd of the 8th...

Several days ago the same subtle voice said there was a connection between what happened at Sandy Hook and the H.P. Lovecraft short story, "The Horror at Red Hook". It was revealed to me that "Adam Lanza" was "Red Hook" in Hebrew. It was then when I was told of the name "Arwen" / "Orion" and that it was the true name of the God Most High. I'm left with a feeling this is right.

This morning around sunrise to a great degree was I levelled with images of swastikas. Burning hints of a connection to the Essenes; to rhomboids; and to the Ash tree...In a kind of trance-like state did I even end up with the following mumbo-jumbo in a separate thread:


"Orion of Boeotia is my name
My tale is History, having been written among the stars of the sky.
From the Scorpion's kiss was the first death;
Or by Jara's arrow to the heel.

I AM the resurrected son of Bootes
My heel catches Jacob, spawn of the Ensnarer.
How the deceiver's head is crushed
Under the heavy weight of my Sole!

Woe unto you scribes and Pharisees who sacrifice the infant sons and daughters of Man to Molech!
Tremble before Me: I AM the placer of the sand over which you shall not pass!
I come to send a fire upon Judah and it shall devour the palaces of Jerusalem!"


So what are the names, "Asaph" and "Ishi" doing emblazoned on the canvas of my mind and how come whispers of "Memory 111" resound in the recesses of my thoughts? Is it important that my best friend's name mean's "Father of the Ash"; and that my girlfriend's name means, "The Bridge of the Rock of Ioshu"?
Will someone tell me the significance of why I am "the 3rd of the 8th".?

I request answers only of members who have understanding.
Of course, I uninvite Twisters aiming to blow me off course.

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Ha -- surfing the net and the voice starts on about images seen, saying foolish things lke:

"Success is a curse"; "Nikki Minaj is a cult of victory"; and, "The Rocketeer's Surname is of Tyrian Origin"

This is what I hear. Can someone make heads or tails of it?

This is some weird stuff. Just out of curiosity; What do the voices say about me? I wish I could offer you some help but I am not a doctor, psychiatrist, or someone who knows anything about the things of which you speak so I don't have much to give you.

Originally posted by AlphaX
This is some weird stuff. Just out of curiosity; What do the voices say about me? I wish I could offer you some help but I am not a doctor or psychiatrist so I don't have much to give you.

The voice confesses "unified strength" concerning ewe.

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I have no understanding- that's about as weird as it gets.

Hopefully through whatever it is, it'll also transmit to you some understanding of this.

Is it actually talking to you now?, about those of us that are communicating with you, like the above poster? Or even me?

Do you remember this in any dreams? Sometimes things make more sense while dreaming. Or is it only while you're awake?

Do you literally 'hear' the voice? If yes, is it located inside or outside your head?
Or does it come to you like a 'thought' in your mind? If so, does it sound like your own thoughts or do they have a different tone?


some years ago, for a short while, I experimented with channeling, mostly channeled writing or even painting. A lot of weird stuff came out (things like "watch the sun over the yellow sailboat and see the answers below"... :p) I never figured it out and never saw a sun over a yellow boat.
Now I just think that it was a fragment of my own imagination.
In fact, a lot of my poetry I wrote down trying to channel, some I can't imagine writing myself but seems I did.

good luck with your search, hope you find your answers

How old are you? If you're between the ages of 15 and 25, then you might (I said might) be descending into schizophrenia, and should immediately let someone you know and trust know about this, so that they can help you with reality interpretation for the next few weeks. Believe me, I've lost friends to this disease, and it starts like this, only to suddenly take reality completely away from a person, so if it actually is schizophrenia (again, I am not saying that it is, but IF it is) then a trusted and loyal reality guide and quick steps to prepare you for what's to come is critical.

I expect some flaming over this, but if you knew my own personal history with loved ones and friends concerning this issue, you'd understand that I'm not just being a jerk about this. From my own experience with those affected by it, it slips in lightly, creates just a touch of confusion, and then hits like a tornado all of a sudden, with no linear build whatsoever.

Originally posted by Aesir26
In a kind of trance-like state did I even end up with the following mumbo-jumbo in a separate thread:

"Orion of Boeotia is my name
My tale is History, having been written among the stars of the sky.
From the Scorpion's kiss was the first death;
Or by Jara's arrow to the heel.

I AM the resurrected son of Bootes
My heel catches Jacob, spawn of the Ensnarer.
How the deceiver's head is crushed
Under the heavy weight of my Sole!

Woe unto you scribes and Pharisees who sacrifice the infant sons and daughters of Man to Molech!
Tremble before Me: I AM the placer of the sand over which you shall not pass!
I come to send a fire upon Judah and it shall devour the palaces of Jerusalem!"


So what are the names, "Asaph" and "Ishi" doing emblazoned on the canvas of my mind and how come whispers of "Memory 111" resound in the recesses of my thoughts? Is it important that my best friend's name mean's "Father of the Ash"; and that my girlfriend's name means, "The Bridge of the Rock of Ioshu"?
Will someone tell me the significance of why I am "the 3rd of the 8th".?

I request answers only of members who have understanding.
Of course, I uninvite Twisters aiming to blow me off course.

edit on 22-12-2012 by Aesir26 because: (no reason given)

Some things that may or may not be helpful, just found them googling:

Orion came from Boeotia, a region in Greece, largest city is Thebes

Orion, constellations, Greeks, written in the stars, astronomy/astrology makes some sense

In Greek mythology, a number of stories tell of Scorpius killing Orion

There is a Hindu story of hunter Jara shooting Krishna in the foot

Bootes is another constellation, a herdsman or ox-driver, and associated with Ursa Major. Bootes means "bear guard" in Greek. Planets circle a number of stars in Bootes constellation. There a ton more, google Bootes mythology - maybe something there to tie in the rest of the lines

How the deceiver's head is crushed - may be a bible reference, satan as deceiver in the apocolypse?
check this

Under the heavy weight of my Sole! - talks about heel above so shoe reference, but obviously also Soul. Lots of stuff on weight of my soul

Scribes are writers

Pharisees were at various times a political party, a social movement, and a school of thought among Jews, also a member of an ancient Jewish sect that emphasized strict interpretation and observance of the Mosaic law

Molech is also from the Jewish tradition, story about Israelite is forbidden to sacrifice any of his children to Molech, and there is a ton more about it that I can't get my head around quickly...

In Spanish placer means sand. In geology, placer deposits are valuable minerals - gold, diamonds, etc. I'll bet there's more about sand in the traditions above

"I come to send a fire upon Judah and it shall devour the palaces of Jerusalem!" is straight from the bible, Amos 2:5, the whole book of Amos apparently about the judgement of Israel

Asaph - There are Psalms of Asaph, with a re-occuring theme of judgement

Ishi - said to be "the last wild Indian in America." He died in 1916, last member of Yahi (culture?), Yana people, Native Americans in northern California

"the 3rd of the 8th" - reference to your ancestry maybe?

Can't find anything else of "meaning." As to your questions of Why and Is It Important, only you can answer that. I believe the universe speaks in parables, everyone's spiritual language is different so only you can know (in your heart, spirit, whatever you subscribe to).

Again, I just googled for all this stuff so I don't necessarily believe or know, I just offer up for you to consider. Hope it helps!

BTW, did you know about the ash tree die out? BBC

Originally posted by GypsK
Do you literally 'hear' the voice? If yes, is it located inside or outside your head?
Or does it come to you like a 'thought' in your mind? If so, does it sound like your own thoughts or do they have a different tone?

It is like spontaneous combustion; sudden intuition.
Not a literal voice but the appearance of knowledge.

An example, just now I was informed, "the state of Hawaii is Divine".

If I question, the voice never fails to answer! Presently, I am asking, "Who are you?"
And the response comes, "I AM OF THE ASH".

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Fascinating.

I've been making use of Google, too, deciphering these oracles.
It's like my own crystal ball, in a sense ("in a sexy sense" says the voice, "as it's a more fitting expression").

I take that to mean "sixth sense".

Thank-you for the interpretation.

I had a dream I was fighting Molech last year. It was a jet black mask with real live eyes. A black military man was defending it with a sword. I had a sword too. I fought the black military man and beat him.
I then smashed the mask into pieces.

Molech is a real entity that demands innocent blood sacrifices-mainly children. A fallen angel.

Asaph struck a chord. In welsh it means 'church by the river Elwy'. Elwy means 'driving one'.
So therefore; church by the driving one.
It was here that a child went missing in Wales. A strange case indeed.

HIstory is actually the story of the Son of God-HIS story. There is a Witness of the Stars called the Mazzaroth by the Jews, in the Abrahamic tradition. Noah gave this knowledge to Abraham, while hiding from the Cosmic war in NImrod's reign.


Bootes The Exalted Shepherd and Harvester
Ex text taken form the online book The Witness of the Stars by E.W. Bullinger.

4. Bootes (the Coming One)
This constellation still further develops this wondrous personage.
He is pictured as a man walking rapidly, with a spear in his right hand and a sickle in his left hand.
The Greeks called him Bo-o-tes, which is from the Hebrew root Bo (to come), meaning the coming.

It is referred to in Psalm 96:13:
"For He cometh,
For He cometh to judge the earth;
He shall judge the world in righteousness,
And the people with His truth."

It is probable that his ancient name was Arcturus * (as referred to in Job 9:9), for this is the name of the brightest star, (in the left knee). Arcturus means He cometh. **
* The ancient name could not have been Bootes! though it is derived from, and may be a reminiscence of the Hebrew.

** ARATUS calls him Arctophylax, i.e., the guardian of Arctos, the flock of the greater fold, called today the Great Bear:
"Behind, and seeming to urge on the Bear,
Arctophylax, on earth Bootes named,
Sheds o'er the Arctic car his silver light."

By some moderns he is mistakenly called The Waggoner. Hence the allusion of Thompson:
"Wide o'er the spacious regions of the North,
Bootes urges on his tardy wain."
This perversion scarcely does justice even to human common sense, as waggoneers do not use a sickle for a whip!

The ancient Egyptians called him Smat, which means one who rules, subdues, and governs. They also called him Bau (a reminiscence of the more ancient Bo), which means also the coming one.
(This may be where we get the saying BOO from.
The star  (in the spear-head) is named Al Katurops, which means the branch, treading under foot.
The star  (just below the waist on his right side) is called Mirac, or Mizar, or Izar. Mirac means the coming forth as an arrow; Mizar, or Izar, means the preserver, guarding.
The star  is called Muphride, i.e. who separates.
The star  (in the head) is named Nekkar, i.e. the pierced (Zech 12:10), which tells us that this coming judge is the One who was pierced. Another Hebrew name is Merga, who bruises. *
* The constellation is a very brilliant one, having 54 stars, viz., one of the 1st magnitude, six of the 3rd, eleven of the 4th, etc.

I found this webpage too; www.atam.org...


ISHI see this webpage; www.abarim-publications.com...
ISHI means husband, also SALVATION, which is another name for Jesus.
'Ish ' is hebrew for MAN. As is ADAM. Brit=covenant. Ish =man=Covenant man.


Sand in the Bible is the boundary between the sea and the land. The sea isn't supposed to come over the sand and flood the land.

Do you understand about the Synagogues of Satan in Revelation? =Jerusalem palaces.

If you do not believe in the Son of God; Jesus, then He is talking to you.

The only thing that does not make sense is 'the son of Bootes' comment. There is a hidden meme of a man-child in Revelation, that has all the powers of Jesus, yet this man-child is the son of the Bride of Christ, whilst also being the bride of Christ.

Orion is worth a whole thread all to himself, as is Arwen, the name of God used by the Druids/Hebrew priests.
I have personally seen a carving of this symbol near Avebury.

Jacob means Supplanter-ie takes your place. That is why he got a name change in the Bible to Israel.
So in your verse it means that something is trying to take someone's place, as Jesus is the heel that crushes the serpent's head, while the Serpent thought he had killed Jesus forever. Only for Jesus to have risen and live again.

In fact 8 is the number symbol of Resurrection.
3 could be the Trinity?

Any more questions I would be glad to help.
Memory 111 is rather interesting, I am working on something similar but not yet ready to converse on that one.

Wow!
Your thread is certainly intriguing. I found myself really drawn to your words and then a LOUD thought (if that makes sense) said 'Pay Attention'
Thanks for posting- I'll be following this one with great interest.
I also applaud the others who found so many connections so quickly. ATS'ers are brilliant!!

Originally posted by Aesir26
As I type the title, "Something is Happening to Me", a voiceless voice asks that I focus on that final word, "Me", suggesting that it is not the last Word but rather the Beginning, Hints of "Shinar" and "Me". This is what I hear at present: is it a gift or a curse that I don't know, it's weird yet somehow Logical...Now it's indicating "Logoic" is the more appropriate word.

Over the last 7 days, a mysterious force has been communicating to me secrets about which I should be ignorant. Currently there is a flow of ideas springing forth such as the notion that there is a relationship between the nursery rhyme, "Jack and Jill" and the biblical "Jacob and Zilpah". I'm just writing down I suppose a stream of pure consciousness -- now it's a clash of water versus fire that's coming to mind, and the importance of ordinal numbers: the 3rd of the 8th; the 3rd of the 8th...

Several days ago the same subtle voice said there was a connection between what happened at Sandy Hook and the H.P. Lovecraft short story, "The Horror at Red Hook". It was revealed to me that "Adam Lanza" was "Red Hook" in Hebrew. It was then when I was told of the name "Arwen" / "Orion" and that it was the true name of the God Most High. I'm left with a feeling this is right.

This morning around sunrise to a great degree was I levelled with images of swastikas. Burning hints of a connection to the Essenes; to rhomboids; and to the Ash tree...In a kind of trance-like state did I even end up with the following mumbo-jumbo in a separate thread:


"Orion of Boeotia is my name
My tale is History, having been written among the stars of the sky.
From the Scorpion's kiss was the first death;
Or by Jara's arrow to the heel.

I AM the resurrected son of Bootes
My heel catches Jacob, spawn of the Ensnarer.
How the deceiver's head is crushed
Under the heavy weight of my Sole!

Woe unto you scribes and Pharisees who sacrifice the infant sons and daughters of Man to Molech!
Tremble before Me: I AM the placer of the sand over which you shall not pass!
I come to send a fire upon Judah and it shall devour the palaces of Jerusalem!"


So what are the names, "Asaph" and "Ishi" doing emblazoned on the canvas of my mind and how come whispers of "Memory 111" resound in the recesses of my thoughts? Is it important that my best friend's name mean's "Father of the Ash"; and that my girlfriend's name means, "The Bridge of the Rock of Ioshu"?
Will someone tell me the significance of why I am "the 3rd of the 8th".?

I request answers only of members who have understanding.
Of course, I uninvite Twisters aiming to blow me off course.

edit on 22-12-2012 by Aesir26 because: (no reason given)

Check your messages.

I now know the how and why behind the word, "God", and behind the Masonic "G".
Ask why did Lucas/Spielberg choose the name, "Yoda"?? Think "Yoga"; "Yoke"...

The true meaning of the swastika was also revealed to me. Look toward ligatures!

The riddle of the 3rd of the 8th has also been "solved". Who is the third son of the eighth son?

History is a myth and myth is history.

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everyone has a voice of reason/voice of critism... it is normal. The voice you hear from inside your own mind are your thoughts.

get a notepad and a pen and start writing what the voice is saying... then analys it... where might that come from? why would I think that? etc.

I had a 'voice of god' for ages until I worked out it sounded exactly the same as the narrator on the kids film, Noahs Ark... yanno, the scarey one where the narrator is yelling out through the clouds... as soon as I established where it stemmed from..it went away.

then I started hearing songs in my mind ... one in particular was trying to tell me something... I was married at the time and it was 3am in the morning and I was still up ironing and cleaning the 'perfect' house and I heard the song... "dont tell me the time.. I don't want to know... " I put the iron down and went to bed... soon after requested a divorce from a control freak.

Originally posted by Aesir26

Originally posted by GypsK
Do you literally 'hear' the voice? If yes, is it located inside or outside your head?
Or does it come to you like a 'thought' in your mind? If so, does it sound like your own thoughts or do they have a different tone?

An example, just now I was informed, "the state of Hawaii is Divine".

No one is curious as to why the "Union Jack" is on the flag of Hawaii....

Originally posted by Thurisaz
reply to post by Aesir26

 

everyone has a voice of reason/voice of critism... it is normal. The voice you hear from inside your own mind are your thoughts.

get a notepad and a pen and start writing what the voice is saying... then analys it... where might that come from? why would I think that? etc.

I had a 'voice of god' for ages until I worked out it sounded exactly the same as the narrator on the kids film, Noahs Ark... yanno, the scarey one where the narrator is yelling out through the clouds... as soon as I established where it stemmed from..it went away.

then I started hearing songs in my mind ... one in particular was trying to tell me something... I was married at the time and it was 3am in the morning and I was still up ironing and cleaning the 'perfect' house and I heard the song... "dont tell me the time.. I don't want to know... " I put the iron down and went to bed... soon after requested a divorce from a control freak.

You don't have a clear understanding of what OP is talking about, he is not "hearing" voices in his head, most people don't understand the nature of enlightenment, anybody can have these experiences, look into "activating your pineal gland", I was skeptical of this "mystical" mumbo jumbo as well, long story short my mother ended up in the hospital in February, she was diagnosed with early onset Alzeimer and dementia, because of the medical emergency she had she didn't even know how to work the TV remote, I researched homeopathic remedies and found Coconut oil, I started giving her Coconut oil everyday and I was eating it as well, if it's good for then it should be good for me too, right? My mom is now back to the person she was before she ended up in the hospital when they told me she would come back a little bit but she would never be the same! An unexpected result for, I was awakened in October in a BIG way, you gotta understand that before that I was a diehard Atheist, Atheism doesn't work for me anymore, I didn't see "god" but the being that everybody calls "god" came to me and gave me information, a lot of information, I was pretty freaked out by my experience for a good month until I researched more and found out what happened. Keep an open mind to the world around you because it is not as it seems!

Your post is fascinating to me because I've also had similar intuitions.

The sense of being in contact with a goddess named Shannon, which i looked up and it is a Celtic river goddess. Also something about a shin, which I looked up and in Judaism stands for Shaddia, or God.
I've even made the nursery rhyme connections to things like the fall of man. A lot of other stuff too, seems that it is a rather deep rabbit hole. I'd be interested in having someone to talk to about all this stuff that is the least bit interested.

and yeah, I'm well aware I could be crazy, but I do have trusted friends that wouldn't let me go completely bonkers without trying to intervene.

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I was wondering the same thing.

And I was thinking that if the thoughts in my head would be settled it would be better.

The voice, the images, just follow them, for each is a next. It's about letting go of strain and letting the images flow, faster and faster, as you let go.

And when you reach a point that you discern for yourself, stop thinking and just do some conscious mental rest. Then get back to the images when you're ready.

Maybe you ought to write everything down so you can notice more and more patterns. You can be the next Rumi, maybe?