posted on Dec, 11 2012 @ 09:13 AM
hi.
i dont post much, but ive been around for a while.
right now im sitting in the bath doing my annual christmas haul over.
ive got my laptop with me for some washing instructions, a very helpful diy christmas washing guide.
As usual when im about to do boring stuff i drift away in more pleasant activities, and this time i ended up her in the midst of all doom and
gloom.
if i fail with the spelling and grammar, then those of you who take offence of that are more than welcome to take it up with someone who cares about
your opinion about spelling, like,,, hm,, lets say a shrink who works with obsessive behaviour issues.
There, what was it now that i had on my mind.................. ahh i got it now.
climate change, not to many disspute that as a fact, the reason for the change is a whole different thing.
but my thought goes something like this. how come that in a place like this, where the apocalypse ist hailed in tribute for bringing some excitement
in to the mundane, there is no popular thread about the fact that we within a four year period are majorly screwed if we dont act now.
but there are plenty popular threads about the maya doom n gloom, and other apocalyptic senarios that aint got no real hard proof, hey dont get me
wrong here, i buy in to a lot of scetchy subjects, but i worry allso about the real stuff thats out there.
is it because folks in general on this site use this site as a kind of escape from reality straight in to fairytaleland, and therefore get a lump in
the belly of real SHF scenarios and choose to not see it.
and how come that we are so incredible understimulated that we must seek our chemical brain releases in theories about how the world is going to
end.
if one live an pleasant and satisfactory life, then one dont need explanations of the unexplainable, or?
i love my wife, i love my kids, i love my home, i love my work, i love my hobbies and have both time and money enough to act on them.
in short, i live a very good life with lots of endorfin and adrenalin,
yet i still keep searching for answers that i probably will never get, how come?
how come that we humans willingly lean back out of lazyness in front of the tv channels, many who hates there life even, instead of rising up to the
things that are unjust and screwed up in the world.
is it that simple that instead of following our inner voyce telling oss that we feel bad about our lifes and what we need to do to fix it, out of
lazyness seeks the answers at the therapeuts,
for f___ s sake, we dont need someone to tell us why we feel bad, we only need to listen at our own thoughts,
going to a job that one hates, sleeping with a partner who has lost its flame for you, kissing the ass of someone you despise, and so on, our mind
tells us these things are bad for us,
all we need to do is to start lissening to our own voices and act upon them,
follow our own path instead of someone elses,
how come that what is supposed to be the most easy thing in the world, like follow ones own instinct, in fact is the hardest thing in the world.
well time to start scrubbing, and please dont mind the fact that i sat completley naked in all my sexiness, soaked in shimmering water while i wrote
this little bathtub rant.
hugs n kisses all
jimmy, the soon to be clean swede