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Originally posted by AsuspiciousMANappears
reply to post by SyntheticPerception
oblivio accebit
Man that was killing me
www.eksisozluk.com...
Anyway OP have you ever read any of Dr Michael Newtons work, if not check this video out you might like it.
www.youtube.com...
Originally posted by Starcrossd
I also keep getting led to egyptian lore (and to the Emerald Tablets)..still wondering and searching for where it will all lead.
In the Old Kingdom the Egyptians believed that Atum lifted the dead king's soul from his pyramid to the starry heavens.[5] He was also a solar deity, associated with the primary sun god Ra. Atum was linked specifically with the evening sun, while Ra was associated more with the morning sun.[6]
Originally posted by SyntheticPerception
Originally posted by Starcrossd
I also keep getting led to egyptian lore (and to the Emerald Tablets)..still wondering and searching for where it will all lead.
In the Old Kingdom the Egyptians believed that Atum lifted the dead king's soul from his pyramid to the starry heavens.[5] He was also a solar deity, associated with the primary sun god Ra. Atum was linked specifically with the evening sun, while Ra was associated more with the morning sun.[6]
The "eye" my consciousness passed through was most certainly the Egyptian looking all seeing eye.
That happened after I got outta the mental ward.
I was later (I guess you could say) "pulled" toward something called The Law Of One a book channeled in the early 80's by the social memory complex RA. I find it funny I was dancing with these purple lights as a 5 month old when the RA teaching were introduced..
Then these same lights come back when i turned 30 and having the vision of going through the purple "eye". It started with mass destruction.. just explosions every where and building falling down etc. Mushroom clouds in the sky..
I always leave that part out because I don't want to put out a "fear" vibe about this stuff.
After the explosions and destruction is when my "mind" was flying through space and lots of planets and stars were passing by. Then "it" just quit when it landed on some planet again. I have an idea what the explosions were etc but really not sure.
I am not asking anyone to believe this LOL trust me I know it sounds crazy.. I cant even accept all it myself.
Speaking openly here is helping me a lot. You have no idea how much I thought I was schizophrenic and going mad. It is comforting to speak openly about this.. I can't talk to family because they will become concerned again for my sanity.
RA MATERIAL
YOUTUBE SERIESedit on 4-11-2012 by SyntheticPerception because: (no reason given)
reply to post by The X
I have since discovered that, Every thought you have, everything you do, is seen and heard by Nu. (Whether you believe or not).
Originally posted by dollukka
According to numerology my number is 9, Now should i be worried?
reply to post by LittleByLittle
Your just psychic in your own way and what normal people call crazy is sometimes just undefined and understood states of being if there is no brain part that is physicly faulty. They can be bad for the person experiancing them because they cause fear but sometimes not going all they way down the rabbit hole will be more prolonged suffering.
I cannot see anything like you can with pictures except a little white dot thing making pictures when I close my eyes. But I can play around with synchronicity and feel the cap on my head at least so I am mostly fine (when not annoyed) and feel protected .
What are you really after in your life?
The oneness bliss with the other side?
Experiancing lucid dreaming and trying to figure out if your information can help people? Do you want to got the hermit road or wanna connect with people or maybe do both? And just to make it clear. I do not know your exact road so I can only make suggestions that you should follow if they fit you. Namaste (when you are at your highest and I am at my highest then together we are as ONE).
What am I after in life?
The oneness bliss with the other side?
christian believers dont seem to cáre [ out of ignorance ] while ' illuminated ones ' think it ll be all marvellous - while they will just be Food for the rulers of that dimension... " exclusive food "
- imagine, that, once this Grid s ignited, and the Veil lifted, how every soul will see around them the most heinious creatures and yet,
im sorry SP, wasnt hinting at you considering those ' illuminated ' but more about those, who ve let the 'oneness' beguile them already
Originally posted by SyntheticPerception
reply to post by LittleByLittle
It is like the first "encounter" I had with the electricity is when my life started. It doesn't make sense to my mind but I feel it inside. Like everything is happening all at once, somehow my life began in the middle LOL I can think of things when I was 5 months old and it feels like they are happening right now, not in my past. Like my life was a little "blip" or something.
reply to post by LittleByLittle
I have myself known thing that would happen long before they happened even if they did not make sense but do now.
Originally posted by SyntheticPerception
reply to post by LittleByLittle
I have myself known thing that would happen long before they happened even if they did not make sense but do now.
Could you elaborate a little maybe? If not I understand.
Thank you for joining in on the discussion regardless.