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Originally posted by XxNightAngelusxX
reply to post by Hijinx
It seems that I get into a questioning, dark mood when I think about death...
But since I started this post, my grandmother died. Just yesterday.
I just got back from visiting her a couple days ago. Now I learn she's dead, and I'll never see her again.
Death is more and more on my mind now.
I would have to say, for the most part, I agree with you. But, I also believe that feeling extreme emotions or reactions to the world around you is much better than being what you're taught to believe is "normal."
People die, just as much as they live. Thinking about death isn't too abnormal.
Originally posted by Hijinx
Originally posted by XxNightAngelusxX
reply to post by Hijinx
It seems that I get into a questioning, dark mood when I think about death...
But since I started this post, my grandmother died. Just yesterday.
I just got back from visiting her a couple days ago. Now I learn she's dead, and I'll never see her again.
Death is more and more on my mind now.
I would have to say, for the most part, I agree with you. But, I also believe that feeling extreme emotions or reactions to the world around you is much better than being what you're taught to believe is "normal."
People die, just as much as they live. Thinking about death isn't too abnormal.
I'm very sorry to hear of your loss. I'm not the best with condolences, but I hope you're coping okay.
I think it's very normal to think about death. I actually find the subject fascinating, and have been ridiculed, picked apart as well as torn apart under the prying eyes of society for it. I'm excited for my day, and I will agree when you think about death you end up questioning all of existence. I don't think you should be what is "Taught is normal," in any sense of that world. We're all normal, we're all a little bit crazy, and we're all entitled to be who we are.
I wasn't trying to say you should be the "Norm," so I'm sorry if it came off that way and I can admit I have my dark days as well, but I don't think about murder, I usually focus more on wishing the whole world would just burn. Doesn't have to be at my hands, but doesn't mean I wouldn't enjoy it a little.
Hope, you're doing well. I'm sorry, for your loss at such a dark time. If it means anything at all, you will see her again, maybe not for a while, but you will and she'll always be with you.
Originally posted by XxNightAngelusxX
Thank ya, you do condolences fine
It's kool. I don't actually think about murder very often either, but death is another story. I was simply pondering about how wrong it would be ti kill someone who, by your best judgment, is evil and deserves to die.
Originally posted by XxNightAngelusxX
My fiance has an idea... he sometimes wonders what it would be like if he was an assassin. He would want to kill the evil, corrupt, fat cats of the world.