An unpleasent experience

There is a LOT of spiritual superstition about, and there are many that find "walk-ins" to be a violation of human evolution - because - they walk-in and then walk-out, treating the actual being like a "thing" - it might be confrontational, but the natural "girl" that was born as herself - is still in there somewhere - you must contact her, and be her guide as "your" feelings of fear and frustration, are actually "hers".

Most individuals, just possessed by the mind-construct, are still basic bio-organic "animals" and very few of them are "awake".

--- Mine is, and he is hungry for JUSTICE!

I think your right about her trying to use you. So if you were a portal what then? it was definitely a magical ceremony if somewhat simple. If she could have used you for a connection what then? I think you might have started talking in tongues mabe, might have got you posessed. I would like to know what the words were that she kept saying at the end that would tell me what she was trying to do.