Hi. I have been a member here for a few months, but I don't think I've used my membership so I'll introduce myself. I'm 24 years old and I am a
skeptic, but I have been having some experiences lately that challenge my skepticism. I'll warn you now that this is supernatural in nature, so some
of you might think I'm crazy. I'm beginning to suspect this myself.
I'm sorry about the length of this message. I tried to avoid block o' text.
Over the last year, I have been having strange dreams. The dreams used to involve symbols that one might consider "Satanic," but lately they have
involved actual entities. I will post about two of them, if you don't mind.
Dream 1: I had this dream two days ago. In my dream, I wake up on the couch and there are all these people in the house. My housemates are throwing a
party. I go to the kitchen, where there is a group of strange young girls who have spilled some kind of grain on the floor. They all have brooms and
are sweeping it up. I join them. I
notice that they are packing the grain into cracks in the wall.
A woman I've never seen before approaches me and introduces herself. She is beautiful, with blonde hair and perfect, pale skin. She tells me her
name and spells it out in the air (I cannot remember her name. It had 8 to 10 letters and lots of consonants. "M" "K" "Z" "B" are four letters
I remember). I think to myself,"This is a spirit, maybe she's my spirit guide" and I am very excited to meet her.
suddenly, I am running from the house and down the street. After a while I stop. I am in front of a very large park where the sky is grey, the trees
are dead an the earth is empty and barren. A sign in front of the park says that it is closed permanently, but I can two people walking, hand in hand,
through it in the distance. I feel dread. And then I see the other sign. It says: (forgotten name) Park. So I think to myself, "this is
not a spirit I want to be involved with" and I continue running.
Dream 2: I had this dream today. In my dream, I was in my bedroom and a creature appeared. It was frail and tall and human-like. It told me that when
we die, 12 angels appear before us if we are going to ascend. If we are not going to ascend, only 1 appears. If only 1 comes to collect you, you will
go to hell. The Being left. I was lying in bed while he talked to me. After he left, I rolled over and reached over the edge of the bed to get
something. I saw the shadow of my arm below me. It was then that I noticed *another shadow* of an arm, not mine, about a foot from my arm. I turned
around to see who was in the room with me. There was no one.
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I have never really been a believer in this sort of thing, but I'm beginning to wonder if I have been wrong all along. I feel foolish whenever I tell
the story. Does anybody have any input that doesn't involve advising me to get my meds checked
?