Hello, good to be awake

Hello people. I hope everyone is well.

I am MrTheOutspoken. I am 30yrs old, married, and from the UK.

I had a screwed up childhood, my parents are Jehovahs Witnesses, which ripped my family apart. I blamed religion, blamed god, gave up my beliefs and went off the rails.

I spent my teenage years abusing drugs, myself and everyone around me. I hit rock bottom at 17, living on the streets, being thousands of pounds in debt to drug dealers. One day sat in a #ty sheep hut in the forest, hiding from the dealers who were going to beat me, I realised things had to change.

I pulled my finger out my arse and changed my life around. I met some wonderful people and they have helped me to become a caring person.

Things hadn't seemed right, many questions rattled in my mind. I saw the starving children, I saw the murder and corruption, I saw the horror before me. That one question went over in my mind,

"WHY WOULD GOD DO THIS?".

I did not understand the drug law (I understand on this site I cannot go into detail) I wrote letters to the government, media and drug advisory council. The government responded, which was so empty it was like they had not even read my first letter, I wrote back to the Home Office, then to several MP's, then to the drug advisory council, then the scientific committee on drugs, then several newspapers. No response.

I began to research the drug law myself and the things I discovered have shocked me to the core. My whole world was turned upside down. I began to plan to take my government to court, under the human rights laws as the drug law is arbitrary. I thought to myself I wonder what would happen if the church became involved in this lawsuit, can I argue a case against the church.

I picked up one of my parents bible books and flicked through, I almost broke down when I read the names. This book is using quotes from rockerfella (a satanist- who says he's a Jew), rudolf kittel (a NAZI), and Charles Russell a known freemason.

I began to discover more and more, until everything suddenly became clear, and the simplest explination unfolded before my eyes.

Now my question has changed, instead of "why would god..." it is now......

WOULD GOD DO THIS? The answer, NO
WHY WOULD GOD DO THIS? The answer, he wouldn't!
So if god hasn't, WHO or WHAT has. Then the truth showed its ugly head "it will perform GREAT signs, It will mislead ALL who dwell on the earth".

I am awake. I love it.

My favourite sayings I heard recently "the truth cannot be told by anyone, the truth is something you must discover. It is a journey of questioning everything to gain the correct perspectives.

Peace to mankind, respect everyone, forgive your enemy, discipline with love.

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Welcome to ATS,

Let me see if i understand your are saying that the truth is that god is not doing this? that its the devil? sorry if i misunderstood what you wrote.

Hello, Welcome to ATS! From North West UK.

I like you already.

I care about someone who is JW, she is/was my friend, I miss her.

I understand what you have been through,

You will find friends here.

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Welcome MTO...


WOULD GOD DO THIS? The answer, NO
WHY WOULD GOD DO THIS? The answer, he wouldn't!
So if god hasn't, WHO or WHAT has. Then the truth showed its ugly head "it will perform GREAT signs, It will mislead ALL who dwell on the earth".


Wait, what..?


Are you saying that god sucks ass, or god doesn't suck ass..?


Either way, it looks like you will fit right in...


Enjoy and make the most of it...

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Welcome to ATS...hope you find what you are looking for here...

See you in the forums.

Des

Welcome. I am glad to see that you remain among the living, having ditched your drug habit. Be proud, many are not able to throw off the shackles of addiction.

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He has left the flocks of sheeple on their own but, when he comes back his going to be pi$$ed off

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I used to blame god for everything, now I realise every problem we have today, is caused by man. EVERY PROBLEM.

I also never understood the phrase the 'anger of god', I used to think, "why would god be angry at little me", then I realised, I was just a lost sheep. God was not angry at me, he's angry at the people who are brainwashing me, my family and all of his lost flock.

God is wonderous, amazing and incredibly smart. To leave vital clues scattered through the bible, which will only be seen by people who question the world around them.

The scriptures I remember.......,

"they will come as lambs, but speak as dragons", meaning they will come preaching as holy ones, but their teachings are evil (e.g Commandment by God - Do not Kill, most 'religions' condone war and torture)

"be as wise as the serpent", to understand how Satan worked from day 1 is to understand how the piece of dirt is manipulating the world today. (e.g NLP Neuro Linguistic Programming - the FIRST RECORDED NLP USE was in Genesis, when Satan manupulated eve into eating the fruit)

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