Exactly how am I brainwashed? Well, I have let others help me brainwash myself into believing that this world is either a simulation, part-simulation,
a physical fake, or some or all of the above. I have constant memories of living in a world where disease, random death, and other pointless tragedies
do not exist. There is war in this world in my head. There exists suffering because of such war and many other issues. But, the people there don't
pollute the planet they live in. Life isn't "short" or "cut short" before the true time has come for that person. People either die of natural
causes or when they choose to die. Beings don't eat other being just to exist. They eat food. Food isn't something that's supposed to be alive. The
closer you put something to your eye, the clearer it gets, not blurrier like this world. Almost as if everything we look at in this world is
pixelated, huh? So, people like Harry Houdini, Kriss Angel and Jelena Momcilov are just people who have figured out how to control this simulation
much like the way the characters in the Matrix did, and that's why Houdini could get out of anything, Kriss Angel can float, walk on water, and
amputate people without them knowing and put them back togeather, etc. and this little girl can hold objects without actually gripping them!
And,
there are MANY more examples of supernatural people. How about Ice Man proven not fake to this day even on Fact or Faked?? X) That would explain their
seemingly unexplainable supernatural powers. If this world if fake and really like a big video game, we can do anything we please. I'm currently
working on achieving 'impossible' things myself. ^ ^ The world I remember is a place that is no where near perfect. There is war. People do get sick
from things due to emotional pain that affects them physically and other spiritually guided ailments. You have bullies, beasts, and natural things
that threaten your house or your car. But there is no cancer, murderers, or 'carnivores'. There are burgers. They're made from soy. And, there's
sea food. But, the denizens you eat have no souls- they don't feel pain nor have any consciousness whatsoever. There are no things you dig out of the
ground that hurt you or your planet. Well, you could hurt yourself with a rock you dug up, but you aren't going to find disgusting bio waste,
plutonium, or parasites. The world I believe I remember which I have dreams about, sudden visions of, and strong feelings to is a world where we
don't "fight to survive" unless one strange being chose to. It isn't about 'survival'. It's about living. The world I see is a place already
suited for living, and that's what everyone does there in the wild, the city, or wherever else. I believe in such a place, and that Earth is a fake
place made after this original world by a cold, seemingly soulless force of people who intend to "sacrifice people's happiness now for a brighter
future tomorrow". They think they're doing good, in other words, but in my belief, they have been driven insane somehow and now have made Earth as
their experiment and placed us all in it as their denizens so that they may find a way to control the real world. That's the conspiracy I believe
in.
I deny any notion that children are being harmed in unthinkable ways beyond their will in ways that can't be currently helped at this time or in the
near future. I deny that any of these awful things that apparently go on in Earth are all fake things. I don't believe people are actually suffering
in the worst ways. I only accept some of it. Maybe people are hungry, poor, unprivileged, etc. But, I don't believe in the horrible, unthinkable
things that have apparently happened and are apparently happening now. I deny it all simply because I couldn't live with it. I don't believe that I
am weak for that. I don't see it as a matter of 'weakness or strength' whatsoever. I just know that my psychology isn't built to accept such
things. I've never seen such suffering with my own eyes. And, even if I did, I'd take it as a fake happening- like a hologram. I believe the beings
in control use these 'holograms' to make us think they're happening, when they are not. I refuse to accept that any of it is real, and I am proud
to do so. These 'happenings', to me, are just another part of the conspiracy to ensue fear into people so that they do not act. I JFK and Martin
Luther King Jr. could get taken out for what they did, that would ensue fear. If they were real people, then they just moved on to the real world when
they 'died'. That's one of my theories. Ghosts could be glitches in the fake world along with times slips, etc.
I must be insane because my psychology is impossible to blend into this world's ways. But, to me, this 'insanity' is just what I need to be. I
believe that I am actually the sane one, and all these people that accept all of this are the highly insane ones, and at least half of which may not
even be real people or beings disguised as normal people. Heck, just having to get a job just to survive would be the end of me. I wouldn't want to
live in this world even if I became a big rock star or anything equivalent. I know this. After all, money can't buy happiness, right? It especially
couldn't buy me happiness. "Birth School Work Death". Ever heard that quote before? To me, that is a pointless existence. It isn't even a life.
And, on top of that, I would have to accept all of these atrocities just to be considered 'sane'. Oh, give me a break. I KNOW I'm not even in the
correct body. I'm so uncomfortable in this one, I can't even be myself. People keep hitting their heads and ending up with thick accents they never
had, becoming sudden experts in professions, and all kinds of crap. I believe that, and people remembering past lives are evidence of people
remembering their real lives in the real world. There's a thread example here on ATS posted recently.
Thread link here. And, if there are things in these memories that don't fit in this
original world, then it could have easily been placed by the beings in control to confuse us. Don't even try to 'convert' me. I have a faith. Do
you? Mine isn't any 'religion' anyone has likely heard of. I believe in more than one creator. I believe they made the original world for beings to
LIVE. They didn't make beings that ate others. That would be pointless and horrible. But, these creators aren't perfect either. This original world
is wracked with problems as I described earlier. But, I wouldn't want to live with no problems. I need challenge, too. With no pain, there is no
happiness. But, pain to the point of not WANTING to live should not exist. I don't believe it does. I believe this world is fake- a giant conspiracy
that is going down in flames likely sometime in 2012, and we're all moving to the real world. And, yes, Mayan Prophecy is barely even HALF of what
all points to this.
So, to conclude, I'm proud of my healthy brainwashed, in denial insanity. To me, it's I and the seemingly so few others like myself who are sane,
while the rest accepting all of this are the insane. So, there you have it. I posted this to see just how open-minded the community here is. If ATS
bans me for being 'too insane', oh well. I tried, right? So, this 'Illuminati' or whoever could be the ones who made this fake world and put us
all in it. Or, so I believe. Well, thanks for reading! I worked hard! X)