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Originally posted by IamKels
reply to post by happybee
Wow... You really wouldn't find me in that room at night if I lived there...
Seriously - one of my biggest fears is to open curtains at night and find a face staring back at me....
eerrrrrrrr creepy!
I cannot describe how thrilled I am by this thread. While meditating I often find myself at some scene. Seemingly ordinary people talking. I am a bystander, I listen avidly. I realized it happens quite often, because I started to notice a pattern. It is always about people talking. I'm not noticing the surroundings, the topics are to catchy. I follow every word, but the moment I get excited and make an effort to completely understand what they are saying, or telling myself not to forget this piece of information because it's to valuable, I snap out of it. Frustrating. I cannot seem to remember afterward what the topic was about.I hate that, because it's often valuable information I want to tell everybody about. Sometimes I can recall the faces, but i's mostly the clothes, the 'feel' these people have with them. Mostly i get different people to 'see'. I think you get in a medidative state while falling asleep, because sometimes it also occurs to me while on the brink of falling asleep or when I'm really relaxed and zooming out. Sometimes I get things to see, I do not understand. Like a highlight of a piece of land I'm looking down to ( I nearly made myself go crazy looking for the landmarks on google earth.) or some old book I'm trying to read in (also frustrating, because it kept being covered by mistlike clouds). I learned one thing. To accept. To enjoy. It takes the anguish/irritation/bewilderment of the experience Because it will follow its course. You can not shut it down. I am accepting and enjoying these (sometimes) unasked/unwanted/wonderfull pieces of information coming my way. And a piece of advice for you and myself given by a friend: journal everything. It may seem uncomprehending, but maybe one day the pieces of the puzzle will fit together.
Thank you for sharing your experiences with the world. I hope you can help me with this one... You stated that reading letters and numbers in the astral plane is a bit like having dyslexia... I remember an experience with a book. No, not really a book but an old, very thick cahier. I could nearly smell the old pages. There were some candles lit and a handwritten page was shown to me. I got all excited, I'm a really curious person, and tried to read it. It was a neat handwriting, maybe feminine. But the more I focussed on the words, the harder it was for me to read. I thougt, I'm too excited, so I calmed myself down and tryed again. Nothing, everytime I got close to reading/understanding the words, there was some kind of mist obscurring the page. I got soooooooo frustrated, I came out of it. How do you get to read? Please tell me.
Originally posted by IamKels
reply to post by happybee
Wow... You really wouldn't find me in that room at night if I lived there...
Seriously - one of my biggest fears is to open curtains at night and find a face staring back at me....
eerrrrrrrr creepy!