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Originally posted by Dustytoad
reply to post by ApostleTriad
Truthfully?
It scares me a little.
I bought a book called "Initiation into Hermetics" by Franz Bardon. The book has many practical parts and teaches you to actually perform some interesting things.
I learned it to the point it was dangerous to me, and not enough to protect myself.
Let's just say that the extreme weirdness was soo bad that the book isn't even on my bookshelf anymore, It's in a box upside down under some clothes so that I don't accidently look at it.
I have found Hermeticism to be one of the most complete and useful magical systems there is. It works, and it is very powerful. It is full of hidden knowledge. I really wish I was brave enough to get back into it, but for now im going to hold off.edit on 4/4/2012 by Dustytoad because: (no reason given)
Originally posted by Dustytoad
1)One time I was about to go to bed. I was laying there and decided to change which side I was laying on. I was half way through my turn when I hear "my name." (whisper) and the MY NAME!! I tried to move but I was stuck. And there were all these explosions going off in my head, along with a very loud vibrating hum. I kept struggling to get up, just to move or something. I couldn't go anywhere. Then I thought I had gotten out of it and was going towards my door, still weighing about 1000 pounds.
Well really I was still stuck on my bed, and I was projecting a tiny minute little piece of my consciousness. It was so weak that I kept warping back, and could hardly see. When I realized this I was in despair. I was panicked as heck. I waited a few seconds built up the idea in my head that I was going to use all my force in one moment and brake this weird state I was stuck in. This did not work.
Now I was projecting some part of me again. I could see myself still stuck on my bed, half way through my turn to get comfy. On my wall there was a movie playing. It had words that would repeat...
Those words said:
What game are they playing?
and who's playing it?
they kept appearing one then the other, and sped up till I could no longer see it.
Then I had no energy left and I was back in my body fully. I gave up, I gave in...
30 minutes later I was finally "let go"
Originally posted by ApostleTriad
reply to post by Dustytoad
Bardon! What a wonderful man and what wonderful works he has. I have a nice sized collection of his things, if you'd like them that is.
Originally posted by ApostleTriad
What is your take on 7 reported Laws of the All?:
1. The Principle of Mentalism
2. The Principle of Correspondence
3. The Principle of Vibration
4. The Principle of Polarity
5. The Principle of Rhythm
6. The Principle of Cause and Effect
7. The Principle of Gender
Increase thyself to immeasurable height, leaping clear of all body, and surmounting all time, become eternal and thou shalt know God. There is nothing impossible to thyself. Deem thyself immortal and able to do all things... become higher than all Height and lower than all Depth... to be everything at the same time in earth and sea and heaven.
Think that thou art as yet begotten, that thou art in the womb, that thou ar young, that thou art old, that tho hast died and art beyond death: percieve all these things together... and thou shalt know God.
But if thou shuttest up thy soul in thy body and abasest thyself and sayest 'I know nothing, I can do nothing, I am afraid of earth and sea, I cannot mount to heaven, I know not what I was or what I shall be;' then what hast thou to do with God?
-Corpus Hermeticum xi [ii]
Originally posted by Dustytoad
Originally posted by ApostleTriad
reply to post by Dustytoad
Bardon! What a wonderful man and what wonderful works he has. I have a nice sized collection of his things, if you'd like them that is.
I wouldn't mind a couple recommendations. I just don't want to see that one book. I have a connection with the book, and the weirdness. Like the book has power now that it was always around me while I was doing the practices.
I highly respect Franz Bardon. He's like the good guy responsible version of ol alyster crowely...
After that time that my body said "Hi God." beyond my control, and energy shot up my spine, my nerves, and brain chemistry were very much altered.
Now I would need to be even stronger to be able to handle the insane amount of energy I can conjure, but not quite control.
There is a bridge in meditation I need to cross to gain such control, but before I get there, I will be left open defenseless to my own mind and other, even, DARK energies...