posted on Dec, 16 2017 @ 04:44 AM
okay. I've been experiencing this exact phenomenon all my life. At first when I tried to explain it my friends told me it was just nostalgia. But i
know its more than that. Its become increasingly more "powerful". Ill be walking down the street or laying down in my room or listening to music a
bam. Like a huge memory. Full of lights sounds, feelings emotions. Its like I stumble upon some information that ive always knew. Like being late to
school and then realising its saturday. It always sends me reeling a bit. Like my whole body feels "vibratey". Then a quick jolt of extreme panic!
Then when the natural response of "why am I freaking out" kicks in the memory COMPLETELY DISSOLVES! And I'm left grasping like no I know I just
remembered something. As I try to grasp it, it slips further away. As if I'm trying to recall a dream. And I'm left sitting there life wtf. What was
that. Sometimes these "liquid memories" as I call them as exactly like my real memories. Just different colors, peoples, shapes and layouts of
buildings. Then others are completely random. Like...and bear with me here because its like trying to recall a dream. Its like, blue...military tent.
Waiting to for my turn. Then as I'm about to slip into it panic. Like none of this is right. Then it all fades. And its always something different. I
dont know why I'm writing all of this. It just kept happening so I finally looked it up. Using very specific phrasing and this is the ONLY thing ive
ever seen laying out the EXACT "symptoms"...so thought I'd...chirp in...