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Just by doing what you are doing now you are.
Spirit matters always find an outlet, and it is always for the best.
The portal or "vortex" was just strange, and it triggered my "That is not possible" fight or flight response. This was back in my very early days of attempting to tap into myself and whatever else is out there.
I think now if that were to happen, just like a few other experiences I had early on, I would approach it differently if I ever had one appear again. I already kind of use something similar in my head when I attempt to make contact with someone/thing . I visualize a portal of sorts. I never really thought about it. Maybe that experience did more than I thought.
*ponder*
As to chakras being out of tune, more than likely they are, but if it isn't broken, don't fix it. I am not one to want to really tune in all that much. I'm already tuned in enough, and had to learn how to tune out at one point. I do meditate once and a while, especially if I need to tune in, but then I tune out right away...lol Psychic awareness is not something you want on all the time. Been there, done that, and prefer to just kind of let it happen on its own now.
Comes in handy for work.
As soon as I get some extra free time, I will start that portal painting.
Like I said, this is something I want to work on, personally. I'm sure not everyone is as interested as I am, but I feel it is something I NEED, so trying to work it in is a real challenge.
I remember once in meditation being told to go outside and look. I stepped out on my back porch and watched as two basketball sized orbs went zipping through the alley. They seem to notice that I noticed them and one zipped right up to where I was, flew around me and they sped off down the alley. They were iridescent colored orbs. That is the only time I saw orbs with my own eyes. Gotten some pictures, but never actually seen them like that before or sense.
I got no feelings from them other than amazement and that they seemed playful. They reminded me of swallows, and how they fly in groups and buzz from tree to tree. That was about the only feeling other than just a WOW! look at that! The funny thing about it was the voice beforehand, that voice pops up sometimes right before something happens like this. Maybe it was simply the voice giving me something to look at so I could accept that when it talks, something will happen. I have learned to be cautious when I hear it, because as I said, something always happens.
I've had many paranormal experiences even seeing what lays waste in the Universe above. . I love our World and the Universe. . It helps us, expecially when we all are united as one; but time is moving faster.
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Now, my paranormal experiences have been werid and wild. . Expecially one experience where i got really drunk and ended up fliping script and going crazy. .My whole family was in shock and even said that wans't me and i've came to the conculsion i was possessd by a evil spirit because that wasn't my first time; there has been many times that this has happen to me and not only me but a lot of people but some haven't even thought of the same conculsion as I have.
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Now, other paranormal experinces; i've seen many spirits and ghostly figures whiche some i've seen a lot of people explain to me as some of these shadowly figures known as "Shadow People". I've also had times where when i was a teenager, I wouldn't sleep in my room for over months and I now do not stay in that room my sister does.
But, ever since my experiences in that room; from dream catcher to tv going on and off but with a blue screen and seeing spirits or ghost within the room. . Now the dream catcher, ive owned that certain dream catcher for over 5 years until one day; i decided to get a chair and go dust my dream catcher off but ive noticed it was perfectly broken. The top part of the dream catcher was snaped in half perfectly, which is one of the main reasons why my room at the time scared the # out of me. . So, i chunked it. . I have another one but one of the webs within the dream catcher tore.
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But, ive also came to a conclusion on how I notice when people are thinking about me or talking about me. . Or when a spirit is near me, true or not i call this sudden spider type sense "Ghost Touch" When a spirit or ghost is around me or close to me my body gets the goose bumps like if a cold breeze just past me.
ive had other experiences where ive heard voices and seen spirits another time or like this one experience where i thought ive seen a angel in the night sky. .Which was brighter then the north star itself and in clear view. I looked in my grandfather binoculars and it was bright but I could get an outline of a figured with wings.
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Another experience was when I was meditating. . I had a message that told me to seek the "Secret Order of God" which, i haven't yet but will shortly even if so called "Order" exist. . but anyways now there has been many other experiences expecially seeing balls of light or lights in trees or around me.
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Ive seen ghost at my motherlaws and wifes house. And at the canal near there place, ive also had experience with seeing "UFOS" and hearing loud noises in the atmosphere. . . One last experience for you all, a loud sound which echo with waves of energy that shook the sky above or as well I thought and 12 others thought as well. . It made a "Whomp whom whom whomp whom whom" noise that echoed the sky, which ive had always wonder what exactly was making that noise that night.
Please feel free to message me or have a responce, skeptical or not ill be free to answer any questions. As well, I am new but at the same time not new; ive done a lot of research in my time and I have read a lot of post on the fourms for about 2 - 3 years now but this is my first time making a account. . Thanks for reading and god bless you all
My cats used to always brush into my candles and start their tails on fire when I would meditate. Very distracting but yet, funny in a twisted kind of way. You would think cats would learn that candles and cat tails don't mix, but I had one that did it several times. I miss having cats.
Don't get me wrong, I am very interested in the entire psychic experience. Mine, yours, everyone's!
It is how I figure out the workings of the abilities. I am comparing notes with everyone who posts in a strange way.
Comparing it to my own experience,hoping to have an epiphany so that some things work better in my own personal psychic experience. I've been fully open before, but I don't think I was nearly ready for the experience. lack of control I guess.
It kind of turned me off to being a full blown psychic. But that doesn't mean I don't want to understand it or use it.
I don't understand it, and it is not a question of Why anymore, I quit asking that, now I am more into how.
I understand the push you are having towards it being a need. I feel that way myself. I also ignore that a lot because it does interfere with work. But then, meditation is as simple as closing your eyes and allowing yourself to go silent or focusing on what you are trying to achieve, and I do use that a lot in my day to day work week.
Meditation is a very powerful tool even in small doses.
originally posted by: starwae
a reply to: sled735
Thanks! hmm guess I will share one! not sure what it was,but when I was 12 I was getting ready for bed,it must have been around 9 or 10pm,I turned off all the lights in my room (my room was on the second floor) Andy windows were closed,I had just layed down and closed my eyes,but when I opened them up like a few minutes later,I saw this orb that was blue/white...more white than blue,it was about thej size of a basketball it flew/floated into my room through the window and lit up the whole room with its white/blue light,it was so bright that when I covered my head with my blankets the light shone through,I peeked my head out and it was still there,it stayed floating in my room for a good minute or two,but then it started to go out of my room and into the hall across to my sisters room,I shot out of bed and turned on thelights in the hallway and the orb dissapeared.
But the weird part was that about 4 months later,my sister and I shared a room downstairs and it she woke me up in the middle of the night and told me she had seen bright basketball size orb near the window,she described and it sounded exactly like what I she except she said it was really fast,it had floated around the window (she was up and just looking out the window at that time) but it would have just floated there in the same spot for about 30 seconds almost as if it was watching her and flew away lighting fast afterwards.
So yeah that was weird anyone know what this could have been? or experienced something like this?
oh I forgot to add I had asked a psychic about but like years later and she told me her daughter experienced the same thing as I when she was the same age as I was when I saw it o.o she wasn't exactly sure what it was but she thought it was either an angel or a spirit from another dimension,or something like that.
Orbs are translucent balls or spheres of energy, which are comprised of spiritual matter and consciousness. Many people believe that the orbs are spiritual beings of some sort, such as angels or spirit guides. They are most commonly shades of white but can also be different colors such as blue or green. Colored orbs are more rare and can be angels or archangels. Orbs are benign and harmless, as they are spirits "going about their business".