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kezzy24
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and please don't be rude.
as i said the ghost or whatever has followed me all my life but don't think think it'll be like what those stupid paranormal activity movies demon
sled735
reply to post by Darkblade71
That WOULD take a lot our of a person, I'm sure. I don't think I could do it either.
I've seen shows on t.v. where the psychic/medium is affected physically by seeing/feeling what the victim went through. It looks pretty bad! How do they stand the pain of experiencing one's death?
My hat is off to them (and you).
Darkblade71
sled735
reply to post by Darkblade71
That WOULD take a lot our of a person, I'm sure. I don't think I could do it either.
I've seen shows on t.v. where the psychic/medium is affected physically by seeing/feeling what the victim went through. It looks pretty bad! How do they stand the pain of experiencing one's death?
My hat is off to them (and you).
Well, something like that could go many ways when you experience it. When I was working the JVP site, I would constantly watch peoples loved ones die before they even said what had happened, there was no feeling there because I was an observer, however, twice that I can think of where I felt what happened to someone, and both times were very painful, and both times caught me off guard. This last one, where I was inside someones body when they died was bad enough to make me think twice, three times even before I attempt something like that again. I didn't like having my head caved in, and I can still smell the scent of burning mental activity as it leaves the body when I think about it. It smells much like electrical heat/fire. No thank you.
I have seen several psychics on TV who apparently can do this too, and I don't know how they can continually go through that. Maybe some form of protection or shielding makes it less intense, that I don't know, as I have had to go it alone my entire life when it comes to the psychic awareness, I never had the luxury of mentors until I came across JVP, and all they really did for me personally, was over expose me to grief and loss from other people, which helped me to shut those doors most of the way.
I try really hard, especially after this last death experience not to reopen those "gifts"/"abilities" whatever people want to call them. I learned an awful lot out of the last experience, and it was a great reminder to be very cautious and keep my own guard up.
If I were to do anything like that again, it would be local, and along side the police department.
Darkblade71
reply to post by nugget1
I understand, no need for apologies. There may be many people around here who are willing to try to take a look. I learned the hard way that for myself I am better off not looking.
lol