omg, so evil!!

A couple of days ago, i had a bit of trouble going to sleep, and suddenly, just before i fell asleep, all of these evil thoughts came into my head, and also some vibrations or something, i swear, I knew that it wasn't my brain making them up, it was like "kill all those people, you are very powerfull, all those people will die" and then i smiled, and then realised what i was doing and thinking and i felt this shock, and all these evil thoughts came into my head talking about how powerfull i am as a psychic (actually im not at all powerful, at least i think im not, and i have yet to achieve an act that is beyond ordinary) and how i should murder all the people. But then i sort of 'took control' and made the spirits (?) go away. It took me a while to fall asleep afterwards, but when i woke up in the morning, i felt no guilt, or hatred, or anything bad like was cleansed, what do you all think about this, cause this sure freaked me out...

Lol d00d that's human nature ;P

I've gottent hem before. You think to yourself whya re you thinking them... But you'd never act on them. They are just thoughts. And the smile you got is from you thikning to yourself that you are thinking all these evil thoughts and you dont know why, but that's what you are doing, thinking very evil thoughts. It's different and it made you chuckle to yourself. Where the hell are tehrse thoughts coming from you thought? you're own head. Sometimes # happens and you think crazy # but it's not like you'd act on them... or thinkt hey are real. Just thoughts out of nowhere. Even evil thoughts that you have no idea why u are thinking about htem. I've had them before, pretty muchthe same as you. Totally evil thoughts. You just think to yourself. God damnit thoughts. hy you being so evila nd why you not letting me go to sleep. Lemmi go to sleep i'm soo damn tired! stupid thoughts. All i wanna do is sleep and you're thinking evilly ;P

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i think thats frightening!

I have honestly felt the same thing as you are describing...I usually comes at a time of strife in my life....If you just relax and do a little breathing exercise, such as physically feel your body relax a bit more with every breath you exhale, you will find that the feeling usually leaves, and you will sleep incredibly peaceful that particular night. At least that is how I handle it when that happens to me...Hope it helps...

Uh. It's not human nature to suddenly tell yourself to kill everyone. That's pure evil, which man is not, so don't think it's you. Since you posted this in the paranormal section, I trust you won't be so quick to disagree if I told you that you were probably experiencing a demonic presence. If it was human nature to think those things, I'd probably have experienced something like that by now, and guess what, I haven't. And neither have many people, therefore, it's not dominant human nature to want to kill things and smile about it.

Don't let demons (or evil "spirits" as some people like to say) get into your head. Be careful.

i get that all the time( no jokes) it is very disterbing, many i have talk to say it is the devil putting ideas in your head.
the only reason it happens when you tried, and when your relaxed, is because your open to new ideas at that time. the devil is evil, and craffty, he finds you in your moments of weakness, and explots it. just ignore the thoughs, and perhaps pray? it should go away when he relises he can't bend you.
the only resons they haven't stoped for me, is because he thinks he can, and he might, who knows, i still do minor sins, though i try not to.
drink some holy water. it might help. just a little, not a lot, i heard they bless it with oils, which, a little can help you, a lot is bad.

wow, thanks for the info, im glad im not alone in this.
i actually did sort of a prayer, and they DID go away, and in the morning i did suspect the devil, but then i thought i was exaggerating a bit. Thanks again, if that happens next time, at least ill be prepared

Can i ask Have you told your doctor about this ?

Just to rule out any other problems.

Pat Robertson described the exact same feelings of evil despair one night alone in a Northwestern Motel room before reaffirming himself as an Evangelical.

I kid you not. It's in his book.

I wouldn't worry about having evil dreams. It's what you do while you're awake that counts.

If the amount of evil you did in your dreams meant anything, well then I'm bad, really bad. Actually though, I'm a nice person. nothing to suspect here

Orion, it happened BEFORE he fell asleep, not while he was dreaming.

I sometimes get evil spontaious thought's

they just seem to pop in there lol

some are funny, for example someone at work who normly does my head in
will get crushed by machinery or set on fire and it makes me chuckle.

other times it could be a loved one being hurt, which fills me with
painfull feelings of regret, I really hate those ones even if u try not to think of them, I wonder weather I'm a monster for manifesting those thoughts?

there usualy easy to stop thinking about during the day.
Its when ur tired and in bed and u cant sleep
they can keep u awake for hours
constently going over things, that have no meaning or relevense to the real world.

u do think about them when ur asleep but u dont remember them,
Its when ur on the verge of sleep and ur tired but awake

Its the part of ur brain that goes over things and tries to work things out
when ur asleep (like the term try to sleep on it)

except its doing it when ur still half awake.

this should be resolved by getting into a consistent sleep pattern

maybe you have had too many late nights?

also drinking (alcahol) can overcome this.

Actually, what you experienced is a symptom of obssesive-compulsive disorder. It's very common and most people have it to some degree.

asala - no i havn't told this to anyone besides you guys

and no i dont drink alcohol cuz im only 14
does that mean im holy?!?!? so are you saying that my brain was like getting rid of all of these thoughts? and wat's the obssesive-compulsive disorder Dr. Sterling46?

Well just wanted to say you're not alone in having evil thoughts. In a moment of stress, I had a very evil thought and imagined myself temporarily becoming a wispy black figure with a black hood and a sickle. I guess I don't have to say anymore of what I was thinking of doing then. It would be natural. But just to reassure everyone, the time wasn't right yet so the thought dissappeared. I guess I must be a bit angry at some relatives.

Another evil thought flashed in my head too but faded quickly too. I was thinking California should be punished with Earthquakes but then I thought they aren't due for a really big one for maybe 6 more years. Funny how suppressed anger can result in these evil thoughts isn't it? The reason I guess I was angry at California was because they are all for Kerry as the next president. Hmmm, all these thoughts started with an evil thought that I should support Kerry since he supports murder. Murder of the unborn that is. With the people of the US ordaining mass murder of the unborn by their choice for president, they are guilty of the crime. Just my opinion. I'm not an angel of death or a violent person so noone has anything to fear from me. These evil thoughts are so annoying sometimes aren't they?

Just a small psychotic break. No big deal. It happens...

no big deal, the fact that all you people have had this happen before is just insane. It is a HUGE deal. I have never ever ever even come CLOSE to thinking of murdering ANYTHING. I feel bad if i take the life from a fly! Man, that is so strange.