I Decided To Never Speak Of This.......... To Anyone...........Until now!

I don't remember too much about my childhood from the age of four to five. I remember I got pneumonia in one of my lungs and was in the hosptal for two weeks. My dad always tells me, "that I liked to died;" and then he goes on about how my lung got scarred and I was never suppose to smoke a cigerette and on and on and blah blah blah. (He is anti smoking, so the story about this episode in my life comes up frequently now that I am older and if you've read any of my other threads, you would know I am not Anti-smoking. Quite the Opposite really.)

One memory I have around that time, Is something I have never forgotten, never understood, and have never ever spoken of or told anyone about until now. I have thought about it some throughout the past 27 years, but I have never dwelled upon it, or researched it. In today' society, I think most people would say it's insane, or that I imagined it, so I just decided I would never speak of it to anyone. But hear I am on ATS and I feel I can finally tell my story and see if anyone out there has ever had an experience like this, or has any clues to what it might be?

It happened on a night around the age of five. I couldn't sleep, so I crawled in bed between my mom and dad and just lay there stareing out the window very late into the night. A shadow appeared in the window shaped like a person. It did not scare me, but I said nothing and couldn't keep my eyes off it. I don't know how many hours past, but it was a few. Then the shadow litterally flew thru the window and into my belly, which made my belly grumble loud. A few minutes later my mom was up with me vomiting, and that morning the doctor said it was just the normal stomach virus.

I know this sounds crazy, but I KNOW WHAT I SAW, and What happened. I also know I decided not to ever speak about this to anyone, EVER. I am not saying it was some alien abducting my body, or some evil spirit, or anything like that, cause I feel I am me. I am a bit different, and lord knows I got flaws, but who doesn't! I can be moody, and have the occasional temper tantrum but all those things are human qualities we all experience. I don't have any special abilities that I'm aware of, and god knows I have made and still make my fair share of mistakes. My boyfriend thinks I am very unique, but every human is in thier own way!!

So Who, What, Why, and How are the questions and opinions I am searching for about this unusually thing that happened to me, The thing I can't get outta my memories when I think back to my childhood, and like I said, have never spoken about until now?

Thanks for sharing your story sounds familiar with others i've talked too , I've never experinced it coming towards me though like you have .

shadow people! They don't mean harm , well most of them. But they like to screw with us , and scare us. They know we can see them sometimes . I think they are just childish forces . Hope to catch one , and teach him a lesson

some stories here

www.shadowpeople.org...


and here

www.abovetopsecret.com...


Usually a loud YELL makes them dissapear

Well, that is indeed a strange story. I don't know anything about this but if i were to take a guess it would have to be that whatever you saw could have been your imagination? it was dark and sometimes the mind can play fascinating tricks on us. But if what you say wasn't your imagination, cant only demons posses someone? I'm not sure...

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Do you feel this enity somewhere in or on your body now?

Do you get patted down after you go through the scans at the airport?

Has anyone ever done an aura read on you and noticed a different color or feel to some part of your body?

Can you sense the emotions of the "other"?

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That is a pretty neat story, and I think I find it really interesting because I can relate to how you feel. When I was one year old my parents tell me that one night as they put me in my crib then went into their room my whole room lit up a bright blue, my dad went outside and checked everything. The next morning is when these three brown marks on my left side had showed up, looking a lot like normal birthmarks.
As I've grown up I've always noticed I'd get weird marks and what look like small scars that have no place being there. And just like you said, I feel like I'm a bit different than everyone else with everything else that is normal.
There was also one moment when I was maybe 5 or 6 (I'm 21 now) that I remember as if it was a dream, but too vivid for me to just dismiss it. I had gone asleep on the couch and I just remember waking up and seeing two tall shadowy figures walking around me and some red glow, more details have been coming back to me here recently and I can't shake the memory.

I say all this, because our stories sound very similar so I believe you and think that there is something possibly extraterrestrial going on.
The one question I want to know is if I am being frequently "visited", then for what reason?

Hi there,

What a strange thing to happen.

I think the shock may have been the cause of your vomiting. I probably would too!

You have no ill effects so chalk it up to experience.

Shadow people sounds like a good and reasonable explanation.

Namaste

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hey interesting story, I believe you, and I think we may have some parallels. My earliest memory is waking up in my own vomit, and I've always had a strange feeling about that night. I dont know if its because my first memory is of being covered in puke, or because something happened.

And secondly, last year I "woke up" in the middle of the night, looked down at the end of my bed. and there was a small shadowy creature standing there. it looked like the silhouette of a grey alien but with a more narrow head. and only a foot, maybe 1 1/2 feet tall.

I was starring at it for a while. it didn't really move, and I wasn't afraid. but then after 2-3 min it quickly walked up the side of the bed, climbed up on top of me and "absorbed" into my chest. I woke up 'for real' this time and I was so freaked out. I thought I was already awake. and I could FEEL this thing absorb into my chest.

Although its not the strangest thing thats happened to me so im not freaked out by it.

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Not the strangest thing?? As much as I want to see one of these beings for personal validation, if one crawled up and "absorbed" into my body I would count that as number one of my weird-crap-o-meter.

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hey Ive seen the blue light on 2 occasions! first time, I was staying in a cabin on an island (3-4 years ago) and went out to lay on the dock and stargaze. I saw 3 bright flashed in the sky that looked like startrek enterprise coming out of warp. then nothing, I got an eerie feeling so i went inside and layed in bed.

then everything lit up blue, like there were NO shadows, this light seemed to penetrate everything. my ex-gf was with me at the time. I looked out the window and saw that the ground was lit up blue in a big circle. I watched as this circle narrowed to a point and vanished. there was no sound or anything.

THEN, a month or 2 ago, I was laying in bed with my now girlfriend, and she saw everything light up blue for about 2 mins, she didnt say anything because she was just frozen with awe. afterwards she said "wtf was that" i said "what" she said "your telling me you didnt see that blue light?? it was so bright!"

So i didnt see the second blue light, but that just shows how many I probably havent seen haha.

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That sounds eerily similar to an experience my mother told me about (later when I was older) about a night when I was probably 2 or 3 yrs old. She claimed to have woken up, and had tried to wake my dad up when it was happening, when she saw what looked like a blue glowing lantern for lack of a better description....floating down the hallway and into my bedroom. She claims to have gotten up and watched it float in the door way and then turn toward my crib and hover over me. When she approached it....she claims it flashed brightly and then flew - again for lack of better term - out my closed window. After that she checked on me, felt everything was fine then went back to bed. She said she seemed rather calmed and relaxed after it left...like something was telling her inside that everything was ok....odd thing that she said - and strangely enough I have had a few dreams of this....she said I kept talking about the "bee people", non stop for weeks after. Dad just chalked it up to bad dreams and as usual - there are no such things as ufos, ghosts, lights, phantoms, spooks, demons, etc etc etc....
Just thought I would add that in here. I hadn't thought of that story in years....
And on that note...I have had a few other experiences with the blue light over the years. One - I woke froma dead sleep one night and my (ex) wife and I both woke unable to move and surrounded by a blue light and hearing whispering....we both recounted the same experience the next morning - during mine I felt as if I was looking down on myself and her from above and looked to be a blue "ghost" version of me attached to my head. Blue light was everywhere. Then later...my ex told me she awoke and saw a blue glowing form of a young girl - perhaps 3 or 4 yrs old...walking toward her and she claims in her head she felt that this was our "daughter". She had a miscarriage a couple years before hand...just for background. At the time we just racked it up to stress and with her - trauma from the miscarriage. I do wonder looking back now.
Anyway...good post. Looking forward to everyone's input. There is just so much out there that we just don't understand.

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haha yes, very strange, but since I woke up a second time after it happened, I subconsciously write off the experience as not happening, aa dream or something, no matter how much my conscious mind believes it did.

I figure the thing is just tagging along for the ride, or maybe it was just a display to show that they are with me. or maybe my "heart chakra" can be used as some sort of portal. I got no idea haha, im just along for the ride as well.

reply to post by OUNjahhryn


wow...i was in the process of typing my reply when yours was posted (looking at the time stamp) talk about similar experiences....yikes.

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haha wow yeah, I didnt know the blue light was so popular lol. Maybe you called them the "bee people" because of a high pitch sound that the ships made, there are many sounds that children can hear that adults cant.

plus my gf had an alien contact dream (on of many) 2 weeks ago and said "we heard what sounded like bees getting really loud, and then 4 ships came over the house across the street"

just a thought.

Being in a dream state, or even just very relaxed, can be condusive to a sort of hyper-perceptivity. Everything we experience is "real" to our brains, so anything is possible. If it can be dreamt, it can be actualized.

Hiya, I might be able to help but it's a bit of a mundane explanation.

When you woke up and went to your parents bed you hadn't actually fully woken up and were probably floating in the hypnagogic state (this happens a lot to children!), hence seeing the shadow/entity - your mind probably manifested it as your body clocked onto your stomach virus (which is why you woke up in the first place perhaps), then when you were ready to begin vomiting, that manifested as the shadow rushing into you and seemingly causing you to vomit.

I only say this with authority 'cos I get this a hella lot when I was a kid and a fair amount as an adult - I've also experienced how reality can slip into these states (including dreaming) and it can freak you out - but I know its a manifestation and not real per se.

I hope this helps!

Dae
x

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You were obviously ill and either dreaming or hallucinating. The fact that you were up with your Mom vomiting tells us that you were ill. If you were only five I woulf not depend too much on the details or memory of this event. Don't read too much into it.
My sister swore there were german soldiers coming through our second story apartment window when she was sick with the flu when we were children. ( We lived in NY not Germany LOL and it was the 1960's not the 1940's)
My brother happened to be watching a tv show called Combat on the TV at the time.

Being old as the rocks, i can remember a time when i had what is called scarlet fever......(in those days immunity was earned and not injected....)
At any rate i do remember laying in bed in the night, and suddenly finding myself and my bed(which my dad made for me) levitating and flying through interstellar space.....
This was neat at first, and i was enjoying it immensely, till the bed began to rotate in a barrel roll.....
I was so frightened id fall out of it and be lost in space that i believe i went a little berzerk, because i next found myself wandering in the living room, and being asked what was wrong by my mom, and why was i out of bed?
She says i just smiled at her and told her i was waiting for the bed to calm down and i would get back in it........
This of course is totally off subject....so,
My suggestions include the reports of aliens who can turn themselves into most anything.....
from a radio wave to you name it.....they can transform in a twinkling....they are from another dimension, and can be anywhere impersoanting anything....
Or perhaps the greys actually were implanting a future hybrid?

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Cool story, never heard of this happening to anyone. Are you positive you were awake? Because I remember when I was around that age, I regularly had lucid dreams which were nigh on impossible to differentiate from reality. Only when I was older could the more developed logical part of my mind recognise them as dreams.

The power of a child's mind is pretty amazing, I believe many people can attest to having unusual dreams/thoughts/experiences/abilities as children, unfortunately most of these fade as we grow up, becoming fragments of memories...of course none of this might be what you experienced, just rambling...

Peace...

Originally posted by Dae
Hiya, I might be able to help but it's a bit of a mundane explanation.

When you woke up and went to your parents bed you hadn't actually fully woken up and were probably floating in the hypnagogic state (this happens a lot to children!), hence seeing the shadow/entity - your mind probably manifested it as your body clocked onto your stomach virus (which is why you woke up in the first place perhaps), then when you were ready to begin vomiting, that manifested as the shadow rushing into you and seemingly causing you to vomit.

I only say this with authority 'cos I get this a hella lot when I was a kid and a fair amount as an adult - I've also experienced how reality can slip into these states (including dreaming) and it can freak you out - but I know its a manifestation and not real per se.

I hope this helps!

Dae
x

Thank you for posting this. I've been wanting to make a thread about the hypnagogic state for a long time. I too find myself in this state more often than most people. It for sure messes with "reality" but when you have it happen all the time you learn to distinguish better. I think a good chunk of night time paranormal experiences are actually caused by this state...not saying they all are though.

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I know for a fact I was awake, because I couldn't sleep at all that night. And I only had to vomit once right after the shadow thing went in my stomach. I didn't feel sick before or after and wasn't running a temp or anything. It was just so strange and to always remember it, makes me know that it wasn't just a dream, or what my mom thought, a stomach virus. I just know inside it was something else. I just can't figure out what.