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Originally posted by benjamin2012
I will give you some background info on me, I am 25, white gay male, living in the UK. I am not into the gay scene and live in a medium sized town with a small, almost non existent gay community. I have not had many sexual partners in my life, less than 10 to be honest. [/quote
I am honestly very sorry that you have contracted this disease, you seem to have had a hell of a time of things and sound to be doing rather well considering. I don't know much about the disease to be honest, but it wouldn't surprise me in the least bit if it were a created disease to decrease the population. It also wouldn't surprise me to know there is probably a cure out there, but it isn't something that the powers that be want anyone to know.
However, that said, something else stuck out to me. Maybe it is because I'm not in the dating world anymore, but less than 10 partners as in you have slept with under 10 people? That seems like a lot to me, is that a normal amount of partners for a person to have?
Originally posted by three1zero
reply to post by benjamin2012
i hope you dont mind me asking this
how did you try to kill yourself and how did you survive the suicide attempts
Originally posted by benjamin2012
Thanks everyone for the kind comments and support, I am really pleased with everyones response and will be checking out the links to forums and videos posted
Originally posted by three1zero
reply to post by benjamin2012
i hope you dont mind me asking this
how did you try to kill yourself and how did you survive the suicide attempts
The first attempt I overdosed on the medication they gave me while having the chemotherapy which if I remember correct were painkillers and anti-histemines (? think that's how you spell it) to stop you being sick.
Looking back I dont know how I thought they would kill me but I wasn't really thinking straight, it was more a cry for help. A few weeks later I attempted again by taking paracetemols, but I was unaware that they contain a drug to make you violently sick if you overdose so that didn't really end up well either, a night in A&E and a nice charcoal drink! lol
Originally posted by benjamin2012
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why should it be the responsibility of the Citizenry to pay for your behavior?
Originally posted by TBR47
I am very sorry to hear you have aids,I remember once when I was certain I had been infected i was in a night club dancing away and I felt something jab in my leg,and the next day when I looked at my leg there was a red dot where something had pierced my skin.i went straight to the clinic for blood tests and those 2 weeks of waiting for the results was nerve wrecking luckily i got the all clear,but for that short time i really thought i had aids,and did nothing but drink bottles vodka for 2 weeks non stop.it scared the crap out of me