posted on Sep, 9 2004 @ 05:00 AM
I dont think it brings nearly as much to those who are actually related to the victoms.
I have seen them all and to be quite honest,the first wave of them were not anything more than the gore I see in a good hacker/horror film.I know
there is a difference between the two being one is reality and the other just Hollywood effects.But as posted above,what we get in games and TV these
days has already given us the extreams of this violence.
I will say two things here that really got to me though.
This lastest one is really brutal.Having a better quality video really drew you into the reality of it.I could not watch the whole thing.I am a gore
hound and love my horror movies.The more blood and guts the better.But this last one just had something that made me not want to watch the whole
thing.Instead I read a transcript because,,,well,I am human and I just had to know.Kinda like when you see an accident on the side of the road.Why all
the traffic?It's the lookie-loos.
Second:After hearing that the Nick Berg beheading had been done and conformation was out,I had to wonder when the video would be released.Why?Because
The REAL father of Nick Berg lives just across the way from me.As it was announced about his son,it really hit me.It hit me hard to see his father
sitting on his steps with a look on his face that I have never seen before.Blank.Sadness.Confussion.Horror.All wrapped into one facial expression.He
sat there for about 6 hours with no movement or facial changes.
That is when it hit me.Why in the hell am I watching these videos when there are other fathers and mothers doing the same thing everytime this
happens.
I felt like I committed a crime.I felt demeaning inside.I had watched the beheading of someone child,father,freind,brother,sister,,,,,,and here they
are going through my worst fear,the death of a loved one.And not only that,but a death in a most brutal way.
I will not watch anymore of these videos.No matter how intense or how small it is,I will not watch another one.
RIP to those who have become victims of cowards who hide behind masks everywhere.