posted on Nov, 14 2011 @ 09:19 PM
I have always had a lonely childhood. While everyone else had friends, I had books, and interests. When everyone else gossiped, I would secretly find
the truths. I never had many friends, and the only time i ever seemed to attract any friends were when they wanted me to draw something for them, ( as
I am a very good pen artist.)
I have never understood the meaning of family, because I have never had a close family, And I never had a mother figure. And still, in the laters of
my teen years, while the rest of the world is Playing COD and wasting their life, I have joined a rock and minerals society. I am memorising every
constellation in the sky, and building little robots. While the rest of the girls dream of having boyfriends, I merely want to continue on with
finding the truths of my theories. I observe every person around me, and their facial compexities,and body language, and I can usually decode their
basic natal charts, and their thoughts or emotions, and this is why i tend to not be talkative to new people. Most people think I am socially awkward,
And this may be true, although I don't really notice it past the fact that I don't have many friends anymore, mostly because the more logical minds
have graduated. In my future, I hope to do something of interest, although whatever careeer field I should go into I am having a very troubled time
figuring out because of my eclectic interests, and joy of working alone.
But, I guess what lies in the future, is but that; the future, though sometimes I wish I could have a little guidance on what I should do, career
wise, when I get older..
edit on 14-11-2011 by Alchemicflames because: (no reason given)