Lately I have been using up what seems to be all of my energy just to stay positive. I consider myself an upbeat person, physically, mentally and
spiritually, but no matter how much I try to focus on the now, there is that looming feeling of emptiness.
After a long day of work and dealing with the usual a-holes, I was completely tapped. I decided to pop onto ATS to see what was going on and of
course the usual doom, gloom and world chaos to push me yet into another state of complete bliss.
I immediately shut down my computer, put my on
jacket and ventured out into what I consider one of the most beautiful times in Michigan, Fall.
As I started to walk the numbness and the chaos from the day seemed to melt away, not all of it, but a good majority of day’s tensions. The trees
in Michigan are in full color and the sweet smells of the leaves are one of nature’s most intoxicating perfumes. My step seemed to get lightly and
peppier, as the cool crisp fall air gently massaged my entire being, what a day I thought. I decided to go up to the local coffee shop, get an
overpriced coffee and just chill out for a bit.
While people watching at the coffee shop, I noticed a mother and her maybe 10 month old in a stroller, the mother purchased a coffee and decided to
sit down close to me. Her first reaction and comment when she approached the open seat near me was humbleness and apologies, she said, “I’m sorry
we’ll try not to ruin your peace and quiet over here”, at which I comment, “Non-sense you’re welcome to sit there.”
With a sigh of relief, the mother proceeded to sit down and get the baby situated as well; she had brought some baby cookies and had given one of them
to her son. As I sat and watched this child, he enjoyed what was the plainest cookie I had seen is a long time, but his face and emotions were one
of complete happiness and joy, from consuming that cookie. The baby gummed and teethed with whatever few teeth he had, cookie slobber covered his
entire face, but the child’s focus, on that cookie, is one a Zen master would envy.
After about 15 minutes of him chewing intently on that cookie, he abruptly stopped and looked up at me, with his cookie slobbered face, as he caught
my eye he realized I had been watching him, so without hesitation and his only means of communication, he extended too me one of the most genuinely
radiant smiles I have ever seen, one that said, “Life is really good, and I am really happy with this amazing cookie”.
A warmth and happiness overtook my entire being, a happiness that I have not felt in a long while.
As the baby was leaving with his mother, I said to her “Thanks for sitting near me, because your child made my day.” She smiled and said, in a
warm tone, “thank you”.
Thought I would share something positive with all of you.
Peace out,
RT