information regarding spiritual awarness

I thought i would share my experiences with the spiritual realm. first off i started to notice a lot of images and random shapes in my eyes that later turned into full blown purple blobs and waves of purple for a long time. i then noticed this purple light in pure darkness or when i concentrate eyes open, that it wasnt just random shapes or waves, but faces and eyes, spirals and flashes of lights that i labeled with later experience now 2 years in the understanding process of this a mini supernova. after this i started to get the chills or nervous system awakening on one side of my body which later followed by full blown sleep paralysis, which i now use to have out of body experiences when ever i have the sleep paralysis. i used to lucid dream when ever i awoke into sleep paralysis very often, but since i started to get harassed by what i believe to be is evil spirits. first encounter i awoke in sleep paralyzed state knowing this is normal for out of body travel and lucid dreaming, i was going to lucid dream, and i heard a very loud growl/roar or deep dark yelling. i immediately panic and woke my self up, this then kept on happening to me when ever i wanted to astral travel i was just new to this so i was very bummed that this was happening. i believe this entity is now following me and controlling other people to make me believe im completely insane and its working, all my friends think im crazy because i actually bealive that im dead and everyone around me is just this spirit messing with me. its hard not to bealive because it seems like people can communicate telepathically when ever i think something they do a motion with their hands that complete strangers do when i think something its happend to often to think its just me and i know this for a fact. i have had a little green imp jump off me when i was trying to lucid dream. a ghostly figure swatted at me so i opend my eyes and it jumped off me and ran away as i was yelling trying to wake up. thats basically the jist of it and i would greatly appreciate support regarding what to do next or tips to fight this evil or even someone who has had a similar experiance.

Cotard Delusion For your feelings of death.

How far along have you been doing this? How often do you meditate?

There are a lot of spirits and entities which we as humans still do not know or communicate with unless called upon. Do you practice magik?

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i dont meditate much as i used to, how i meditate i get my nervous system extremley active with music, i can control the vibrations from my neck to my head to my feet, i used to be able to control my visions but i cant do it that great any more but i still can, i actually left out alot of stuff in the post that i should mention. i was told buy this growling entity that i will be imprisoned for ever, the same entity told me before that statment that i was the chosen one and that basically alot of death and destruction will be taking place

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ive been doing this for about 2 years now

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and i have no understanding of any sorts of magic, sorry i keep only seeing some of your questions

Oh no worries about the questions. Sorry if I'm bombarding you with 21 questions right off the bat. I find meditation very interesting. There have been a lot of threads recently I've been reading about it and I really want to give it a try. From what I know, there are ways of communicating with entities, spirits, realms through the means of meditation. Judd Apatow has a great story about how he met a Monk on the set of Knocked Up who only had 7 fingers. He burned and cut the others off to show the power of pain through meditation. So yeah, this is a big mind over matter subject.

Would you say that you are being transmitted messages or seeing events? Is it that deep? Do you feel like something is with you without the need of meditation? (like a spirit following you or the presence of it)

the only time i can realy say for sure that im communicating with the spirits is when im in a certain state of mind with so much control i can lucid dream have out of body experiances etc... but its all telepathically i think stuff sometimes i get a response others just yelling / growling. when im awake i can still see these spirits, in the form most common a eye thats almost invisilbe just floats across the room in front of my face, i can see it when ever i want. i can see flashes of lights sometimes especially when its dark, red, purple and mostly white flashes its strange

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Here to the rescue!!!!
I used to have problems with evil spirits and entities as well.
Theirs a quite easy solution for it, you just have to remember to do it.

-Basically Imagine you have a invisible egg of energy that completely surrounds u. (U should have no problem doing this as u can feel vibrations and do mediation).
-imagine the egg closing up on you from the top and bottom leaving a closed join about waste height around you.
-open the join depending on how much 'response" u want to receive.

Do this anytime you feel threatened, It also stops you absorbing bad energy/vibrations from others, which can become a problem when you reach a certain point of spiritual awakening.

May sound a little crazy but its works and has never failed me to this date.
Hope this helps

I really wish I could help you instead of asking questions. This really does fascinate me and has gotten my brain moving.

I heard that seeing purple is a sign you have opened your third eye.

Originally posted by Absco
I really wish I could help you instead of asking questions. This really does fascinate me and has gotten my brain moving.

I heard that seeing purple is a sign you have opened your third eye.

From my research it is. Each Chakra has its own colour and from my experience the most open one at the time is the one you see. Having an overdeveloped 3rd eye can make you extremely acceptable to other entities. I have seen many spiritual guiders about this as it almost killed me. chakra balance was the solution

Just a side question, have you ever smoked mugwort for lucid dreaming? My friend swears by it when he was trying to lucid dream. I tried doing some with him and it just gave me a headache since it's a vascular dilator.

the growling you mentioned and screaming, ive experienced that too...it makes me scared #less to try and lucid dream or even meditate...i still do it it but i get so scared sometimes that its hard to concentrate..

multiple times ive woken with sleep paralysis just to hear something growling at me or a person screaming..


sucks...dnt wanna hear that crap again...idk what to tell you.

Originally posted by consciousCOMA
I thought i would share my experiences with the spiritual realm. first off i started to notice a lot of images and random shapes in my eyes that later turned into full blown purple blobs and waves of purple for a long time. i then noticed this purple light in pure darkness or when i concentrate eyes open, that it wasnt just random shapes or waves, but faces and eyes, spirals and flashes of lights that i labeled with later experience now 2 years in the understanding process of this a mini supernova. after this i started to get the chills or nervous system awakening on one side of my body which later followed by full blown sleep paralysis, which i now use to have out of body experiences when ever i have the sleep paralysis. i used to lucid dream when ever i awoke into sleep paralysis very often, but since i started to get harassed by what i believe to be is evil spirits. first encounter i awoke in sleep paralyzed state knowing this is normal for out of body travel and lucid dreaming, i was going to lucid dream, and i heard a very loud growl/roar or deep dark yelling. i immediately panic and woke my self up, this then kept on happening to me when ever i wanted to astral travel i was just new to this so i was very bummed that this was happening. i believe this entity is now following me and controlling other people to make me believe im completely insane and its working, all my friends think im crazy because i actually bealive that im dead and everyone around me is just this spirit messing with me. its hard not to bealive because it seems like people can communicate telepathically when ever i think something they do a motion with their hands that complete strangers do when i think something its happend to often to think its just me and i know this for a fact. i have had a little green imp jump off me when i was trying to lucid dream. a ghostly figure swatted at me so i opend my eyes and it jumped off me and ran away as i was yelling trying to wake up. thats basically the jist of it and i would greatly appreciate support regarding what to do next or tips to fight this evil or even someone who has had a similar experiance.

When people become capable of reaching the other side.....the "dark" entities DO NOT like this. This is a signal of you becoming too enlightened for their liking. So they try to scare you off. And with most people it works! I too have had strange experiences.....but not exactly like yours. But there is a solution!

First....when you close your eyes to meditate or sleep you "OUTLOUD" call in ALL FOUR ARCH ANGELS to guard the 4 corners of the circle of "YOUR" life. You call them in by name and with each name you speak....(ie...Rafeal to guard the North, Michael to guard the South...etc) ask them to guard the "NORTH", "SOUTH", "EAST" and "WEST".
then.......You call in the WHITE LIGHT. You envision yourself engulfed in the white light swirling around you then envision it swirling around your house....then your neighborhood...etc

You say OUTLOUD, "I AM surrounded and protected by the white light....the light is within me, I AM THE LIGHT. I AM that I AM, that I AM. NOthing but good can come to me....nothing but good can flow from me....I give thanks, I give thanks, I give thanks" Say this "3" TIMES. Say Everything in threes..very powerful number.

THEN....you call on "YOUR" Spirit GUIDES to remove ALL NEGATIVE ENTITIES FROM YOU AND YOUR HOUSE! And to SEAL THE OPENINGS TO KEEP THEM OUT!

The little green troll like thing that you saw,...is called a "goulie" They tend to migrate where alcohol addition or drug addiction has been present in an environment. (They could have been in that house before you ever occupied it....you don't know) "I" don't know if that is the ONLY time they are present, but they for sure get in when this is present or has been an active disease in that particular invironment. They are tough to remove.....becuase they like to come back. When you tell them to leave.....they don't have a choice but to leave, and it pisses them off! At that time you also ask any other negative entities to go as well. They (the little green guys) will go outside the house and jump up and down and make funny noises and try to get back in. the trick is to tell them they have to go elsewhere like down the street and up into a cave area where you tell your SPIRIT GUIDES/ ANGELS to shut them in with a big rock or something like it. I know it sounds strange....but it works every time!! Then they can't get back into your house. then.....I would cleanse the house with some sage.....and I would do this a least once a month (THE SAGE).

It really isn't a lot to do....although it seems like it while reading this. However it is a SURE FIRE way of removing these things, and being able to peacefully meditate and dream without restriction. Good luck!

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what you say if i can master basically means i have supreme control of all realitys even these entity's which i kind of find far fetched, i think that these entitys are mad at me or the human dream but i realy dont know any more then that

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yes i have heard it is a sign as well, basically the mind as a whole is being awakend and something wants me to stop it

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i think what you say is very true makes sense to me what i was actually thinking. how can i balance out my self even more then just basic meditation.

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i have never smoked mugwort, but i can say that all of this ALL OF THIS is from '___' the source of it which came from psycadellic mushrooms being psiolybin and practice

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just ask for help each time you hear it, or.... dont be afraid i have actually eliminated all fear and it just grunted at me and left so i dont even know why im afraid at some times i do question my reality and i think i might even be fighting a war that im not aware of completly

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i realy hope this works and i would like to know which bealife system this originates from. i was told to travel to malkuth to talk to sandalphon in the first sphere of the tree of life.

more information. if you would like to hear. i was told in dream, by the way i think that all experiances even dreams, dreams being the most indepth experiance anyone can have thats true in this reality. i was asked to fight a war and i asked this being to show me its true self i was semi lucid... after that the being got very mad and turned into a huge lizard being more muscular then tall, these beings first appeard to me as men with suites and hats, for some reason i was very panicked by their arivale but they found their way into and asked me the said question. i then accepted, ever since ive had dreams of war and i do very well with this war but i realy cant recall much, i think this exposure if its true to war is making me extremly stressed out in this life that i think is real which would be the EGO of future and past or memory relapse